Zaratustra (BUL) ...In Bleakness (demo) 1. With the Black Horse You're swaying weepingly Spilling over the doom Piercing the darkness through yourself You feel the beauty of the coldness Menace born by love Washing away the meaning of the sense Swim in the hatred Feed your charms Run over from the cover of despair Accept yourself with the prince of the dark Reject your desire for breathing Embrace the black horse Uphold the love because of evil Thus the hatred is more charming The love namely itself bears The pure and sparkling menace Love, she the highest form Of evil and the charming selfishness You are, you're alone, for you... Flow over with the prince of the dark And their voices are noise Noise in the harmony of the bleakness Dispose of yourself, you are Be with the wind of the black horse Rediscover the nature of the things Fulfill the absurdity of the meaning of the sense Go on the other side And you'll be here again Light as a useless gleam A crack in the darkness of the heart Feel the prince of ice You're galloping with the black horse 2. Silence of the Shadows They have accepted the completeness of the darkness The unity of the constant presence The accompaniment of the created The soaking of the broken spark Be with the creator of the light The contrast discovers the beauty in the dark Surfeit yourself with the rays in order to discover the shadows Suppress the warmness with the silence of darkness Bend down to the earth so that the sky Can see itself in your hidden cover Take a look down Charmed by traits of your dark half Obey the shadows, your only companion Go over their silence, and fall silent with them Meet their contour the same way as you forgot the light 3. About the Poisonous Spiders Hurt self-opinion, restrained envy Or maybe self-opinion and envy of your fathers They erupt from you life a flame like a flame from a volcano and madness of revenge The silence of the father speaks by the son The naked truth of the father reflects in the son Jealousy is the leader on the rod of thoughts Inspired people for the charms of revenge The earning for revenge shivers from every mourn A sharp knife stays behind every praise And being a Judge is the charm It's the greatest felt emotion How splendid they reflect and compete Firmaments and arches in a fight for domination By lights and shadows they go forward To one another. The forwarding to the light... 4. Kisses of the Ice Craving The desires for light and warmness Have reluctantly gone You're with the cold crystal In your dumbness Feel the heart of the ice The breath of the rocks Go through the bright idol Miss the top of the cold harmony Ceding yourself in the bleak side feel the wish of the crystal The kisses of the ice craving The calmness of the beauty Lodge the wishes of the deep The virgin darkness of the abyss Untouched by the warmness of the ray By the emotion of existing 5. A Night Song It's night: everybody speaks louder now all the spouting springs. My soul's a spring too It's night: only now all songs are awaken Songs of the fallen in love. My soul is a song of enamoured There's something insatiable in me - it wants to speak There is longing for love in me and she herself speaks I'm light and I wish I was night. But this is the loneliness My loneliness that I'm surrounded by light. Oh, if only I was dark as night! How would I...! How would I suck from the bosom of the light! And you yourself, oh, little sparkling stars and fireflies up there, How would I bless you. And happy, Happy I would be from the gifts of light But I live in my own light And I devour the flames that flare up from me I don't know the happiness of the received gifts It's my envy - I see waiting eyes Oh, evil doom for all the givers! Oh, eclipse! Eclipse of my sun! Oh, earning for highest sorrow Oh, burning hunger, hunger in the satisfaction! They accept gifts from me but do I touch their souls? There's a hunger growing from my beauty: I want to hurt To cause pain to these to whom I shine. I want to rob To rob the gifted by me - I'm so starving for menace. To pull back my hand when another hand reaches out to it To delay just like the waterfall delays. Delays even in his falling. Such a revenge is my profusion Thinking over: such a perfidy springs from my loneliness Where's the tear from my eye Where's the delicate down of my heart Oh, loneliness of all the givers Oh, silence of all shining Lots of suns are hovering in the empty space With their light they speak to all the dark Concerning me they are silent. This is the hostility Of the light conserning all that lights Like a whirlwinds the suns float at their orbits This is their road. They follow constant will This is the coldness Oh, you first created the warmness of the gleaming You dark obscure nights Oh, you first drink the milk of delight From the udder of light Oh, it's the ice around me, my hand burns from the touch of ice Oh, there's craving in me it pines with your thirst It's night: why should I be light? Oh, craving for night darkness! And loneliness It's night: like a spring from the depths Gushes out my wish. I long to speak It's night: everybody speaks louder now All the spouting springs. My soul's a spring too.