Throes of Dawn - Pakkasherra ============================ ACROSS THE LOVELESS HORIZON --------------------------- "This solitude is all I have cold nothingness is all I share with myself" Embittered, by time and the loneliness so loveless is our horizon of emptiness Final sunset of our lives never to miss the light the dawn will never come "these times are not like before too much sorrow nothing for tomorrow the path of life seems to be long boredom leads to a shorter way" dreams ending into tragedies- suicide dreams I was not to be in this world cursed to be human watching, the final sunset of life drifting, out of this time Across the horizon flew a star towards unknown horizons i flew THE NIGHT BELONGS TO US ----------------------- there it lies, under a midnight sky a stony sign of your ended life in moonlight I buried my bride hopeless I cry "Why did you have to die ?" The wind whispers your name I miss your sweet embrace all happiness is away only sadness and sorrow stays "Wake my beauty rise from your chest I open open your casket and set you free my pale beauty, open your eyes together we dance in dim moonlight" In my dreams you come back to me in reality you will eternally sleep there somewhere I will be with you I dig my grave beside you ... "A piece of eternity only for us the night truly belongs to us ..." My sorrow is too srong I´m all alone, all good from life is gone, trying to forget, in this nothingness I curse myself no more I can take this life so fake my feelings are turning to rage, life has no gain, wind whispers your name where I killed myself ... PAKKASHERRA ----------- From the heart of northern storms after several lifetimes go by I, the coldness arise Touching the sky, turning the light to frosty shine, forming to frost I am a ghost, the lord of frost wolves call my name- Pakkasherra I am the northern wind- Pakkasherra With the black wings of light I fly to the castle of mine higher to the mountains deeper to the woods to the cold heart of moon WATCHER IN THE TOWER -------------------- I dream ... moon came behind the clouds revealing a black tower, this tower rises in other reality, yet I´ve been there several times ... in dreams Life was nothing, never, until I found the truth the truth of never existing, doom the secrets not for milleniums told the tower waits for the arrival of my soul From the tower opens a view into worlds so distant, but so true I´m to be the thyrant, of my realm as I carry the light of other knowing Wind whispers me: "come with me ..." Burn me- spread my ashes into the wind as a shadow I descend into my eternity no path leads there ... from the dust I materialize before the gates silvery I stand beholding my fate black tower with open gates wind greets me as I enter the cold tower, endless stairs to my destiny the gate closes behind me, never to be opened again ... COSMIC SEAS ----------- I drown into ocean, into the shoreless ocean of eternity, stars pull my soul into the breath taking views of the abyss, the abyss has no end, an endless journey through the stars, abyssic black darkness is inside me ... No solid touch only the stars that watch I saw my fate as it was written before time ...in the cosmic seas where the stars are burning me I drown into streams of the cosmic seas I faced my destiny, it was always there waiting for my end ... ...in the cosmic seas where the stars are burning me I drown into the streams of the cosmic seas "Deeper to the cosmos I will fall the emptiness of infinity ... fills me I breathe ... not air but the power of stars ... my heart beats in the rhythm of the universe I share the harmony of eternity" My heart beats in these endless streams immortality in the cosmic seas END IS SILENCE -------------- Mournfully, the same sun rises again the times of yesterday are away wind howls the sights of those lonely, forgotten times "Even time will come to an end" We could hear the birds sing through the winds hum we were not like the others time revealed our nothingness Let the stream of the wither wouldn´t it be "nice" to sleep, to dream forever from the silence we awoke and into there we shall wither we were the birds that sang in the winds´hum we were not like others end is our silence AUTUMN WINDS ------------ "Sad whispers in dead trees, a graveyard of yellow leaves, rising of the northern wind breaks their peace ..." With the reaping winds came coldness, the coldess that crawled from the heart of the wind- weak kiss of the winter queen, storming through the autumnal trees ... As the darkness embraces me and the wind screams sadly, I could feel the coming of winter, snow falling from the cloudy sky I close my eyes and wait for the goddess of winter "As the days grew shorter the wind came stronger from the dawnless mornings to the winters glory" WINTER ROMANCE -------------- Chrystal snow falls from the clouds above, winter the bitterest, I have heard your lullaby and seen your figure dance through the sky, into my arms I would take darkness ... blessed and renamed my goddess ...(of winter) From your lips I tasted love love that was so poisonous my twisted desires for you are taking me to sacrifice my soul for the goddess of winter winter romance, give me this final dance, through the falling snow into the clouds above, fill me with your love carry me before the throne deep into your wintry kingdom My heart belomgs to thee my beautiful white winter queen the pulsating rhythm of heart beating ... in the silence of my funeral coffin ...