Olemus Bitter Tears Innocent & wretched Now as I sit here, tied up by fear Sentenced, but what have I done I wanna know, who is the ruler of my fate Who makes me want to die These bitter sweet feelings I feel These immense sadness Melancholie The desire for the unknown A mirror, a disgraceful pale face An abused mind is what I see Zero courage to face life And I know there is no way out Bitter Tears I´m so lonely I´m so lost There is noone to console me I´m so lonely, I´m so lost I cant stand the pain it hurts so bad And I cry, I cry for you And I cry, bitter tears All my screams fall silent And my soul bleeds again I cant help myself I think of suicide before I start to.... I don´t want to live like that Dreaming Dream of free of free life Dream of hope freedom and joy Look at your life, is it how you have expected Death....in every corner Death comes quietly and slowly Theres no chance to get away No hope, no freedom........all gone! Dream of friends Which you can convide all the time Discover your reality, where are your faithful friends Seclution......in every corner Forever gone Where are you now? Why do leave me crying? Good times we shared, and I know I´ve made mistakes too Passing pictures of you, every where I look I want to touch you once more, but you dissapear I dreamed of you last night You must be strong and fight It can not be-you die Please wake now up and fly, away You won´t be, forgotten by your friends You will live, forever in my heart I can´t get you out, out of my mind But you are forever gone I saw your blood, coming out your veins There was no chance for you, to escape from death I close my eyes to think of you I see the dark, only emptiness Scarred for life I only wanted to live But I can´t stand it any longer It´s time to put an end I´m scarred for life, that´s my fate Slowly my blood runs cold While you are waiting for me But you can´t find me...I´m far away Scourge of seclution Alone absorbed in my grief , I can´t find a solution Emptiness surrounds me, as dying days go by I tried to battle with it, but I´m not strong enough I am just waiting for death, to put myself out of misery I cannot live with these tortures I´m just a scourge, a scourge of seclution Slowly my mind dies, am I living in reallity anymore My body is full of scars, but do I feel a pain anymore Where are my friends, when I need them most Suddenly I begin, to hate my odious self Slave of arrogance I´m a wayward child of society Lies bout me made me to what I am Run away as long as you dare Now I rise let the grieftime begin I know no morals blood thirst in my mind My mind- my weapon- sick I´m going to make shure of justice I devour you all, you mortal fools Torment, the only thing I´ll know Revenge for your arrogance You´ll satisfy my desire for blood Bastards It is weak what you call strong You think it´s right but you are wrong Are you mentally insane Beeing xenophobic is a shame Who do you think you are Express your opinion if you dare Have respect of coloured people Give up this endless fight You are a misanthropic fool, planting your seeds of hate Bastards think what you have done I hope someday you ache like they And I hope it hurts like hell