Anorexia Nervosa Drudenhaus 1. A Doleful Night In Thelema [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / March 1999] Out of the house, beyond the stones of eternal pain Across the orgasmic veins of the city - circle of death Unchained as we are, wolves of humanity's ancestral fears The walls, the humans (useless), they stand in my eyes (open) The taste of blood, the sign of war Never look behind, my body is so tired I wanna die Why is she crying ? Shut up bitch ! A kind of me... Never I'll betray Run my love Save yourself from this chaos The flames, the crowd, the new gods They're marching our plains Dispensing aesthetic death Oh, my breath ! Infernal sickness Nothingness - I am alone The walls, the bricks, a girl, oh God ! Never stop - the walls - destroy Fucking little bitch die, and die ! Friends of misfortune mustn't leave me here Run my love... Save yourself from this chaos The flames, the crowd and the new gods Je jouis, je saigne, je meurs, je vis Je pleure, j'ai envie de vomir Va t'en Pourquoi es-tu venu ? Laisse moi hurler Demain peut-etre, qui sait ? Tu ne sais rien et moi tout I know all Je n'en peux plus, j'en ai assez Je me suis brule les yeux et j'ai peur A line of cars (red and white) and this piece of steel which hurts me in my stomach... 2. The Drudenhaus Anthem [A Sacred Sin For Perfection] [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / October 1999] I reach the quintessence of all that is I was, I am and I shall be again Burn and torture me for I am the witch The Antechrist you've feared for years and years Burn me and burn us there's no time to waste Burn, burn before you understand For crime so pure and restless tragedies I transgress your world into the house of dawn For redemption and immortality A sacred sin for divine perfection Drudenhaus ! O Roy des cieux et Seigneur des Seigneurs O ange des anges, toi que craignent tous les hommes en silence Je suis l'ineffable et ton bras vengeur L'unique salut de ce monde profane et sans grace I pray for all and whole non-salvation And all the phantoms on earth follow me I search for some old forgotten treasures And the girl made of gold is forever above me Down into the house of dawn I rest Between these walls of huge flesh I lay Dawn of Miracle - Drudenhaus ! Where life sets and burns until the fall Through the sacred semence of the Lord - my soul I caress the total universe Even so vast mortal skies and oceans cannot Fill the house of presence and goldlust storms There grows the shadow of all my passions There all is silence and will of seduction Mourir de notre main ou de la votre Mourir et enfin vivre d'absolu Et vous serez fiers de nous avoir juge Mais nous seuls nous etions condamnes I touch the quintessence of all that is I was, I am and I shall be again Fuck and slaughter me for I am the witch The mystic force you've cursed for years and years Burn me and burn us there's no time to waste Burn, burn before it's too late 3. God Bless The Hustler [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / October 1999] Shining upon their chests The silver seal The blood-red penitents Towards our land From my window I can guess The flames of their so-called heaven By now, I should run away Leave the house, the church, the grave And I won't do that I open my eyes - cannot move Their hell after tracks me down Has finally put his hand in mine Torture me if you want I have learnt to suffer And in my grave Rained many a tear, oh blessed majesties Once more saved - nevermore Mare tenebrarum - the red penitents My fate divine - their worst obssession Burn in hell you cunt ! Their eyes are burning more than their crosses 4. Enter The Church Of Fornication [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / July 1999] This is for stepping backwards Into the light Enter the Church of Fornication Resurrection and Life I am the mother of all the pains And I know how it has to end Enter my golden house - Heaven's gate The veil of illusions - Penetrate, Fornicate ! Et clamor meus ad te veniat Try so hard to find the Quintessence The sacred eternal sense My Holy Mary forever lost My love and only ghost... Que le Seigneur vous garde toujours pure Je suis la verite, je suis le createur Et mon fils, mes enfants Celui qui vous ecoute et meurt Qui par vos bouches offertes Entend ma voix De milles destins rouges sang Sera le Roy The doors close And there you are And there you stand And there I am God La meisnie a Sathan est el mustier venue En sa destre main tint chascuns s'espee nue Vit de cleres colors la mostier peinturet De martirs et de virgenes et de granz majestez... Oseriez-vous mettre la parole de Dieu en doute ? Et les cors de la lune et les festes anvels... Der Teufel soll das alles holen ! Et les cors de la lune et les festes anvels... Um Gottes willen ! Du bist min Des solt du gewis sin Du bist beslozzen In minem herzen Verlorn ist daz sluzzelin Du muost ouch immer darinne sin Du muost ouch immer darinne sin 5. Tragedia Dekadencia [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / June 1999] Je suis celui que tu ecoutais dans l'ombre de minuit lui dont la pensee chuchotait a ton ame lui dont tu devinais vaguement la tristesse lui dont tu voyais l'image en songe Celui dont le regard tue l'espoir Celui que personne n'aime Le fleau de mes esclaves terrestres Le Roy de la connaissance et de la Liberte L'ennemi des Cieux Le Mal de la Nature (Voila ce que vous avez fait de moi) Evil I am not ...Just ordinary hate You'll never understand Let me leave this room You will lose this wager, my lord Whoreson, you are not me I'm just like the others A pit of bloted ground for to be made For such a guest is meet What kind of thing is more common ? What think you on't ? I'm as the indifferent children of the earth As my heritage, a thousand humans died within my hand A thousand lives, God offered me The sublime hatred which fills my heart... I'm God's anger and nothing more Dominus Vobiscum Et cum spiritu tuo But age with his stealing steps Hath clawed me in his clutch And hath shipped me intil the land As if I had never been such Thou pray'st not well For the love of God, forbear me ! You'll never understand The devouring fire which burns in me Let me leave this room You will lose this wager my lord Whoreson, you are not me I'm just like all the others The bastards you can't touch Dominus Vobiscum Et cum spiritu tuo Per omnia saecula saeculorum I'm as the indifferent children of the earth A thousand humans died within my hand A thousand lives, God offered me As my heritage Divine gift is... The sublime hatred which fills my heart Iudica me, Deus Et discerne causam meam de gente non sancta Ab homine iniquo et doloroso erue me But age with his stealing steps Hath clawed me in his clutch And hath shipped me intil the land As if I had never been such Thou pray'st not well For the love of God, forbear me ! You'll never understand The devouring fire which makes me live Je ne suis plus que tenebres et vengeance Je veux vous voir decrepir, pourrir comme les insectes repugnants Que vous etes tous les uns comme les autres Dans un abime de merde grouillante Vous n'etes que des immondices, des larves rampantes But age with his stealing steps Hath clawed me in his clutch And hath shipped me intil the land As if I had never been such Thou pray'st not well For the love of God, forbear me ! You'll never understand The devouring fire which makes me fucking live 6. Divine White Light Of A Cumming Decadence [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / November 1998] Vous avez souille notre sanctuaire Par vos paroles et vos actes Dawn of a lost glory Golden sign and shadow of mine The Messiah I am The golden force's the light that save A living Goddess on the Earth Light divine Live for destroy mankind Mesmerized by an unknown white line Heart of human Disincarnated woman Light divine Live for destroy mankind I am The dark veil on my sight Will of the Lord Longing on my soul My hands bring them decadence For honour and salvation My eyes - they rake among us For deception - honourable Life - Within all of us Was satisfying mankind (But time is to come when) Mesmerizing Holy Light Will fall upon the humans Vous avez souille notre Sanctuaire Par vos paroles et vos actes... Ne regrettes-tu pas ces epoques Ou le vin que nous buvions Nous paraissait si bon ? Ces ceremonies sanguines au theatre de Berlioz... Ce pouvoir Divin ! Tout n'etait qu'exuberance Nous n'avons jamais domine Ne regrette pas Bois, rejoins-nous dans notre majestueux enfer Toutes ces ruines de Metal et de Latex Ces corps enlaces La douleur du fouet et du fer Les marques n'ont jamais change Lobotomie intemporelle Coulee de lave vomie par ton ame Je t'execre et te maudis Juste parce que tu existes 7. Dirge & Requiem For My Sister Whore [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / April 1999] He's waiting semi-naked His make-up makes him look like you slut I'm not sure to be prepared And he's shouting and smiling and laughing too I enter the room - I wanna talk Wanna beat him, wanna turn him into pieces But he's so pretty, unfortunately That I'm getting more and more fascinated And on his face, I see your eyes His lipsticked lips remind me your velvet kisses But I know, oh God I know That I don't hate anybody more than him But I know, oh God I know That I don't hate anybody more than you(r) cunt I wanna torture his cursed body Be delighted by his screams Enlighted as he calls for his dead father I killed him just the nite before I want to hear him saying : " God please no more ! " I feel him I need her I want his flesh in between my lips 'Cause I'm your sister I'm your sister witch Dechirons leurs entrailles Je veux baiser leurs tripes Remplissons les de foutre et de merde jusqu'a vomir de plaisir Il faut bruler ces corps et broyer ces membres impurs Buvons notre haine, regalons nous de leur misere Je veux leur arracher les yeux Les sodomiser avec leurs langues Sculpter une idole de la luxure pour la profaner aussitot... 8. Das Ist Zum Erschiessen Schon [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / April 1999] I will die tonite for the second time I must die tonite I could taste the wine, but it's too late I'll burn with pride I'll die tonight upon the storm And I will cry over heavens No wound shall ever satisfy my senses No wound ! Never ! And I will cry over heavens No wound shall ever satisfy my senses And in my journey within the night I have made love with the divine In rememberance of an existence Which has much been filled with void and nothingness I'll burn with pride I'll die tonite I'll die tonite upon the storm Feel the flesh of sacred Aeons I have felt all around me the flesh of sacred Aeons In my womb grows the child of thy fornication My hour is almost come when I to sulphurous and tormenting flames Must render up myself Now I can touch your lips And kiss you goodbye For I leave For I leave you alone Eternity ain't enough Frozen heat of hell overcame my body You're not enough for me No woman nor man I shall ever love As I only praise My own sad savour 9. The Red Archromance [Lyrics : RMS Hreidmarr / April 1999] Inside of me lies a part of the night Nobody lived what I lived, nobody knows what I know Morning - dusk of my neverending life I shall not live without you Didn't you ever think of being my confident ? A white bright and sublime and never falling sun... I have no heart - my hands are cold White as the purest snow Sick as my entire cadaver The whole world All is white now I feel your eyes caressing me I feel your presence - always And I pray for you to be - I believe Je sens son corps entrer en toi Je te sens t'ouvrir, le desirer... Puis fuir, ne plus en vouloir, en finir enfin Fais moi hurler Il m'a viole ...And the silence goes on and on Je ne t'ai jamais vraiment aime J'ai toujours fait semblant Je ne peux que verser Quelques larmes de sang En finir, t'achever A jamais innocente Fall, angel fall Fall for me Dare the flesh, taste the human curse And love, only My lovely creature Still smelling heaven's breath divine Come accomplish your destiny Girl, your father will cry for you tonite Spread your wings angel Spread your thighs for me (now) One union forever Je veux entrevoir la mort dans tes yeux Puisse t'elle me sourire au moins une fois Tu etais vierge mon amour Je le decouvris dans la seconde ou tu cessa de l'etre Trionfo della Morte Osmose Productions - 2000 Produced by Anorexia Nervosa Recorded & mixed at Drudenhaus Studios - Nantes - France