Callenish Circle My Passion // Your Pain 1. Soul Messiah 2. Dwelling In Disdain 3. Forsaken 4. What Could Have Been 5. This Truculent Path 6. My Hate Unfolds 7. Misled 8. My Passion // 9. Conflicts 10. // Your Pain 11. Out Of The Body 1. Soul Messiah Sin, sinful, as a sinner I am Conceived by a jackal Cunning as a serpent I'm hiding inside your conscience's parasite I am the controller The autocrat of the soul After me, no turning back Gaining full soul control Sin, as a sinner I am Conceived by a jackal Cunning as a serpent I'm hiding inside Need, needle as I am your neediness Conquering flesh and bones I'll be taking over 'till breathing finites For I am you I am the controller The autocrat of the soul After me, no turning back Gaining full soul control Searching for thy partner in distress My endless journey continues The end is ending, as there is Nothing more to take No more than a shadow now A splinter of what you used to be I am the controller The autocrat of the soul After me, no turning back Gaining full soul control Need, needle, as I am your neediness Conquering flesh and bones I'll be taking over 'till breathing finites For I am you 2. Dwelling In Disdain Seeing you simper awakes the Gloomy part inside of me It's making me shiver sickening Self-complacency Dwelling in disdain You keep on turning back at me Just a matter of time before I'll Show you that my hate's sincere Your contempt is really choking me Better step aside Awaiting patiently, our moment will appear This detailed script before my eyes As long as it takes I'll be re-reading Re-reading it every night Dwelling in disdain You keep on turning back at me Seeing you simper awakes the Gloomy part inside of me It's making me shiver sickening Self-complacency Awaiting patiently, our moment will appear This detailed script before my eyes As long as it takes I'll be re-reading Re-reading it every night Dwelling in disdain You keep on turning back at me How I try to turn away It seems you're the next in line 3. Forsaken Prisoner of my own thoughts Of what I think to see Stinging eyes but I don't know where Desperation is complete Invisible voices whispering feeding the chameleon in me Colliding, forsaking myself wandering Between these identities Days and nights passing painfully slow Insomnia reality This ceaseless crying of the hunted It is now fucking chilling me Desolation taking it's toll Constantly looking left, right and behind Spinning round and round and round My mind is fully redefined Invisible voices whispering feeding The chameleon in me Colliding, forsaking myself wandering Between these identities I'm captured in a dismal world with my own lies Without an end to reach Crawling for shelter intoxicated Nothing I can trust And nothing is what it seems to be I'm captured in a dismal world Within my own fucking lies I'm captured in a dismal world within my own lies And without an end to reach Crawling for shelter intoxicated Nothing I can trust And nothing is what it seems to be Prisoner of my own thoughts Of what I think to see Stinging eyes but don't know where Desperation is complete Invisible voices whispering feeding The chameleon in me Colliding, forsaking myself wandering Between these identities Days and nights passing painfully slow Insomnia reality This ceaseless crying of the hunted It is now fucking chilling me Desolation taking it's toll Constantly looking left, right and behind Spinning round and round and round My mind if fully redefined 4. What Could Have Been Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you Suddenly to disappear The echo of thunder again reduced Never thought you Would leave me Still chasing time, so close Yet so far apart My understanding is killing me I know you had to Follow your heart Don't look at me now It's for your own good Just to walk away Road ends, remains The unspoken truth All hopes merged into stone Terrified of the unknown What could have been I realize All hope merged into stone Terrified of the unknown is now forever gone Let it slip through my fingers... Don't look at me now It's for your own good Just to walk away Road ends, remains Not aware of the scarlet claw Seemingly uncomplicated What could have been I realize Now your love Forever lost Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you Suddenly to disappear The echo of thunder again reduced Never thought you Would leave me New day has come but I'll get over you Tide is high Access still denied 5. This Truculent Path This Enigma Keeps Me Entangled On the Edge Of Insanity Living My Transient Being In Trance Wisdom Has Withered Me Within This Warren Of Confusion I Feel A Zephyr, Showing Me The Way Stealing The Pleasure To See Me Fall All Atrocities, Carved In It's Walls Fed My Hate For A Long Time I Know They Did Not Expect It Felt So Good Having Control Their Faces Made Worth All These Years A Trucelent Path Paved With Disillusions Made Me Conscienceless I Trapped Through All Stages Of Life Trapped Inside, Myself Trapped Inside Myself From A Distance Observing How My Passion Is Their Pain Now I'm Pulling The Strings And I Won't Stop The Bleeding From A Distance Observing How My Passion Is Your Pain Now I'm Pulling The Strings And I Won't Stop The Bleeding... This Enigma Keeps Me Entangled On The Edge Of Insanity Living My Transcient Being In Trance Wisdom Has Withered Me Fed My Hate For A Long Time I Know They Did Not Expect It Felt So Good Having Control Their Faces Made Worth All These Years A Trucelent Path Paved With Disillusions Made Me Conscienceless I Trapped Through All Stages Of Life Trapped Inside Myself From A Distance Observing How My Passion Is Their Pain Now I'm Pulling The Strings And I Won't Stop The Bleeding 6. My Hate Unfolds Crossing boundaries of indifference Your greed exceeds the line Egoism even multiplied Pressing forward your lies A path of endless consequence Paved with bare hands You'll start your endless journey soon A path of endless consequence Paved with bare hands You'll better be of dead Exercise my fantasy How my passion is your pain Senses sliding into sin Further and further away Wake up, enjoy reality Pressed to the ground, a black curtain Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort Choking unbound Feel my rejection My hate unfolds When your blood stains It leaves me cold As life is fading You're all alone Feel my rejection Your fate unfolds Exercise my fantasy How my passion is your pain Senses sliding into sin Further and further away Wake up, enjoy reality Pressed to the ground, a black curtain Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort Choking unbound Feel my rejection My hate unfolds When your blood stains It leaves me cold As life is fading You're all alone Feel my rejection Your fate unfolds You're all alone Crossing boundaries of indifference Your greed exceeds the line Egoism even multiplied Pressing forward your lies Exercise my fantasy How my passion is your pain Senses sliding into sin Further and further away Exercise my fantasy How my passion is your pain Senses sliding into sin Further and further away Wake up, enjoy reality Pressed to the ground, a black curtain Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort Choking unbound Feel my rejection My hate unfolds When your blood stains It leaves me cold As life is fading You're all alone Feel my rejection Your fate unfolds You're all alone Your fate unfolds 7. Misled Relying on, a conscious you never had Ignorant for the rage within Feeling like, you're betraying yourself The urge creeping right under your skin This miry deception, it crazes you Crestfallen, you are losing your way Your blood, now it starts to boil again But your disguise is not gonna fall Now the time, has come to pay back It's time to show them all This miry deception, it crazes you Crestfallen, you are losing your way Becoming way too much, way too much for you Sick of walking away Oppressed carnal mayhem Criticize the truth you dread Forever living the lie Enforced weakness misled Reached the point of no return Too late to turn the tide Resurrect to inflict your pain on others Being part of the masterplan they can not hide This miry deception, it crazes you Crestfallen, you're losing your way Becoming way too much, way too much for you 8. My Passion // Passion, desire keeping me living in sin Aiming for flesh, power and dominion The embodiment of mankind My mind overfed Fortitude overflow My mind overfed This convenant, our endless bond A parasitic twin This covenant, our endless bond Convulsive clang to the past Sharing, the blood running through our veins Fed and feeding opposite minds The embodiment of mankind My mind overfed Fortitude overflow My mind overfed Obey me, seduce me, please me Now touch me, adore me and serve me I'll harvest without sorrow Obey me, seduce me, please me Now touch me, adore me and serve me Trust me, I'll be your guide 9. Conflicts [Instrumental] 10. // Your Pain All having the urge Flesh too weak to resist Temptations, engraving scarves for life Enforced by, by innate lust Once scarred, forever lost Till final relieve sends it's farewell Redemption for the chained Pain, the agony keeping me in black My mind clouded, dark and frail Hollowness of a tormented soul Unable to burst out Of the vicious trail Unable to burst out Obey you, seduce you, please you Touch you, adore you and serve you You own mind, body and soul 11. Out Of The Body [bonus track, originally by Pestilence] My Passion // Your Pain was recorded from 09.01 - 02.02.2003 and mixed from 03.02 - 09.02.2003 Stage One Studio Buhne, Germany.