My Dying Bride Macabre Cabaret 1. Macabre Cabaret Gold blood drawn from my chest A gift from my cold breast From the house of ashes I Took my leave to be here now With black wings high Ashes spread wide I fed on shadows from your Broken heart and your dry well I became a beast lost in legends of your old soul My soft white hands felt The pulse of her neck Her soul flows out like a river Ashes spread wide Her sweet music crying softly Into the night from a lonely soul How do I earn such love as hers? I am deprived of her gentle throne I am tall with wreaths of triumph I ate away all her modesty I bind her here one thousand times And wait beastly until her life chimes With black wings I raise her up to my lips Her body and mine fulfil the eclipse 2. A Secret Kiss I once held a secret hand And the women cried Will you please hold us? Then left She once took a secret kiss From the poor boys lips As a last request Awake! Wide awake! Awake! Wide awake! Holy special child Could not even smile Holy special child Could not even smile I once heard a tolling bell And the women cried Can you please save us? Awake! Wide awake! Awake! Wide awake! He once wrote down holy words In a golden book That may save us all Then left Awake! Wide awake! Awake! Wide awake! 3. A Purse of Gold and Stars Your summer breathes aloud Your prayer was overheard Your love letters were full of severe words The language of dreams The offerings of your shrine Am I what you seem? Well, just pour the wine. I bring back to you Only the things I owe I built a pure white castle For you to grow The clothes you wore You dropped them one by one The duty of lovers Has now begun A mouth drawn to a mouth And I don't ask when I ended up as your lover Wrapped inside your skin I enter the labyrinth Of moonlit skin I've worn out my heart That you now live in