Vanhelga Mortem Illuminate Mea 1. Fog I see it, it's in front of me This white mist of concealment No, wait, it's everywhere, cold and obscure I want to devour it but they won't let me Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin Nothing can be found here nor within The rules of awareness stands in my path Never can my low life ego manage to devour it In this dark place where nothing is what it is Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin Nothing can be found here nor within Awakening from my slumber the mist vanishes Behind the trees of mathematical rules In black hole emerge and I jump in Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin Nothing can be found here nor within 2. Blessings of Nothingness Desolate, empty landscape of living creatures Possessed by a creature not of this world Staring, with eyes glowing red, upon the body of the tonal Nothing here can oppose this being of total nothingness yet it possesses all Dreams of a world, vanquished Realization of all and none Illuminate Qliphothic storms blowing inside Unstoppable force of beautiful destruction Enter into this world and vanquish it's deceitful ways Bless me with nothingness, bathe me in death Illusions of a world, vanquished Realization of all and none Illuminate Bless me with nothingness, bathe me in death! 3. Knowledge Through Contradiction I love you I hate you This is beautiful I feel like vomiting You are kind You are mischievous I trust you I distrust you It's hot It's cold Why is it dark? The sun is clearly shining Sound Silence Life Death Death Death Death Death Death Death 4. Words of Flesh Weak flesh Strength non-existing Destined to rot Vanquished Embrace the darkness Walk the path of fire Solitude Strength all-existing Love revealed Seeing the bloodfilled eye of the vessel Embrace the darkness Walk the path of all, none Life revealed 5. Saknad Eu kallsla au angest, eu kallsla au tomhet Meningslos kalla fill inspiration Kangivelse at destruktivitet i suftet att skapa Magot vackert bortom ratt och fel Jag kallar pa dig tomhet Evig tustnat Jag kallar pa dig angest Kalla till inspiration Taenoe pa morkaste au stigar Mot en kansla obeskrivlig allt och inget Sialen inblar nar morkret segrar Magot vackert bortom ratt och fel Jag kallar pa dig tomhet Evig tustnat Jag kallar pa dig angest Kalla till inspiration 6. Ritual of Volition Crawling through entangling roots and thorns so sharp The mist gets tighter now, my sight is clouded Focusing my energy on all and none Until my realization of one Rocky stones, as I fall downhill and break my arms With a crack my skull splits open Focusing my energy on all and none Until my realization of one A reality beyond existence awaits me My soul drowned in joy 7. Death Haunted by nightshades that emerge from a reasonal state of mind Weakness, depression, uncertainty which results in loss of control Trapped by reason, forever blindfolded by the stars Death, comes to me, death I feel your presence, so divine Euphoric state of emptiness, extinguishing the stars The path of Lucifer, I forever walk Forever engulfed by the liberated madness Death, come to me Your presence is I Death, set me free Your presence is all Death, I am death Your presence is none All is one, all is none Vocabulary of the corruption of all, none When I die I shall live Death, your presence is I, I am death Finally yet eternally Death, come to me Your presence is I Death, set me free Your presence is all Death, I am death Your presence is none 8. Emptiness Complex patchwork of leaves Hidden behind the borders of trees The moon shines stronger than a nuclear blow And the snow is slowly falling Down Struck, the tunnel twist and turns Sacred creatures of a lost world Turning and twisting Nothing can exist here int his cold place of a desolate location Never-ending source of energy The realms of the anti-christ And the snow is slowly falling Down Struck, the tunnel's mist burns Profane creatures of a mundane world Destroying and obliterating Life gone, the trees faded away Meaning gone as the leaves are just atoms of unknown kind Bound to worthlessness And the snow is no more No more