Oxiplegatz Fairytales 1. Starseed North of eden east of the sun They built their houses of straw Strayed in shadow hiding from god Dark is the world they know But they could see the stars at the horison - and beyond In the winter's night they brought their dead to be healed (down they came from the sky) When the buring shield crossed the sky (crowned, in stralight) They fell to the ground in fear of the visitors... Under the pale moon far from the sun the stillborn was brought Clutching a corpse so small she walked to the stones Hopelessly numb her thought But she could see the stars at the horison and beyond A cluster of light from the darkness descending As they eyes buried through her mind She cried and spread her army... For the visitors They saw the birth of man [????] now THEY [????] 2. Fairytale Entice me to dance on the water And tell me that there is a god In their home in the mountains giants will laugh in scorn Dragons lair is where I was born Throwing rocks at the temples below them Lords of the overlord (masters alone...) (fairytales in starlight) 3. Northern Stars Northern stars look down on me Now that I stand here alone As I look down through the valleys I see The forests that are my home The mountains stand cold and silent Where the ice eternally grow Nothing moves winds alone Rules the wastelands of snow No feeble gods shall rule my life My strength is the cold air The sting of winter on my skin The sakes of ice in my hair The fires of my tribesmen set trails of smoke to the sky Where the shaman summons the spirits of ancestors dew and gone Hear our call at spirits lead us to our prey See with your eyes the deer and wapiti and gather them in our way... No feeble gods shall rule my life My strength is the cold air The sting of winter on my skin The sakes of ice in my hair 4. His Time Has Come Every man meets his fate someday And the old man on the deathbed lets his thoughts wander through years gone by To the things of the past still clear in his vision This man has killed many men Everyone of them deserved it Tired of his life in vain kindly, take away his pain Mr Death. In a lonely place now his spirits fade Won't you cool his thirst Mr Raindrop Won't you sing for him Mr Robin Shine and make his last moments bright Mr Sun ...under the oak north of the river the weed stands tall A child grows fast where death is delievered and emotions fall Branches stretch above the tombstones where those are put to sleep Who were victimized by the vengefull child and forced to beg and weep So build him a bridge to Valhalla Mr Rainbow Where the time to die is never and the battles last forever 5. I See It Now... Sunlight on my eye lids Morning makes shadows flee from my mind Drawn from the kingdom of dreams I awake This shadow disturbs me The spear of destiny Is today my time to go? Is every moment locked in time? Or can it be altered? The word grows distant, looking out through out the holes in my head Feeble like an infant, gasping for air as the moments shred I peer at the world like a horror movies As I become too conscious of my being Hear my heart beat count my every breath What if I stop. Could it be that my life was meant to be short How can I be sure Why do I feel so small? My scale is shrinking HOW CAN I STOP THE PANIC? But face reality, time feels no pity There's no room for those who break... Deprived of compassion The life has left my eyes. And though closing in on the summer of life My heart is colder than ice I searched my mind this morning Found a border of black on the inside I probed my thoughts this morning Essence was caught in a web of swallowed pride Now where was I - a sudden feeling of dejavu Aroused my fear of awakening from some unknown gods sleep To find that lives are relived and relived again Meaninglessly repeated... Am I really me here and now Is the end of this moment foretold Is sun in the sky the mouth of god Breating life from the cold How can I be sure on the holes in my head the ANGRY VOICES You can't take this You know you can't take this It must be end now You know it must be end now There're too much thoughts There's too much pressure And you can't take it Why don't you kill yourself Why don't you put that gun to your head And fire unto your head And fire and fire Fire (NO) I want to feel the sunlight warm The grass below my naked feet Hear the sound of traffic rise Being carried on the summerbreeze I want to live and grow here in Sweden. Choise is the fluctuant constant to alter time and space The cosmos is not predictable It diverges and bends all the myriad ways I made up my mide this morning And pushed away my thoughts of the darkside 6. Dark Millennium (There Shall Never Be Another Dawn) There shall never be another dawn... Goblins green laugh in scorn The light is gone Dead is the unikorn Kill the spark cold be the worlds Let the prayers of the dying be unheard Roots of life cut like a plant ripped from its soil The beauty of winter The ice dragons uncoil Tonight the sunsets for ever... Goblins green beings vile Rotlovers at death they smile Kill the spark cold be the worlds The laughter grown silent Gone with the birds The frost eats deeper into earth Gloom reigns the forest of mirth Freezing winds grind Elvens weep snowblind ...Dark Millenium... 7. Conclusion Morther of eternity, god of ancestors from this outpost of pain I call upon you From time to time to time I yearn to escape the suffering And rest my eyes upon a darker shade of _colci_, From this bright hell I long for the absolution Open your heart, take me to you Let life be extinct... As clouds of darkness gather I gaze through dying eyes... The ending of forever When chaos will arise... A bilion souls depart the earth In death is found another earth To shelter in the dark and cold domains of non-existence 8. Lust for Life Try hard and thing are gonna happen Stand proud when there's trouble at the door [__???hing_] the clouds won't help the situation You've been through this before Give me a wind - We can fly to the sky if you believe it Enter the pathway to the halls of the gods Inside our weakness a storm coming up Can you feel it growing Feel the strength in our singing hearts Out of this world your mind can travel But your soul is locked up in this crowned place In time you will go to the land of bifrost Life flowing stronger on the far side of death Spread your wings and ride the winds of summer They will carry you up into the sun... When the god of war raves his hammer You'll be far off and gone... Out of this world your mind can travel But your soul is locked up in this crowned place In time you will go to the land of bifrost Life flowing stronger on the far side of death Give me a wind - We can fly to the sky if you believe it Enter the pathway to the halls of the gods Inside our weakness a storm coming up Can you feel it growing Feel the strength in our singing hearts 9. Numb A cold breeze touches my skin Fill my lungs coming in from the north The sun sinks slowly into the sea As I wander the coast in thoughts A moment ago an illusion of purity Touched my thought with the wind, immideately fading, Burned away by the cauldron of sorrow within Well I had my pride, or let's say: I thought so I've been down so many times, I don't care about honour In this ocean a billion souls have drowned I sink deeper in the hell of my own... But somehow I carry on float with the tide Reap the storm Take one more death and... Below the surface of your consciousness The pressure increases 'til one day Hope is finally lost Falling into a state of fatigue You come to think: "Most people deserve to die but they carry on breeding" The air I foul from the their _prescetise_ even under these northen stars. As the mills of time keep grinding Life's left me bleeding Well I had my pride, or let's say: I thought so I've been down so many times, I don't care about honour I never did belong here I might as well just... But somehow I carry on float with the tide Reap the storm Take one more death and... 10. Departure So, here I am now at the end... A long way I have come - now it's over Rapidly the moments flee, On times' shore I've stranded I perish here beside the sea and return my soul to eternity Through the shades of ages past the hands of doom They grasp to erase once more my silent breath, The warmth of material life (I deny all that I've done Memories, I condemn) Joy of life forgotten The core of my soul now rotten [So, this is how it ends I always wonder Lovely seem the [?????] tonight I want to go there] Here I am at the edge of the world Poised on the shore of the cosmic ocean... Out of the light the voices spring, whispering my name, Am I now to be _erased_ or dwell outthere forever? Joy of life forgotten The core of my soul now rotten 11. Vision Storms rip the clouds Sea drown the earth Another vision incounter beyond the scarlet skies Bifrost, touching the rainbow Carry me now as I die VALHALLA ODIN Did your messengers speak of my suffering? Storms rip the clouds Sea drown the earth Odin, who rides through the heavens [????] my spiritual birth Gods of the elder Are you still there? VALHALLA 12. Adrift Dying I fly The moment of death still in my eye My heartbeat pounding louder Gone now the pain Falling the autumn rain On stiffening limbs Into the stars out of the light Adrift in the cold eternal The heavens are dark below me In the hall of the Gods I have witnessed THE FAILURE of God - or - did He ever exist? Life in itself is cold enough To prove the absense of matter [???ing] [????] fall apart Sucked down into the _mud_ Drowned in earth's blood Into the stars out of the light Adrift in the cold eternal The heavens are dark below me Souls fall like snow this winter's night 13. Oh No... Oh no... once more I'll have to walk this path The ends of the road meet curse the gods I do not want to live again And yet, I recover a certain ???ow Inside my chest streams of fire flow From the grave to the wobm, my soul... Oh no... and I had forgot this turbulence inside me Shade of cold cover my heart I bend like a [?????] Save me... Out of the light into the wind and the sun Feathers burn and I may fall again but get the lusting pain of life it calls To set my soul a light Oh yeah And yet, I recover a certain ???ow Inside my chest streams of fire flow From the grave to the wobm, my soul... Oh no... once more I'll have to walk this path The ends of the road meet curse the gods I do not want to live again 14. Outro And so another dawn breaks the night As my demons flee from the sun And I, take one more breath and fly