Trail Of Tears Free Fall Into Fear 1. Joyless Trance Of Winter 2. Carrier Of The Scars Of Life 3. Frail Expectations 4. Cold Hand Of Retribution 5. Watch You Fall 6. The Architect Of My Downfall 7. Drink Away The Demons 8. Point Zero 9. Dry Well Of Life 10. The Face Of Jealousy 1. Joyless Trance Of Winter Winter! The hatred rises in the cold The way it sharpens all my senses Will enable me to fill the void All your countless and weak attempts denied You run with new-fed terror Pale as you kiss damnation Pale because of your failure Hurt where it hurts the most Bleak as the courage falls Hit by the winter sadness An orphan of your own madness I'll attack when you least expect it And make you stare in awe With blood-shut eyes at the perishing sun Too many lies Too many failures In mist of yourself You struggle in vain Shivers! The way you shiver as you crawl To see you tremble as your panic grows Is a reward to in its purest form Fearful you watch the end As it reflects in the mirror As you turn blue I vanish In a joyful trance Winter! The hatred rises in the cold The way it sharpens all my senses Will enable me to fill the void All your countless and weak attempts denied You run with new-fed terror Pale as you kiss damnation Pale because of your failure Too many lies Too many failures In mist of yourself You struggle in vain 2. Carrier Of The Scars Of Life Take me away Into illusion Take me away From the rain Wounded but not yet fallen Still caving in The marks from the dance with the devil Still healing Shallow but not yet empty Cries left alone The marks from a life lived in vain Still sore Take me away Take me to places where hope is not merely an illusion Take me to levels where strength rises high Take me to levels where there are no lies Take me to places where life is for real Where destiny's challenge has yet to be sealed Still I awake to the sound of damnation Torn from my sleep as it calls out my name Take me away Into illusion Take me away From the rain I fall! The fact that the curtain of life is ready to fall I drown! The empty white canvas is suddenly painted in red 3. Frail Expectations Entangled in misery I was Condemned as I still bred frustration Worshipped and nursed the suffering My conscience all slain I found myself making love to the pain Final and true was my loss And bleak was the sight of salvation You helped me to clean all the wounds that I wore Through you grew my sense To witness life through another lens Filled up with my own poison Dug down in my own dirt Filled up with my own poison Bit by my inner snakes Making love to the pain Dragged through a storm of misery Through you grew my sense To witness life through another lens 4. Cold Hand Of Retribution The time has come to realise The time has come to face it Into the void You tremble as you fall Into the void You face it Still you fear me for purest reasons Still you tremble 'cause vengeance still remains my call You tried to attract me to the void And faced you failure Still breeding lies as you fall Now I'm the one who is standing tall The time has come to experience The time has come to face it Realise Face it I'll crush your visions with arrogant ease I'll demonstrate hatred until your dreams begin to cease To think you could tear me from my throne Was to seal your doom Weak you are standing cold In fear as all my wrath unfolds The time has come to realise The time has come to face it Into the void You tremble as you fall Into the void You face it 5. Watch You Fall Hiding in the bottle Away from all the tears of life Watch you fall as you take a dive And sinking to the bottom of the glass Watch you fall as you're crawling helplessly In the corner of despair Watch you fall in the bottomless pit To escape from the past And your fears within I release my anger To the once I cannot see My disease attracts me To what is wrong for me Hiding in the bottle You always try to drown the guilt Watch you fall as your life gives in You're strangled by the lack of redemption Watch you fall as the poison spreads within And the cold hand prepares for the end Watch you fall into the savage domain 'cause you can't face life As it was meant to be Turning away Into sadness Taken away Into madness I release my fury To the ones I cannot see As my consciousness tells me What is wrong for me See me fall Hiding in the bottle Away from all the tears of life Watch you fall as you take a dive And sinking to the bottom of the glass Watch you fall as you're crawling helplessly In the corner of despair Watch you fall in the bottomless pit To escape from the past And your fears within Turning away Into sadness Taken away Into madness 6. The Architect Of My Downfall High on destruction She enters the room And watches with merciless eyes And strikes med with sheer desperation I empty my glass filled with flames And she takes me away Drags me towards mirrors so cold I dive to the depths of convulsion Tearful I stand as she smiles At the sight of my rivers That run down my wrists I stare towards the endless depths Of my own self Of my downfall Downfall Cursed be your name! Cursed be your madness! Deceiver and murderer of hope In venomous intoxication I felt The punishing strength of the rope As you strangled by faith Shred it to pieces And left me to bury my pride Shameful I hide You left me to drown In senseless oblivion I stare towards the endless depths Of my own self Of my downfall Downfall As the curtain falls I fall down with it To the endless depths Of my downfall Drown me In the flood from my wrists 7. Drink Away The Demons Drink with me and let your demons loose Disengaged from all the poison You´ll see your fear in flames I raise my cuo if pure madness as i´m slowly fading out I feel the silence and surrender as my heart gives in I sink to unknown levels My salvation is painted before my eyes But it appears so savage I sink to unknown levels and smile is being shaped as my lips turn cold I raise my cup of madness as i´m slowly fading out Come Now that the smell of a thousand winters Threatens It´s time to let go and join me now 8. Point Zero Hear the madman scream As the pain whistles within See the madman's face As he understands From the left to the right to the front Only to remain at point zero From the depths of perversion He watches as time draws near Hear the madman scream As the pain whistles within See the madman's face As he understands 9. Dry Well Of Life Seek shelter in the void And vanish slowly in the heart-felt terror Sterile is your thoughts but not your needs Attempting to be brave but still a slave A possessed servant A slave to the blade Burning panic, nothing more to gain For behold your precious love is slain Seek the lies you hail Seek the lies you left alone Nailed to the ground Seek the lies you hail Seek the lies you left alone Leaves you no traces to feed of Leaves you no traces to feed of Now that desperation run you down Leaves you to be raped by the dreams which slit and shred Yet another week attempt to reject the knife and to strengthen yourself from the source of all life an endless struggle to get rid of the lie But you are down on your knees Because the source has run dry 10. The Face Of Jealousy I will sew shut the lips of the liars mouth And silence who fails to see A clean hit to the head of the ignorant whore As a sign of how much you mean If it's so easy how come you struggle still To gain some attention? All your words so dated and pathetic Feeding still from the plate of jealousy Oh how you wish to climb up to my level And spark some sorely needed light Into a life so drained of everything you want And ridden with prejustice You never could face your own incompetence You try to choke your envy as I watch I embrace the silence as your words die out Now that you're hanging gasping From the rope of guilt Silence the one You are the one Who sorely needed the light I will sew shut the lips of the liars mouth And silence who fails to see A clean hit to the head of the ignorant whore As a sign of how much you mean If it's so easy how come you struggle still To gain some attention? All your words so dated and pathetic Feeding still from the plate of jealousy