Dispatched Returned to your Mind 1. Restless Mind I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time The streets are dark, I walk alone I feel the frustration of a restless mind I can't decide if I'm dead or alive My memories are hunting me down I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time Now my time has come, it's time to pay Pay my debts to the human race I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time My time has come to live the pain To remind me how I used to be How I used to take every soul Every soul that I was looking for 2. Like a River of Sand You are old and sick Waiting for the night Lonely in your heart The times have been hard Outside your door It's snowing, it's cold Fire won't help You're freezing your balls You will raise your hand To see what's behind Like a river of sand Will open your mind You got to swallow you pride Eat up your lies Catching the chance To get things back Killing for fun Your heart is dark You give your hand To enslave your lord You will raise your hand To see what's behind Like a river of sand Will open your mind 3. Hate My Life In a northern land Lives a man Sheltered by his cabin Against snow and ice The weather is cold And the sky is hidden The days are short His life is tough I hate my life Outside my door Awaits the shadows To conquer my soul I never get rest Thoughtful and guilty I'm down on my knees Begging for pardon I'll never be free I hate my life I'm out of my mind I'm left to the shadows I'm tired and weak They will get me now I'm riding the winds I follow my strings I'm free from my body You'll never get me I hate my life The family is gone Lonely and scared Shadows in my mind Shadows in my heart I hate my life Shadows and demons are visiting at night I hate my lonely life 4. Canis Lupus It's a winter storm - outside my door I live in a cave - nothing more Canis Lupus - a shadow of grey Canis Lupus - hunting you down I hunt and kill - to get a meal I walk with the shadows - that noone feels Canis Lupus - hitting you hard Canis Lupus - is eating you raw I'm not alone - I have my gang Howling at the moon - as in the sky it hangs Canis Lupus - a shadow of grey Canis Lupus - hunting you down Lethal teeth - and great ears That's our weapon - that's what you fear Canis Lupus - hitting you hard Canis Lupus - is eating you raw Few of us now - the rest have died We hide ourselves - just to survive Protected by laws - will strengthen our kind Maybe it will - change your mind