Darzamat Oniriad - 2000/2001 "Into the Abyss of Forgotten Woods" When a forest dies and hearts are asleep with unforeseeing fascination I was there and they were silent I screamed but they were silent the trees standing proudly in their white dresses watching me from the distance nobody and nothing was able to make them speak to me and forgive me one night I met a tree tired and bleeding I sit near by I'm listening to her cry pain so deadly embraced me and I was united with my thought and spirit she looked at me in a mournful rapture she gave me the sign to carry on with my journey "The Longest Journey" Let it be the longest journey the longest journey of your existence let's meet on the border of magic the border of tangibility and fantasy where the darkness fascinates where the dark gives no pain which thought closes the gates? which thought opens the dreams? I cross the depths of the crowd I walk through the depths of the crowd I can't see you I pass you by I close my eyes I'm swimming take me to the unreal world the most beautiful of my dreams the longest journey of my existence I close my eyes I'm swimming "Nameless" Sad melody sounds in my heart I await endlessly for the non existent pictures I cannot forget the awakening time when the heat was burning in my hand I don't name you because you drown far from my knowledge but I want to believe that you exist somewhere beyond the time again you imprison me when the dusk comes I know every thought you hide I cannot believe in the words of goodbye when the heat was burning in my hand they roar like the waves leaden by the inspiration I reveal all secrets but again you leave when the dawn comes I tear the golden dreams where no one dreamed of real dreams I can remeber the roar of the waves and the roar of the storm I wanted to keep the fragile moment but looking for freedom I picked up the flower of longing "Beauty" Unseen far beyond the reach of my hands slightly noticed on the border of my thoughts but I can see you with the eyes of my imagination I know the taste and smell of your body smell of your body pleasure of your body I'm listening to the sound of your call I'm standing naked in front of the perfect thought I'm looking for you with all my heart the sensible journey into the pleasure of your body your smell unleashes my senses your taste makes my heart wild your passion embraces your look gives me splendour I'm dying once more that night I die every night "Time" The time is not my ally I swing at the edge of the words I await eternally the moment I have dreamed of temptation of elements neverending is so great they are passing too fast darkness, light, night, day I am the ray but time is the light when will my heart feel the wind who knows the taste of freedom who knows the taste of calm I must fly above reality I must fly above the real the wandering is not my karma let's meet at the other side "Moon Has Imprisoned Me in Her Shine" I travel to find some calm and every night I'm lost between the flowers of my garden and every night you run away from me into the dark I can see you I can see you so close you burn the flames you burn the heat I melt the ice I shall be close so soon the mask of ice is loosing greatful power I'm next to you again so close moon has imprisoned me in her shine I follow the voice of my heart lunatics never die during the day I dream so beautifully as at night during the day I think so dense as at night during the day I picture you so much as at night during the day I look for you so intense as at night "When the Dreams Died" At night I swim the dark depths so hard so much of it oceans drown feelings somewhere time is not a friend hearts got empty and don't remember I cannot fly anymore the dreamed lands remain far from here mysterious and unknowing I can understand so much I remember only one moment when the dreams died and when they left only heavens wept from the clouds with rain the thoughts have fallen down the dreams have fallen down no way leads to the stars now no thought will ever enrapture I dissapear in darkness no thinking of words of freedom everything I forgot somewhere "Elegy" I can see you in my dreams you run away from me I miss the time we did not have but the rain keeps washing my sadness away I know you'll still be in my mind I know you'll still be in my heart I close myself in my castle never to come out to give vent to my evil thoughts to remain there in shadows in forgetfullness I wander looking for the time I am dreaming of I make circles around old places I discover things I know you'll still be in my mind I know you'll still be in my heart "Soporific" Dream through eternity let it be the eternal journey without the end