deadlock 'i'll wake you...when spring awakes' in fear of closing the eyes In fear of closing the eyes * cause my dreams are not from this world * so crazy so dark so unreal * somewhere between life and death I wander around in this endless darkness * like in a desert without an oasis * like a worm trying to dig itself into iron * in fear of closing the eyes * never want to dream again never want to suffer again * no way out of this underworld * but I can still see traces of the walls * the walls between the good and the bad * so perhaps it's not too late * give me your hand please help me * take me out * please help me * take me out * I can still see the traces of the walls between you and me * show me the way… XXX fire Sometimes the words of other people not having the same outlook on life are like bees * having one sting you is not a real problem * but when thousands sting you your attitude is exposed to danger * but just like a bee-sting these words can insult you just once * and sooner or later you will send every attack back to them * so they have to expect to get their fingers burned if they want to play with fire… XXX the circumstance of recognising you're wrong Arrogance seems to be the only cure from the unwised actions of our so-called peaceful fellows * convenience makes them blind stone cold facts are ignored * everyone even I seems to be part of this lie * what's the solution * ok. just cling to your comforts and pass over changes in silence * you can call me arrogant but first ask yourself am I responsible for your blindness * there's no sense in preaching one's ideals and there's no sense in setting rules of a more peaceful living * arrogance seems to be the only cure… XXX citocran Wie weit entfremdet muss man sein um seine augen zu verschließen* zu schweigen und hinzunehmen was geschieht* infiziert vom virus der bequemlichkeit vegetierst du dahin in einer auf dem fundament names lügen aufgebauten welt* worin liegt der sinn zu schweigen und hinzunehmen was geschieht* worin liegt der sinn... XXX find your own light I raise my eyes towards heaven and try to reach the sun * cause having caught one sunbeam it´s warmth will resurrect me * but suddenly clouds appear * clouds cover the sun * my world is cold again * my heart is cold again * my body is frozen again * with every day you leave me standing in the cold * I build up a warmth deep in my heart * and sooner or later the day will come on which I create my own sun * my heart my sun will be shining all day without sunrise or sunset an eternal light * and you shall never be able to sleep nights * I take a look inside myself and try to reach for my own sun * sunbeams deep inside me and now their warmth can resurrect me * my sun in all its splendour from the bottom of my heart will cast some light on your track * but can you find your own way back * now it's up to you not to get lost… XXX to be in love To be in love means jumping into hot water and freezing to death * depression embrace my soul * frustration tears my heart * too stupid to feel the warmth that you gave this place * the loneliness I feel becomes overwhelming * you're disappearing from my life * it drives me into despair * to be in love means jumping into hot water and freezing to death… XXX a song full of abhorrence in a world without feelings… Romeo an Juliet * a non existing fairy tale in a world where no one seems to have a heart * a big fashion show with unprincipled dollies and self-important midgets * isn't it perverted that these wretched figures play a main part in our world * so look at all these beauties and try not to vomit * and instead of hating themselves they start with self admiration * so the real beauties die out while the dummies increase… XXX