PAIN Nothing Remains The Same (2002) 1. It's Only Them 2. Shut Your Mouth 3. Close My Eyes 4. Just Hate Me 5. Injected Paradise 6. Eleanor Rigby 7. Expelled 8. Pull Me Under 9. Save Me 10. The Game 11. Fade Away 1. It's Only Them Since I was a kid I've seen greedy people just grabbing all they could take I promised myself I'd never become like them I can feel they're closing up on me, closer than I ever though how could I have beeen so dumb, didn't I see it, feel it smell it, taste it It's only them coming from all directions walking all over me again and again they're feeding of your kindness, squeezing life right out of you like a vampire sucks you dry, you cannot run and hide if you give them a helping hand, they will take your whole life without thinking twice, the only thing they want is more and more and more now I got a parasite into my life I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker it's a matter of the size of your wallet and the money that you're making it's only them and nothing is sacred they don't care if you brake your neck as long as they'll make it it's only them coming from all directions walking all over me again and again a tattoo burned on my skin, a disease without a cure like a blind man running in circles on a dead end street now I got a parasite into my life I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker it's a matter of the size of your wallet and the money that you're making it's only them and nothing is sacred they don't care if you brake your neck as long as they'll make it ah, it's only them... ah, it's only them... 2. Shut Your Mouth The only thing I ever wanted, the only thing I ever needed is my own way - I gotta have it all I don't want your opinion, I don't need your ideas stay the fuck out of my face, stay away from me I am my god - I do as I please just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth what comes around you know goes around my mind is playing tricks on me I am not as stable as I used to be pushed and shoved, you know you're going too far I will not break my back for you no more, I am gonna go my way I am gonna take control time to wake up and dig myself out of this hell just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth you're getting what your ego deserves - shut your mouth what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth shut your mouth I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth what comes around you know goes around shut your mouth shut your mouth shut your mouth 3. Close My Eyes Can't see faith through the tears of my swollen eyes I try to dry I pretend it's not as bad as it seems... what a lie how can we be so blind every time a child dies people are starving rain forests are falling the bombs are dropping from the sky I don't know why - it sticks in my head I close my eyes - and it hurts me so bad I don't know why - it sticks in my head I close my eyes - I close my eyes I close my eyes I look away from this misery and I hope the problem will disappear but it still hurts me everytime a child dies it's like a knife you stab in my heart and twist it, twist it, twist it around I don't know why - it sticks in my head I close my eyes - and it hurts me so bad I don't know why - it sticks in my head I close my eyes - I close my eyes 4. Just Hate Me I gotta think of something to make you think less of me, that I am nothing to hold on to, cause we are through I dislike you I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one so hate me geese, flying from the winter that's what I should do, do, do or become a sprinter and run away cause we are through I dislike you I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one I am being mean like no one's ever been just hate me... I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind... 5. Injected Paradise How does it feel to get kicked when you're down and out? I said how does it feel to get pushed off the edge and just fall fall to the ground? the more that you do, the less you get why can't see you you're going down you're on your knees, you're begging me please can't get away from the needle's chill you're taking a ride in endless time injected paradise silence rolls up like walls of noise you're getting numb and deaf things are getting out of control you're out of control the more that you do, the less you get the poison rushing through your dying veins the more that you take, the more you loose time is taking its toll you're on your knees, you're begging me please can't get away from the needle's chill you're taking a ride in endless time injected paradise the more that you do, the less you get the poison rushing through your dying veins the more that you take, the more you loose time is taking its toll you're on your knees, you're begging me please can't get away from the needle's chill you're taking a ride in endless time injected paradise 6. Eleanor Rigby [BEATLES COVER] Ah, look at all the lonely people. Ah, look at all the lonely people. Eleanor Rigby, picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been, lives in a dream, waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door. Who is it for? All the lonely people. Where do they all come from? All the lonely people. Where do they all belong? Father McKenzie writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear, no one comes near, look at him working. Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there. What does he care? All the lonely people. Where do they all come from? All the lonely people. Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people. Ah, look at all the lonely people. Eleanor Rigby, died in the church and was buried along with her name, nobody came. Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave, no one was saved. All the lonely people. Where do they all come from? All the lonely people. Where do they all belong? 7. Expelled I feel you breathing down my neck, nowhere to hide I thought I could get away but it's a good day to die my time has come but I don't think I am ready yet I've lost the game, I thought I played so very well no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna die, I got more to give here I stand, the accused with a rope around my neck just wait for the final call, I'll be gone never got the chance to say goodbye never got the chance to take the time to enjoy my life no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna die, I got more to give don't take my life away now... no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go no! I don't wanna go now I don't wanna die, I got more to give don't take my life away now... 8. Pull Me Under I'm gonna ride on my addiction tide why don't you come and watch me die can't get enough - you know I never get enough I am gonna do it 'til I die and every time I throw my face against the wall just to know that I am alive my mind is getting twisted and my body is getting numb I have succeeded the ultimate rush leaving it all behind, I need my mind to spin me around pull me under suck me in, spit me out, hold on tight cause I am going down I am what the drugs make me I am doing time in my toasted mind crash and burn - I guess I never learn bring me down on my knees and drag me through the dirt got nowhere to hide leaving it all behind, I need the drugs to spin me around pull me under suck me in, spit me out, hold on tight cause I am going down I am what the drugs make me I fall over shut me up, throw me out, hold on tight cause I am going down I let the drugs help me I don't wanna be alone I guess I am not the only one leaving it all behind, I need the drugs to spin me around pull me under suck me in, spit me out, hold on tight cause I am going down I am what the drugs make me I fall over shut me up, throw me out, hold on tight cause I am going down I let the drugs help me pull me under shut me up, spit me out I fall over pull me under shut me up, spit me out I fall over 9. Save Me Waking up from this dream got a feeling that something is wrong there's blood and dead bodys everywhere what the hell have I done? was I walking in my sleep or is it just a conspiracy all I know is that I am in to deep save me please wake me up from this dream save me how am I supposed to live I lost my family, lost my job and my friends there's nothing left for me to live in this hell all I remember is that we said goodnight and now my life is a living hell save me please wake me up from this dream save me how am I supposed to live save me please wake me up from this dream save me where the hell did I go wrong where did I go wrong... I see the picture in my dreams will it ever stop haunting me am I ever gonna be free I can't erase the memory save me please wake me up from this dream save me how am I supposed to live save me please wake me up from this dream save me where the hell did I go wrong where did I go wrong... 10. The Game Use me as I use you, pull my strings my money says that you will, that's what I pay you for got me served on a plate, do what you want show me that you care, you're the one in control the harder you pull my strings, the harder I get just a question of time before I lose my mind it's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff it's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough can't walk away, got to play it all the way tight up in this game, this game that I can't quit pleasure I get in pain, the pain will keep me sane feed my twisted mind, touch my skin with your razor blade strip me down to the bone, I do anything the harder you pull my strings, the harder I get just a question of time before I lose my mind the harder you tighten the rope, the harder I get a slave to my burning desire, a taste of death it's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff it's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough can't walk away, got to play it all the way 11. Fade Away Press my face in the dirt see how long I can hold my breath pour some salt in my wounds I am just someone who doesn't fit in your world how can I smile with your gun to my head how can I reach out when you're holding me back I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me just save yourself... fade away I wanna fade away you give me your hand, I don't want it I'll rather drown on my own you try to give me relief, I don't need it I'll rather put the gun to my head bitterness is calling inside I am already damned the fire in my soul is slowly dying you know destiny calls my name fade away I wanna fade away fade away I wanna fade away