Detonation Portals to Uphobia 1. Into Sulphur I Descend I know that shadows give you comfort in the dark. Tears that rain down rip my inner strength apart. I will not break my back to substitute myself again. For the shadow that drapes over your self awareness. No Longer will I set the highest standard. Into mountains of sulphur I descend. Day after day after night I expect nothing to see, nothing to become But a stranger in misery disguised. Within these borders your quest is ignored Your work recreated, and your story untold As I was from heaven send... Will I not see my stronghold mend? Into sulphur I descend Our Reflections will never be seen together The gates to your being...closed forever When did our development die? When did our search for progress end? It all vanished with a cry Time I shall never betray! Will I not see my stronghold mend? Into sulphur I descend 2. Portals To Uphobia Let me dream of a fearless world A life without pain Let me dream of a desolate place Where I can taste the falling rain A search through isolation Neglecting doors that are opened wide Nothing, nothing to gain! Further away from Utopia Gone, the portals are gone! Save for the ones to Uphobia Valour departs from the inside, Despite its' futile destiny Daylight falls upon my sight Confiscating paths that used to be A fragile wall which separates My reason from insanity... Decisions have to be made Changes are set to occur 3. Structural Deceit As I search for energy to feed my resistance Paths are blocked to decrease my persistence There's something else that I need A wound that cannot bleed A room with innumerable doors Energy from an endless source This is my creation Here is no custody Where chaos and order Are replaced by lunacy Ignore my voice While you're hunting me down, For I cannot be forced And I cannot be saved From my own deception Towards structural deceit I am the God of my own creation I am the deceiver of human perception I will secure the ground on which I stand As it was foretold, deception is at hand Energy to feed I am not the enemy Structural Deceit We shall stand! There's something else that I need A wound that cannot bleed A room with innumerable doors Energy from an endless source 4. Chaos Banished Retreat to your cramped damp shelter To separate the shadow from your soul Seeking refuge from the hell you lent her Where conscience died to lose control You may try to bury me Underneath you stack of lies But through impatience you missed to see I will surpass your pathetic cries Will I invoke the burden you bare? To lower slit wrists into rivers of regret Chaos Banished Your foul manner reaches above and beyond my realm Day after day... your presence fills me with hatred So sickened by the sight of inhuman filth And it was decreed that all must be exterminated 5. End Of Sight, End Of Fears Taste the despair coming from my hands, The insanity flowing through my veins Strength unknown has taken control A challenge lost forlorn My sight has been blocked Although it cannot keep me down Stolen from vision, detached from tears I guest for sanity, constant after all these years... End of sight, end of fears! Strength unknown Has taken control This weight I cannot bear Hands trembling aside Capture my vision, and take my fears An era coming to an end Motives I do not comprehend Oblige me to collide! Incomplete is my reality. Savaged within my insanity. As I gaze upon my world I start cleaning my hands From the blood I have spilled From the mistakes I have made My time will soon pass I lost the will to resist Taken from vision, relieved from tears I guest for sanity, constant after all these years... End of sight, end of fears! Strength unknown Has taken control 6. Lost Euphoria (Part III) [Instrumental] 7. The Loss Of Motion Control Your touch is dead As is the life I pursue Onward I stare into the surreal My mind dies As slumber comes for me to heal By binding light I strive to obtain The pendulum sharpens its axe once again To fore fill my needs To embrace my silence is gold Means the loss of motion control Within me hides a dead soul A world of mirrors breaking I gasp for air no more As I unleash my impulse My mind clouds I don't think their was anything there before Permanently unconscious (To turn the abducting faces forevermore) 8. Solitude Reflected Destructive, discouraging, isolated Words that describe a secluded mind In stillness I wither, yet deserted and enshrined Away from my wasted core Where structure has faded... A shadow that I crave to ignore In solitude I am reflected No more contempt for me to obtain The chain of endurance, broken in motion Once the portals lock one by one Restrain what may never become again Questions that have to be replied A shadow that wants to be fed One life that has to be taken I am not the one to decide Systematic procedures and regulation In general perspective As common as the rise of dawn Yet appalling to me Like the coming of a deadly storm Solitude reflected Socially rejected Fragments of the past To painful to confront Yet I am conscious of my task... As retribution lurks from below Decisions should have been made Fear, a life span taken by phobias Limited are the paths to take Narrow is the path to euphoria 9. Beyond The Margin I am able to withstand I am able to withdraw I can break your world apart By turning your lies into pain There is a clear social chaos, Always present in your eyes. Constantly trying to evolve Incapable of submitting Boundaries-enforced beyond the margin A Sacrifice made Disturbance in my perception I was created in distress As life withers away below my feet And rain pours down as oil Suffocating my body with greed My skin burning into soil A prisoner of my own perspective Captured despite my will to change I Witness the clouds divide The air turns cold Your futile world subsides... 10. The Source To Delve Wounded by time and situation I gaze beyond the boundaries of our horizon My hands cut off to prevent resistance Time shall foretell the duration of my absence Preparing my mind for failure For failure and deceit, Nothing will satisfy me Satisfy me in my need Led into a state of misfortune But through the powers that made me immune And by the energy that created life itself I am guided towards the source to delve I'm reaching the end of tolerance Which portal did I miss to see? Nothing will satisfy me Satisfy me in my need And slumber comes down upon your perspective Taking down all mistakes there are to forgive I am supplied by anger, fed by mistakes Gateways towards nothing Nothing there to gain The strength of light Reduced to shadows And fire and stone Merge from where all hatred grows