Anti
			Longing for the End (demo)

1. Nothing

I've nothing in common with you!
My inner self, an emptiness
Nothing is important!
Nothing cares!

I'm alone between the masses
I'm an actor in their world.
I play a role.
For what?
To be?
To be a kind of a human?
I'm leading myself, behind myself
Day by day

No one see, what I see
My face is a mirror
I'm sitting behind
Wearing what you'll see
Behind this grotesque mask of humanity.

Questions without answer
Answers with unreadable questions
The cosmic plan, before my eyes.
Emptiness, Nothing
The ultimate evil
I've nothing in common with you
Do you know what you have to fear?

-by A. Krieg '04


2. Death into Life

There are times, I ask why
Sometimes I could kill,
Sometimes I would die.
I damned it all.
What's left?

Nothing, but ashes, hate and memories that fades.
Is it this for what we life?

Day by day...

I won't no longer.
All the woeful lies,
The betrayals,
The distress,
And the mankind-produced-shit.

But there's still another way.
No easy choice, there's no return.
But what keeps me here?
Is there any argument strong enough?
What's stronger, the fear for life,
Or the fear to die?


3. Longing for the End

To see this world
How it falls
To see my life
How it dies
The war with myself
The battle in my mind
Suicidal thoughts

This hopeless waiting
For the only moment
It plagues me
Rage rules my heart
The debris of my life
Pave my memories

Fading will to life
Longing for the end

Black colors
Dead feelings
Dark lights
Faceless emotions
Silent screams
... All I see
... All I am

Destruction of the I
Salvation of the will
Escape of my sorrow
Death conquers my life
Walk the path of the dark
For eternity...


4. Invocation

Invocation

Taken from the Book "Necronomicon"


ZI KIA KANPA (Zee-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
ZI ANNA KANPA (Zee-An-Na-Kan-Pa)
ZI DINGIR KIA KANPA (Zee-Deen-Geer-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
ZI DINGIR ANNA KANPA (Zee-Deen-Geer-An-Na-Kan-Pa)

Hear me, O Thou AGAKU!
Come to Me by the Powers of the Word MASHGARZANNA.
And answer my urgent prayer!

ZI KIA KANPA
ZI ANNA KANPA

. . . .

ZI DINGIR KIA KANPA (Zee-Deen-Geer-Kee-Ya-Kan-Pa)
ZI DINGIR ANNA KANPA (Zee-Deen-Geer-An-Na-Kan-Pa)

Spirit of the Earth, Remember!
Spirit of the Sky, Remember!