Frostmoon Eclipse
Worse Weather to Come
1. I See the Void
The blessing of a blank soul
With nothing left to live for
No promise of transcendence
These bones, our own true essence
The search for one's life meaning
Indoctrinated being
No certainty or righteousness
Looks different than blindness
Post mortem nihil est
There is no second chance
No saviour to be found
And no wheel will turn... Around
We live - and then we die
So long - for your third eye
In absence - of all answers
The self surrenders
I feel empty
I see the void
I feel nothing
I am that void
Come forth warden of rebels
Apostate of believing
Denial of the dead mind
The shadow of a dying kind
We live - and then we die
So long - for your third eye
In absence - of all answers
The self surrenders
2. A Room, a Grave
These idle days are put to rest, suffocating in isolation
No wonder a feeling of shame is now crowning my imperfection
And now white noise and a layer of dust are what's left of this life made failure
I erected this prison myself and rejoice on its broken texture
Forgot my history and I am finally out of crossroads
At loss for sanity pierced by life and her poisoned arrows.
No place but this desolating sight is what I'll ever call a safe house
I feel like its oh so near. The death sentence to end this lost cause.
There is no way out
No reason
No hope
And then, the spirits of affliction shall come and knock at the door
To reclaim their prize, one soul above the other
Together they shall leave this room empty as the emptiest grave
One more memory for the haunted, fading away
There is no way out
There is no reason
There is no hope
Now not one
3. All Is Undone
Time has gone
All has gone
I don't belong
It's some other's last song
Bleed at last
Life has passed
Somewhere there's hope
Its no-ones fault
Forge yourself in your demise
Face the final sunrise
To be lost beyond world's end
Candles lit. Death spreads its scent
In the final hour that comes
I will see through these frail bones
Twisted, turned inside my chest
Where the I's been put to rest
All is undone
When I'm gone
There is no-one
I am all
Life - never more
Life - what is worth for
I - can't be judged upon
A fate that is not my own
4. Sunken
There is a spot inside your mind
A place where soul and heart and mind are blind
A room that I shall never see
I often stare at your eyes so lifeless
Gazing at an absolute bereavement
There are some instants through your days
When you are walking through dark, endless ways
And I just cannot bring you back
I often stare at your eyes so lifeless
Gazing at an absolute bereavement
Where are you
Into the depths
Why the darkness
Always calling back
There is a spot inside your mind
The staring shadows like pillars aligned
Yet again they lead you here
I often stare at your eyes so lifeless
Gazing at an absolute bereavement
You block the path again and leave
To a dimension I cannot conceive
A gray chamber of misery
5. Brother Denial
Found myself in need of time
Nihilism shall meet his brother denial
Bound to the limits of a weak mind
Fearing an end I once longed for
The sky is a structure in ruins. Crumbling in the presence of craving
Why should we be so scared? We are trapped by the webs of human life
The black cloak of the final healer: a ghost in the corner of my eye
Her voice still echoing at my side: "You too shall pass this by".
Forsake me
Time is running out and these streets are emptier and emptier
The soul grows weary inside, so weary of this pointless ride
And how can I look at my life without being ashamed and dried
We all shall cross this bridge with our eyes closed... And our hands tied
Forsake me
6. Sleep
Nothing shall follow this line I marked
I've been just pretending to walk on this wire of ruins
It's time.
The loss of human bonds can be
Like seeing a constant horizon that always steps behind
Your sight.
See. I lived inside an illusion
Betrayed by the ghost of nothingness: he made me hate again
This mind.
Now, there's nothing much I can try
To feel again as it once was, before this rain washed down
All life.
And how will I overcome these failures
But running towards another ghost and feeling whole again
In sleep.
It's the hour of retreat
It's the ending of my time
There is nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can try
To give meaning to more moments
And to stop this urge to writhe
Will I see the ghost of nothingness?
My companion of demise.
7. Song to Darkness
I speak about darkness
For I've known her through all this time
The beacon inside me
The filter that distorts all sights
Nights without dreaming
When emptiness dims all the light
Life without living
There is nothing to hold on tight
Twisting and turning, our hopes are fading
Clouds descended and I knew nothing
There is a blank face, she's haunting this place
Out of this silence, a song to darkness.
A poor imitation of existence
All we have to offer
Deprivation of serenity
Hail darkness
"We grow accustomed to the dark
When light is put away
As when the neighbor holds the lamp
To witness her goodbye"
(E. Dickinson)
Twisting and turning, our hopes are fading
Clouds descended and I knew nothing
There is a blank face, she's haunting this place
Out of this silence, a song to darkness.
8. Resignation
Fading - Through years of deserted denial
At last - These stone cold hopes will expire
I have been - Betrayed by the dead ends of living
A shell - To disclose at an ocean... Of ruin
And the years they passed
Layers of dust, dust
No summoning of Gods
To save me from my thoughts
The bleeding arms of time
No vengeance can be mine
Unfurl this soul like wings
At death's realm ruling kings
Kings
Release me!
Craving - For gifts from a merciful spirit
There - Are no kingdoms for us to inherit
The beast - Was the first glimpse of light through these eyes
See me - I am the one who dies
And the years they passed
Layers of dust, dust
No summoning of Gods
To save me from my thoughts
The bleeding arms of time
No vengeance can be mine
Unfurl this soul like wings
At death's realm ruling kings
Did we leave
Were us really here
It just can't be
Worse than this.
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