Pain Pain On your knees (again) I'm going for a ride And I hope I'll never ever get back here again Numbing my body with drugs and lies Try to find a place where I can finally die Walk with me on the other side and i show what life is all about The rush I get from death It's all that eggs me to die Every dream must die As I try to drag you down in the dirt Why is life worth living When we all just life to suffer and Sacrifice Life is like a wheel You can run and run and you will never get there Spinning faster then you could Understand You're on your knees again You're on your knees again... Rope around my neck Trapped in a nightmare called life With no sign of exit I am gonna die My soul is filled with hate Can't see through my anger My selfconfidence has been dead for years How can I live this life I've been destroyed a thousand times Still try to stand tall Don't know how long I can fight back With the rope around my neck You get feed of my misery Stabbing the knife deep in my back I can't run and hide from myself Selfdestructive schizophrenic behaviour Can't run away form myself There's no way to escape Don't know how long I can fight back With the rope around my neck Cutting myself wide open Release the blood Watch the madman float away But not knowing it's killing me Cutting myself wide open Release the blood Im slippinī away as it's Pumping out of my body Learn how to die Learn how to live Learn how to breathe Learn how to kill Learn how to die Raped by my own life Suffocated by my own lungs Murdered by my own hands Dead by my own death Stuck in my own nightmare I can't understand What did I do wrong To deserve this pain PAIN!!!! Dealing with my own hate all I get is pain Shadows hunting me All I do is freak Insanity is getting closer now How long can I survive The greed I get from this world Is sucking me dry Learn how to live Learn how to breathe Learn how to kill Learn how to die Don't let me down Hangman, Is it me your looking for I don't think I'm ready to leave Crushed by society, I don't understand Victim of reality, I crawl back in my shell Nobody lives forever Everything begins where it ends Confusion in my own desperation I'm the chosen one to suffer Are you really gonna leave me crying Are you really gonna leave me drowning Are you really gonna leave medying Are you really gonna let me down I am a perfect death I'm on the edge I am the freak And no one cares Are you really gonna leave me crying Are you really gonna leave me drowning Are you really gonna leave medying Are you really gonna let me down Breathe They have destoyed your whole life Ever since you were born they've Dragged you down They have decided that you wont Have a chance in this shitty world not knowing what's on the outside Can't understand right or wrong Breathe in the poisoned air "I just wanna die" burning eyes filled with dead tears The world is dying on you And you just turning your back not knowing what's on the outside Poisoning our brainwashed mind They have decided that you will die A painful death Breathe the death our dying race Breathe the death Dying race Breathe..... Greed Destroy Society, Erase your enemy for trying to break you down Shut down, Shut up, Give in, Give up The only thing that exists in their poisoned mind I'm not gonna take it anymore This is my life, I wanna have control I'm gonna make history As I'm going on a crusade with my `44 Greed feel the greed Greed taste the greed He feeds of the other people's misery The power is his greed He's trying to play god with your life But we all can see through A lot of people have been suffering And that gives him a kick Push him against the wall And let him taste your fist Greed feel the greed Greed taste the greed For how long can a man hold his position Do anything and still get away with it What makes him so fucking special A corrupted man with power as his only friend Execution is the only justice Justice..... Greed feel the greed Greed taste the greed Choke on your lies Choked by your own lies God blessed no one Controlled by your brainwashed mind A vision of salvation nowhere to be found Your religion makes me sick Will your god forgive you for all your sins Mine will after I rip your fucking head off I'm my own god I live my life on my own term Don't need to tell me what to do Your whole life has been about kissing ass Burn in paradise There is no pearly gate Burn in paradise You stick your hands out, I'll cut `em off You build it up, I'll make it fall you wont get any sympathy from me I'm my own god I live my life on my own term Your god can't help you now Where is your salvation There is no god Burn in paradise There is no pearly gate Burn in paradise Choke on your lies I'm my own god The last drops of my life Life doesn't work out as planned Visions of happiness are burning Dreams that turn into madness I feel the end is closing in I can feel my soul leaving me To dwell in nothing and forever disappear Trying to breathe but there's no air My heart is bleeding why am I here Taste the last drops of life That vanish into the black sun I must fight this feeling Of sorrow slowly killing me Try to breathe but there's no air My heart is bleeding why am I here Taste the last drops of life That vanish into the black sun