Saturnus
				One Freezing Mind of Me



I Long


I do me wrong
And I do it again
My sorrow rain
My feeling pain
See me through, walk me through

I long
I still long
I long
I long so much away - from me - for me
I long
I still long

Take my lips
Kiss me sweet
Take my feelings
Stop me from sweating fear
My sweet nightmares end

I long
I still long
I long
I long so much away - from me - for me
My sweet nightmare ends



...To The Dreams


And the warm wind caressed me deeply
Gently touched my soul
Made me forget all dark thoughts
Sadness on it's way
Sorrow nevermore to stay

I am the mare in my dreams
I am the scarred wrist I fear
I am another life that will fade
Shadows of my haunted soul
The pain that won't end

Come take it all, burn it away
Let the sunshine in again
Stop the loneliness - make it sane
Twist the broken mirror into one
Make me believe the pain has gone



Embraced By Darkness


In this black cold night
Make me calm
Stop the blood running from my eyes
In my mind
From the places in my mind

When the darkness embraces me
I do not feel alone
When the darkness embraces me
I know I'm going home

In this black cold night
Chase the pain from within my heart
Wipe the blood from my eyes
From the places in my mind

When the darkness embraces me
I do not feel alone
When the sorrow takes me
I'm embracing the darkness alone
Please - take me home

I'm the snake in my own so called paradise
Embracing myself with darkness
My demise

In this black cold night
Make me calm
Stop the blood running from my eyes
In my mind
From the pain within my mind



All Alone


I'm standing here
Watching the clouds float by
Wondering why the pain never deserted me
The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left
(...the moments of joy I never kept)

I'm flying away

Holding hands with myself
Sharing life with myself
Reaping the loneliness I've sown
In these fields I've always grown
Digging the blackness from my mind
I will die all alone



Murky Waters


Murky waters live in my eyes
Within my restless nights
Begging the spring rain to fall
Escape these murky waters
Make you remove this blinding pain
And my cliffhigh prison
This is the growing vision
Murky waters

Waves of my crippled heart
That rests beneath, dead and dark

But nothing will ever remove this certain pain
Nothing will ever softend me
Make the spring rain fall Blend these murky waters

Murky waters live in my eyes
Within my restless nights
Begging the spring rain to fall
Escape these murky waters
Make you remove this blinding pain
And my cliffhigh prison
This is the growing vision
Murky waters

(Please) Calm my cries
(Please) Call my name



One Freezing Mind Of Me


I dream of this candlelight
My pain floats away, just one second
And my thoughts wandering off
To a better brighter place

A place I can rest my mind
I should summon sunlight
I should sleep peacefully 

I'm freezingly walking back
To the shadows from which I came
And the silence screamingly speaking to me
Uncovered, unwise, unspoken
One freezing mind of me
I fade away - suffocating 

A place I could rest my mind
I could summon sunlight
I could sleep peacefully in

Lit a candlelight for me.