Crib45
			A Requiem for Alleviation (demo)

1. Sore

a subtle crash to the ground like
a face-dive to the concrete from a mile
that gentle kick in the face from above
that leaves you down on the ground paralyzed

tear my sores
deep to the core
worn out and torn
my soul down

a brief sensation of hope just before
the god himself will make you suffer
with perfect glimpse of all that could've been
all that fades and never seen again

tear my sores
deep to the core
worn out and torn
my soul down

perfect glimpse of all that could've been
and all that fades and never seen again

tear my sores
deep to the core
worn out and torn
my soul down

perfect glimpse of all that could've been
and all that fades and never seen


2. Halo

no more strength to carry your halo
for the trace of melter on your tongue
disconnecting as the human disappears
into a self-destructing skeleton
as you push a dragon under your skin

disdained, overwhelmed by the need
that voids to the core
justified self-belligerence
combined by hoarding decadence
feeding mind with void fraudulence
alliteration to the end

no more strength to carry your halo
for the stained and crumbled crust of gloat
feed the beast that has become a demigod,
wake the demon sleeping in delusional,
introverted chaos deep within

disdained, overwhelmed by the need
that voids to the core
justified self-belligerence
combined by hoarding decadence
feeding mind with void fraudulence
alliteration of the end

hope turns to need
and despair of grief

justified self-belligerence
combined by hoarding decadence
feeding mind with void fraudulence
alliteration to the end
alliteration to the death


3. Wither

all that was once pure now covered up in lies
pushed down by burden and weight of this life
and the pain, hate, despair fades in
the way like never before

please let me fade away
just let the flame burn all the
pain and all the hate
that slowly suffocates me

shout out all my suffer
as i fade and start to

fall apart,
slowly die inside
heal me up as i
hide these scars i'm holding deep inside

please let it go away
just let the wounds fade with the
pain and all the hate
that slowly suffocates me

shout out all my suffer
as i fade and start to

fall apart,
slowly die inside
heal me up as i
hide these scars i'm holding deep inside

all what was sublime,
all life, comes undone
locked inside belligerence
feeding dark malevolence
suffocating everything
suffocate


4. Parasite

perfect little parasite
that's sucking blood and all the life
you sold your soul to glorify
the seirens and their fragile rhymes
so eager just to justify
the systematic genocide
of dissidents and heathen minds
discouragement for humankind

you're so courageous
nothing more than hatred disguised
to penetrate inside the mind
of lowest scum of humankind
just hypocrite waste of life

formulate a fragile mind
enchanted by the serpent's lies
of bravery and the paradise
transforming it's own piss to wine
for feeble mind that hypnotized
by power hungry axe to grind
combined by act of patricide
and fanaticism glorified

you're so courageous
nothing more than hatred disguised
to penetrate inside the mind
of lowest scum of humankind
just hypocrite waste of life

lies sold out
as truth
and bought
by you

such a brave man of faith
with your manifests of martyr deaths
but you hide your face from the grace
and the glorious rewards of true faith
if you're so goddamn brave why don't
you step out from the crowd and then reap
what you sown and claim your throne to your
kingdom that's about crash with you
if you're so
goddamn brave
why don't you
get what's yours


5. Suffer

everything fades away
replacing all hope with rush of pain
leaving me dead inside,
powerless, unwilling to survive

i should've known it right from start
everything will fall apart
after all is said and done
i hate myself, what i've become

please god let me find
peace i need inside
please just let me die
cause

inside i,
i suffer,
empty inside
i suffer

leaving me dead inside
powerless, unwilling to survive
choking all that was true
it chokes me till i start turning blue

i should've known it right from start
everything will fall apart
after all is said and done
i hate myself, what i've become

please god let me find
peace i need inside
please just let me die
cause

inside i,
i suffer
empty inside
i suffer