Frowning Extinct 1. Nocturnal Void I Thy soul shall find itself alone ’Mid dark thoughts of the gray tombstone— Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy. II Be silent in that solitude, Which is not loneliness—for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee are again In death around thee—and their will Shall overshadow thee: be still. III The night, tho’ clear, shall frown— And the stars shall look not down From their high thrones in the heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given— But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever. IV Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish, Now are visions ne’er to vanish; From thy spirit shall they pass No more—like dew-drop from the grass. V The breeze—the breath of God—is still— And the mist upon the hill, Shadowy—shadowy—yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token— How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of mysteries! 2. Encumbered by Vermin 3. Veiled in Fog Forgotten is the grave Mourned is the place of eternal rest Veiled of moss is the stone Forsaken and overgrown Fog around Void so pure Obscurity The ghost of the past Losing ground Sinking into turbid soil Deep into darkness So it’s time, time to calm down To provide a clear conscience Feel the embrace of the death Follow through dark corridors into nothingness Here’s my place to rest 4. Buried Deep An empty heart, makes it steps through withered forests in the breath of plague In this night there is a silence, the biting into hard grounds Faded dreams in the splendor of dying light Accompanied by the wind requiem Here I walk like a specter, alone and desolated Is man an error of God or God a mistake of man? I stand outside of life on the edge of my abyss In fever I carry the burden of life with tumbling senses This will be my last look at this world, frozen graves above white sheets But no one is going to write my name on stone panels I do a step into the forgotten I know that the time has come for me The leaves have finally fall, and the farewell tears have dried I walk from the ranks of the living, through my own grave in the eternal night I climb into the blackness of my thoughts It will take me to the malicious sleep I dig deeper and deeper, to receive the kiss of the reaper What’s going on in a man, that shovels his own grave And searching for hope? My body is laying to rest And roots writhe in fitful slumber This place sighs in the solemnity of this abandonment With me, our contempt is sinking The earth stirs, worms awake To devour all the sick, what live creates I breathe earth – I see my beginning I breathe earth – I see my end I breathe earth – buried and forgotten 5. Frédéric Chopin's Marche Funèbre Instrumental