Shadecrown
Agonia
1. Eremophobia
Stranded on the shores of life
with this constant fear I bear
Don't leave me here alone
I've lost everyone but you
In silence agony prevails
I can see it
The glow in your eyes is dying
I can feel it
You are growing weaker
with each passing day
I fear the day when you leave,
when you leave this world
Solitude can solely crush
this mind so weak and frail
I have seen
the withering of our hope
I have seen
the frailty of our lives
I cannot take this but have
nowhere to go from here
Swallowed these words of farewell
No, I just cannot let go
In silence agony prevails
In pain you shiver
Weary and hollow
Ravished by despair
The end is near
2. Led Astray
As rain shadowed our sun
Sunless days bewildered us
Darkness swallowed
the ones we cherished
And yet
we waste our years
searching for the ones
we're about to loose
We spend our whole lives
waiting for the last goodbyes
Sorrowed hearts led astray
by fears we can't abide
Fear keeps morphing
into a new affection
devoid of hope
All life will eventually
come to and end
3. Ghostlike Existence
For as long as I remember
I have been just the cold air
you breathe
No one will hear
No one will see
my ghostlike existance
I am the one among the shades
Despair that suffocates
Social isolation
Alone I sleep
Alone I wake
Social isolation
Alone I live
Alone I'll die
Lost in these downs of life
Alone in too deep
No one will know
No one will feel
my ghostlike existence
I am the one among the shades
Despair that suffocates
No one will know
No one will feel
my ghostlike existence
I am the one among the shades
Despair that suffocates
4. Far Off Innocence
I knew this day would come
but I kept deceiving myself
What was real, what was not
Who cares anymore
Ghost love
Hollow promises
Lust controlled chaos
Almost lost everything
for living through you
Never really trusted you
and now I can't even trust myself
Blame me for all
Tear me apart with your
so called perfection
Pretend to be
so fucking innocent
No more pathetic excuses
Let's be honest for once
Here we are both
far off innocence
Here we are
too far off innocence
We can't return
These lives cannot be reconciled
5. Walk Through Hell
With burning scars
beneath your skin
you have stumbled
upon your deepest fear
With broken wings
you have struggled
against the storm
that drew you near
Sometimes it feels like giving up
'cause all these
shameful wounds won't heal
Sometimes it feels like letting go
and the worst is yet to come
Scorned by perfection
Abused by trust
Again and again
Time after time
you rise, you fall
Torn apart by hope
Misled by dreams
Time after time
Again and again
you walk through hell
Betrayed by desire
Deceived by affection
Trust you had is gone now
What you feared has come true
One lifetime was not enough
to get you through the dark years
One aeon has ended here
6. Longing for Sleep
Another life has ended
Sorrow's wearing your name
Cannot tolerate the loss
Much has changed
since the rain fell down on me
I'm losing my will to live
Cannot sleep within these walls
where I'm alone
Cannot sleep with these memories
I am longing for sleep
to ease this pain
Cease it just for a while
Don't want to see
this world through tears
7. The Ruins of Me
I am hollow
I am hollow
Hiding pain behind a smile
Keeping secrets from the world
Growing old with sorrow
Take a closer look
through these darkened eyes
After weary years
strength no longer dwells in me
Take a walk
among these ruins of me
See my withheld despair
There's nothing left of me
The ruins of me
I am hollow
Couldn't light up the blackest sky
In this world I am forlorn
Couldn't feel the warmth of the sun
Deep down I'm dying inside
Couldn't show my weakness
Couldn't shed these tears so bitter
Now I'm drowning deeper
8. Tear-Stained Heart
Never learned to live without
without failing in the end
Never learned to be the one
the one worth holding on to
Tear-stained heart
Clean yet heavy to carry
but still I would rather
suffer from your last touch
than forget the days before
Tear-stained heart
Without it I cannot live
With it I'm not enough
Again life's embrace was but
another path to dead end
Enter my tear-stained heart
Feel my pain, see you in me
You took the most of me
I hate what I've become
Broken
I have nothing left to give
Nothing
9. Silent Hours
Drink away this season so dreary
One more and the pain is gone
Drown those emotions so painful
Conceal from the caring eyes
But when the day is done
silent hours will hurt
hurt you more than ever
When the day is done
lonely hours will wear you down
'til all strength is gone
Razorblade in your hand
reflects no tomorrow
Blinded by tears
You're gonna lay down the pain
on your closest ones
Inhale the silence
with your last breath
It rains 24/7 in my dreams
Silhouette of you
standing there still
Every night a dream repeats itself
Cannot reach you before you drown
10. Drown
Let my heart grow cold
Cherish my decadence
Drown pain drown
Drown pain drown
Without the sun
I fear what I may become
What do I fill
this emptiness with?
Let me drown there
where I fear no more
Raise a glass to nothingness
Wounds healed with a poison so sweet
Let me fall into the sea
where I feel the pain no more
Let me fall into the sea
where darkness conceals the pain
Chained to scars I bear
How deep will I fall?
Drown pain drown
Drown pain drown
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