Autumnia
			In Loneliness Of Two Souls


1. ...By Your Hand

In the broken mirrors of eternity
...your eternity
False infinity
...the lie ...is your lie
The paralysed reflections of youth are smoldering
...are burning down
It would seem : happiness so beside
...is so near

Pain ...in the broken mirrors of eternity
I will never see you .

The cold torments a soul brought sacrifice
...for your ...the only one
Hardly were seen the lights of salvation
(salvation ???)
The hope slowly disappears turning into a pain
...an intolerable pain
...in the broken mirrors of eternity
by your hand
It would seem: happiness so beside
...is so near

In the broken mirrors of eternity
I will never see you.


2. Before Leave For Ever

It's our last instant, it's our final sigh...
And someone from us will leave the first
in order to not return never
And in loneliness of two souls (to harden by sad recollection)
It's our final beat of heart ...one for two

Hopelessness of despair
Nothing happen such that will force to believe in the miracle
...Birth ...Sufferings ...Death...
This that what never to change

The fatal call inside the heart
reminding the anxieting uncertainty
This is like a final sigh before leave for ever
The dying away stars in the autumnal sky
reminding of death - some day it will happen
Here under this sky
Here on this ground

The mournful end of vital way
And now is nothing except the silence
And now is nothing except the eternal oblivion
...except the prayers that aren't comprehend for the livings

It's our last instant, it's our final sigh
And someone from us will leave first
in order to not return never
And in loneliness of two souls (to harden by sad recollection)
It's our final beat of heart ...one for two

The mournful end of vital way
And now is nothing except the silence
And now is nothing except the eternal oblivion
...except the prayers that aren't comprehend for the livings


3. In Sorrow And Solitude

Filled by the gift of human death
This grief is brighter the thousand suns
I'll stay with you for ever
In loneliness of two souls

By an image and likeness
Of chagrins and losses
To leave in order to return never
To leave for endless awaiting

In grief and sorrow
In anxious emptiness
In dejection and loneliness
There where you don't want to be with me

I'll stay with you for ever
But only I shall stay alone

In loneliness of two souls
And only I shall stay alone
You disappear like the sun
Not to be worthy of the human life


4. At Eternal Parting

Into the grave...
Into the constant haven (of the transitory body)
...the eyes are closed forever
...the lips are closed forever

I any more don't feel your last kiss at eternal parting
...the eyes are closed forever
...the lips are closed forever...

And "where will cry and gnash of teeth"
Your tears will become the vivifying dew

Downwards...
Into the depth...
Somewhere far away from you
Into the darkness...
There where never will no light
Somewhere far away from you
Into the darkness

...the voices becomes more silent...
Your weeping becomes more silent...
And I any more don't feel your tears are flowing on my face
...Only the icy silence of a grave

And only Christ silently walks beside
And hiding the pain I following Him
I concealing in His shadow from the intolerable light
...Now this light will become a new life for me

The forgiveness of heaven let become my punishment
And the silhouettes of the relic to burn out the tearless eyes
It's the blessing beyond eternity
It's a last kiss at eternal farewell

P.S. It not I go away from here: it you remain here...


5. Pray For Me...

Time is remain ...it is simple we go away
Our lives by one instant fly by through eternity
Remember me the same as you see me now ...for ever
What to recollect me when we'll meet again

...and God leave my hand
In order to forget me for ever
Pray for me before dug tomb
You see, I was your last dream

Any more there will be no light:
the sun never will rise again
And you more never will hear the words of my frankness

It is time to depart ...there, whence there is no return...
...and you will not keep me...
...Never...

But remember one: by this song I shall live in you...
eternally

Pray for me...


6. Into The Grave...

[Instrumental]