Disbelief Disbelief 1. Follow 2. Away 3. My Life 4. Scattered Product 5. God? Master! 6. In A Cage 7. Soul Massacre 8. Why Emotional? 9. Against The Shadow 10. The Harmony Within 11. Behind Those Eyes 1. Follow touch this tender beautiful face feel her warmth within - within me what was the real reason to say good bye and leave my life I'll it try to walk alone I'll it try and all is gone don't follow the blind don't follow the blind a stranger in presence walked blind through this world did not behold, what broke to many fragments walking all alone I'll it try to walk alone I'll it try to stay alone don't follow the blind don't follow the blind and you'll see and you'll see . . . 2. Away now - now - now now i'm looking back fear of life, in my head I grow lost it all, dreams they wait now - now - now now I can't crasp it the tears will try try to hide to help me away - away - away now you're so far away so far away can I have confidence in love all I gave is not enough the hour feel the time no hope now I'm still alive now - now - now all is drifting away tears will try try to hide to help me by myside away - away - away now you're so far away so far away now I've doubts if the needs for safety emotions fly pay living them is not enough be hidden feelings shown reserved trust eat them use of confidence 3. My Life . . . My Life in your life . . . . . . take me up to down . . . 4. Scattered Product I've no place tu hide there's no life within me I want to become free to become free there's no life within me I want to become free safe you'll like I embrace you with? pain start pain start pain start again starved joy of life in me an exist without a rough next day will come the inner keep closed no more pain - no more pain I talk to you - life in fear I've no place to run and hide trials die in the beginning realization is not real the warmth suffocate by coldness by my own coldness I've no place to rund and hide no more pain - no more pain I embrace you with a deep gaze no more pain - no more pain my private story, my - you come I've no place to run and hide I embrace you with a deep lppk the flood of infinite affection flows forwards you surrender of reason, deception is blessed I've no place to rund and hide beholding myself - beholding myself Scatter Product 5. God? Master! take my hand the hand I've lost I'll never find trust in life to the ghost the ghost surrounds me an order like a wish tears fall from eyes a candle in the wind lie - a lie - a lie . . . a candle in the wind I try to find peace with all my ways the outside comes back, to real life is this a turning? God Master?! I am your god I am your master I be like a friend for you God Master?! - God Master?! God Master?! God Master?! - God Master?! God Master?! God - God - God Master?! God Master?! - God Master?! God Master?! God Master?! - God Master?! God Master?! 6. In A Cage life is always pain . . . I'll never be the same . . . In A Cage . . . 7. Soul Massacre my ways are scattered my life in pain my ways now others my heart drilled by pain my aways were like yours my life was like yours no day too long the world I was been was enough - was enough emotions, reflections tears will fall a pondering heart through my head I will stop the real a drift from above thousand thought waves are here for the crack they will it spite they never dwell I'll follow my way a Soul Massacre for the crack they will it spite they never dwell I'll follow my way a Soul Massacre a Soul Massacre for the cracked life I'll follow my way Soul Massacre for the crackes life I'll follow my way Soul Massacre Soul Massacre for the cracked life I'll follow my way Soul Massacre 8. Why Emotional? declarations for these depressions I'm searching myself a bounded room in me is there for irritation bitterness grows in me sacrifice of conscience Why Emotional? Why Emotional? life without sentiments inner cramps to pain frustration decides my being contempt for my ow - for my own Why Emotional? Why Emotional? why? why? why? a long time ago sentiments were normal now I'm asking me, why? why emotional? the closing in myself would be open in itself the key is burried in nothingness it'll be find a way into light into light Why Emotional? - Why Emotional? Why Emotional? - Why Emotional? why? 9. Against The Shadow the pain from outside . . . against my will . . . welcome in our land . . . 10. The Harmony Within It's back . . . what I've been I've lost . . . 11. Behind Those Eyes my dreams are closed for your eyes my life behind a mask why can't I change myself myself? Behind Those Eyes behind - behind Behind Those Eyes Behind Those Eyes speachless tracks mark my lifetime where I've hidden in myself growing tired of living this way the meaning of life has faded away Behind Those Eyes behind - behind Behind Those Eyes Behind Those Eyes I'll look the man the man behind the mask I look behind the mirror there is the mask hidden thoughts come to daylight a holding for these eternity a spark of hope in my life in my life . . . this is my private story my story of woe I've to set free my inner voice how can I cure myself? it would be worth a try where will it all end?