Aphonic Threnody The Great Hatred 1. Locura Oscura, Enferma, Desierta, Eterna Incierta y descompuesta, Descomunal Locura! Naces dentro y mueres fuera Llevas desde lejos, lejos, muy cerca Y el imperio del tiempo Lo oculto y la luz Se va, junto a tu cordura Maldita Locura! Naces dentro y mueres fuera! Llevas desde lejos, muy cerca Envuelto desapareces En el fuego que controla tu miseria Muriendo esperas, tu miseria Locura Enferma e Incierta Nos quitas, nos das, nos quieres y nos odias Desconocidos Descomunal Naces dentro y mueres fuera Deseo dejar lo que siento No deseas estar donde estas Ni quieres a quienes te quieren Descanso de este mal que controla mi Locura 2. Interrogation What does it feel like to be carefree? What is confidence? What is kindness? What is happiness? What is contentment? If all these things have answers That are different to each person, How can they have answers at all? Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!! What is sorrow? What is pain? Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!! What is upsetting? What is frightening? What scares you? Who are you? Why wonʼt you leave me alone? Why do you have to ask so many questions? Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!! What is sorrow? What is pain? Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!! Why do you never ask the right thing? Why do you think you know me? Why can you never be wrong? Questions, Questions Conversation, Conversation 3. The Great Hatred The vast expanse before me Opening up my soul Clearing my mind of sorrow But nothing, nothing lasts forever The waves come crashing Crashing so hard upon me Crushing my hope Filling my soul with hate The vast expanse before me Opening up my soul Clearing my mind of sorrow But nothing, nothing lasts forever The waves come crashing I thought I was looking at freedom But those dreams evade me I can’t see through the storm then.. The depths of the ocean are above me Dragged down to the depths Taken into the wreckage To live the rest of my wasted life To live the rest of my wasted life I can’t see through the storm then.. The depths of the ocean are above me I thought I was looking at freedom But those dreams evade me I search through the maze Looking for an out The air escapes me I inhale my destiny All I feel now is the Coldness I’ve always felt Drifting alone as I have always done Nothing is different Now this is forever I can’t be hurt by life anymore 4. Drowning The light plays this beautiful tune A song I strain to hear, its too far away Caught on a wind thats rushing past me The darkness comes on a gentle breeze Pretending To comfort but suffocating Pretending How can the world feel so dark? It always seems like there is so much light But there’s nothing without darkness Light wouldnʼt exist Why does it feel, feel so dark? The light doesn't balance me? My success leaves me ungrateful My failures consume my soul Dust breathe Earth breathe Autumn leaves fall Gathering memories I longed for death But found no peace A rotten carcass That fades into the suns release Dust breathe Earth breathe Candles that burn on empty Autumn leaves fall Gathering memories past I longed for death But found no peace A rotten carcass That fades into the suns release I hide this darkness This deep abyss within Each lie and a smile make it grow Deeper, I fear one day it will win Thereʼs more shades of black than I know Shades that are deeper and darker Than every day that came before Pretending Pretending 5. The Rise of the Phoenix Free me I’m trapped here Help me I’m burning Save me I’m broken The fires burn deep within I feel it It begins to heat my soul So comforting Then it’s too hot it burns within It consumes me, It consumes me I am swallowed up into Those once comforting flames My past laid in front of me Played out over and over My soul blackens with hate Then I see that light That tiny flutter of hope I feel myself strengthen I will rise from deep within There’s nothing I can do Nothing I can say I watch myself fall from grace There’s nothing I can do Nothing I can say I watch myself fall from grace The ashes form around me Protecting me from the flames An armour of hope I step from the flames reborn There’s nothing I can do Nothing I can say I watch myself fall from grace There’s nothing I can do Nothing I can say I watch myself fall from grace It consumes me, It consumes me 6. The Fall There are no conquerors without goals There is no life, There is nothing! The silence That man bring a barbed lightning The silence That man bring a barbed lightning And urged to die among the clouds Your narcissistic Lives between liars Silence, Its gone All is gone, Nothing He become the sun and the light By night the moon and the stars Alone, the shadows in your tears While the silence, a devil inside Like a white canvas Through your veins Tinted by shame You will never be the same again