Sear Bliss Letters from the Edge 1. Crossing the Frozen River 2. Forbidden Doors A quarter century of lies It's no wonder that anger and hatred rise All your words untrue What I believed, it wasn't you In this chaos of spiritual death There is a liar, a fool and a suspect And if there is anything I regret It is the very day we first met We rode around the city at night There was a fool and there were two liars I believed in dignity and honour But for some it means nothing Thus turning lives into horror Together we watched the stars A fool, an innocent child and two liars And I thought all the shooting stars we saw Were meant to bring bright future and hope In this chaos of spiritual death I felt as if it was my final breath It turned me into someone I didn't know You found the key to open a forbidden door in my soul There is a riot in my heart This devilish betrayal tears my soul apart I don't believe in forgiveness and grace You don't seem so evil with my fist in your fucking face Why can't we just turn back time Asked the fool Still believing in certain rules I have lost hope and faith Can't overcome this raging hate The forest turned into desert and silence is replaced by noise 3. Seven Springs All the scars that lie inside Shall give strength to your will And the demons lurking in your soul They turn to stone when the greatest battle is won Show me your treasure tonight Let me guard the flame that burns inside Give me the key, so you won't get lost There's always a door you haven't opened yet When you distance yourself from the disadvantages of mankind You become closer to the truth And if you think you've wasted all your tears I'll show what remained untouched after all these years Show me your treasure tonight Let me guard the flame that burns inside Give me the key, so you won't get lost There's always a door you haven't opened yet Weightless yet paralyzed Desperate when dark descends From our past our emotions are in chains Trees are bending but their roots still remain Show me your treasure tonight Let me guard the flame that burns inside Give me the key, so you won't get lost There's always a door you haven't opened yet 4. A Mirror in the Forest Come and stand in front of me I want to tell what I've been through I want you to hear my pain and misery and cry with me I want to punch your face And catch you when you fall I want to get rid of the thoughts that hurt inside us all I want to grab your neck I want to shout in your face I want to spit This life I want to quit To get rid of the thoughts To get rid of you To get rid of me I'm here to show you all Don't you dare to hide now This ride will hurt a lot more than you think A lifetime of sorrow in me And an eternally haunting past, immeasurable cruelty The emerging hopeless rays of daylight Cut through the freezing cold outside Recognition of the defeated past I hate you, I wish you'd be dead Everything I have lost and I daydream your death Everything I wanted and everything I had, you stole it And if you changed even the whole past You broke me, I see all falling apart You just let everything happen And you made me hate myself 5. Abandoned Peaks On this long road to the west On the highway to demise I could not judge if time stopped or it still flies It was two minutes to midnight the weather was cold and the moon shone bright I couldn't sleep to the sinister sound of [death?] Even though I tried Only when you fall a thousand metres You'll understand the way I felt And after that you left me in my own fucking hell Followed by the loneliest Christmas That I spent walking around the woods Till night fell I found a pinetree on the top Someone decorated it As if it was for the last and loneliest souls 6. Haven Just woke up from a dream Then I realized I'm in my haven I faced the enemy within I keep on looking for all that was taken When night falls and fear fills the air There is a new dawn somewhere With all its hopes your dream moves on A new life is on the horizon These little lies are like Pages torn from the book of life It's so hard to keep it together But I will give a try When night falls and fear fills the air There is a new dawn somewhere With all its hopes your dreams moves on A new life is on the horizon Though things will never be the same A million times i looked for the ones to blame For so long I lived among liars and thieves Broken and crushed I turn to the ones i miss 7. The Main Divide This tunnel I'm in is way too dark Torches flicker with desperate light When the sun sets and cold winds crawl in Every single night is but a fright Just show me what you brought Is it the same scar we already know I feel the temptation to take revenge tonight Always forgetting two wrongs don't make a right This could be mine and this could be yours It comes slowly and then suddenly goes Always disappears like a ghost This kind of magic is too dangerous Once I followed you and you looked scared Then I saw you in my dream and offered you all I had But we cannot hear each other anymore As I lie in rotten leaves in front of your door This could be mine or this could be yours It comes slowly and then suddenly flows? Behind all doors there dwells a ghost Every single day I'm gonna break the oath this tunnel I'm in is way too dark Torches flicker with desperate light When the sun sets and cold winds crawl in Every night is but a fright The howling injustice and rising hatred Go hand in hand This kind of unity is too fragile From this height it's easy to fall Insanity, depravity, absurdity As I break into pieces in the gravity of you This could be mine and this could be yours It comes slowly and then suddenly goes Always disappears like a ghost This kind of magic is too dangerous This could be mine or this could be yours It comes slowly and then suddenly flows Behind all doors there dwells a ghost Every single day I'm gonna break the oath 8. Leaving Forever Land First I was scared Then all the hatred I gained I unleashed but then again Look what you became Look what we all became Was it worth the tears, the scars that still bleeds Is it really what you have foreseen Look inside While I look around The world is on fire And all the advises That got me through these times Spoken by silent lips Unheard sometimes When I forgot to believe and to trust Was it worth the tears, the scars that still bleeds Is it really what you have foreseen It's a pity we live forever For it will hurt for a million years I beg for another ride, daring all my fears Here I am now Bare and naked Watch me suffer as I burn My bed is a cradle for all the nightmares That haunt within They kill me each night they return Who do you think you can fool The deepest betrayed breaks all the rules You're hiding in the forest When I'm under the fullmoon in the desert Somewhere in the empire of frost A coward lurks The hounds of hell Circling around me They gather in the gloom Barking at the moon They don't hide They're inside Insane and blind My flesh they bite Was it worth the tears the scars that still bleeds Is it really what you have foreseen It's a pity we live forever For it will hurt for a million years I beg for another ride, daring all my fears 9. At the Banks of Lethe 10. Shroud I've lost so much in this game No one wins here, the rules are the same But what else did you expect When you crushed all without respect? I've tried everything to forget Some falling, others regret And when you crawl and when you pray I still think of you a million times a year Whoever lifts the veil That veils all horrors Will go aboard on the route That sails the ocean of sorrows You went up north I travelled to the south I sat on a cliff at the coast The ocean seemed a huge bed of tears And I still thought of you, just like during all these years And the bluest sky was but a shroud These cool winds keep me on the ground They remind me what I've been through And the sound of these winds Is the sound of you Your world seemed so far Below the southern cross How I wished my soul was free But it's still engulfed in frost You can run away from the past And deny all that is true But the way you act now I can't believe it's you What you start I fail to end What I was No one cares Some will rise When others fall We can't hide What we become