My Shameful Of All The Wrong Things 1. Intro 2. Scattered Ashes 3. Blackened Lies 4. A Saddened sunset 5. The Wind That Burns All 6. Beneath 7. I Fear 8. Blamed 1. Intro 2. Scattered Ashes What was will never be the same when all is burnt away in this, the fire of my soul can you see, where I lost it all Can you help me to gather all the pieces that once were my life Trampled into the dusty ground Waiting to be saved from the fire Broken and small, they with fear of morning that might not come Ans as the sad sun goes dowm All that's left I'll gather and make a great fire to light this dark night I have forsaken All that is mine I will no longer be there I will not see your eyes -your tears And the horror which is graven within Help me To end this pain Help me To end this pain Help me to be the man I always posed Help me To stand on my own Help me to walk this path to home 3. Blackened Lies Will you come to me for the one last time? Would you hold me this deformed body Will you wipe away my tears so shameful... Help me! Save me! From myself, once again Hold me! Save me! From this dark night Hold me! Save me! Till I can walk again Hold me! Save me! Till I can cast you away Can you hear as I whisper These promises? Words of love and hope dripping of poison Can you see how my tears turn black Hold me as I betray you! Help me! Save me! once again, from myself Hold me! Save me! From this ever night Hold me! Save me! Till I can walk again Hold me! Save me! Till I can cast you away And all that I ever said to you All those sweet lies you ate from my hands they will come back to me and I will fall down once again Take me down from here -show me what sorrow means Take me down from here -show me what pain pain love can bring Show me how broken my soul is show me all my wounds Make me a whole man again Let me feel what pain really MEANS!!! Take me down from here -show me how you can hurt me Take me down from here -let me feel it all once again and again 4. A Saddened sunset Just another saddened day break, again Where ever I lay my weary look I see memories, memories of pain in remembrance of this hell, I wake again Do you see all of this, all this pain Written on the wall, all of my agony I felt so long A saddened sunset will not hide these memories, on the grave of my dignity I feel not like a human no more But a ghost I am, a shadow of past I do not remember what it was like to rejoice to feel the sun for too long I have been here Trapped inside this betrayer body how would I like to end this But my hand will not rise, to do the final deed "from daybreak to sundown I feel the same pain throbbing Inside this wrethced body the body that once I commanded" "But now, all I ask for, is the end to come quickly" 5. The Wind That Burns All Save your last prayers come down to meet me here lower yourself to my level let your hate be free see yourself and what we've become a lower form of life as we tumble through the last times Fall down on your knees Pray for mercy before me ask for forgiveness from the one who can't speak Created this, a setting for a soul to die away, to die away in the cold a gray sky upon us snow is black ash now do you feel how it comes closer every day and would you believe when I say there's nothing we could do Fall down on your knees Pray for mercy before me ask for forgiveness from the one who can't speak Here it comes -the terrible the beautiful -the last of sunsets here it comes -the terrible the beautiful -the wind that burns all here it comes -finally suddenly -the end to all this here we go -the feeble the small -finally... we all are dead 6. Beneath Should the sun hurt my eyes Then should I close them Should I seek hide from under Under soothing rock so heavy Beneath the world will I hide till the end Beneath this soil will I find A resting place, warm and safe I would not seek for knowledge I just long for the silence Should I long for company Worms of earth will keep me Just lay me down let me be all by myself sick of listening to your poisoned words sick of hearing of a better way sick of knowing what have I done Bring yourself to see My demise Bring all you've got, and blame it all on me for I am here, dying at your feet See for one last time how I curse you all 7. I Fear All the time I wasted hasting from one to another never seeing, what was laid before me now time has slipped away from my hands And here I stand, at the end of time and see, there is nothing I would not regret in my shameful, shameful life for a moment I do despair for there is no going back I cannot mend the deed I did not do I can't undo all the harm I've caused Save these words of mine and see the horror I face each day like sand, time slips away from me and there is no gate to close, nothing will stop it Hold on to me I don't want it to end like this Hold my hand for a while Keep me warm, till night passes by I feel it all begin to chance My body betray me, it turns to earth Oh, how I would like to rest But I... I fear the darkness... 8. Blamed A break of the day shines upon me again here in my hide where I will not be found I hide from the world from the accusing eyes Silent forever I lay still hoping for a better day... And when all has been lost I know, I will be forgiven Turn your eyes away do not lay that gaze upon me for this mere shell of mine would surely break before thee would you like to see how rotten I have become A mere shell resembles me beneath, there is nothing left And when all has been lost I know, I will be forgiven slowly in turn of time we dance, our last waltz a battle, so graceful not for dominion we fight for survival and for dying we wait for the end and we fear to begin Silent, as always they stand before me your servants my feared enemy your accusal it crushes me and here it ends finally I lay dead at your feet I want no pity just close my eyes when I am gone so I may forever sleep