Sadist Sadist 1. Jagriti [intro] 2. One Thousand Memories I lived my full life like a rainy river I kissed the ground and all its brothers I drank salt water, ate fishes and sand today I'm a sailor of many seas tomorrow a naked priest my legs are friends that shared one thousand journeys to Hell my knees remember the way one thousand journeys to Hell I kissed unloved women and paid their naked bodies I spat anger without a reason and rested in an unlocked room come inside my friend just stop and have a rest here I am, the man of the earth I saw everything I could dark water runs and drags one thousand memories dark water runs and drags one thousand memories of mine I cried as a real man does I whispered feelings at a low voice by myself in front of the fire a quiet life, free as the flight of a bird which gives me its welcome 'till my beard turns white I'm still thinking of you dark water runs and drags one thousand memories dark water runs and drags one thousand memories of mine 3. I Feel You Climb In the future there will be many other situations perhaps better occasions but right now I have to tell you this morning I don't feel so good it runs like the wind that blows, I take a rest you've gone far away for a long trip through times those thoughts take and drag away, as strong as they were I'm yours, I lay on the ground you've won you bring hidden hopes to me and play with my feelings a rucksack full of freshness blind eyes 'cause of a sick sun on my body, I feel you climb reason to breathe, join that today on my body, I feel you climb reason to breathe, join that today 4. Embracing The Form Of Life Here in front of what there is there are not rows of really green grass up there, on the hill, what's going on? it's her white and ancient house where is earth without life grey hair tell and explain because branches embracing us they howl forms of life draw the sky, I feel you, cursed man, I know you are alive who, alive, here, inside tired man, creatures of the night 'cause crumbled walls are telling us dry land will be, its corner where it works I want to reach a loft where there is something white man, it rains within water, here comes the winter because branches embracing us they howl forms of life draw the sky, I feel you, cursed man, I know you are alive 5. Tearing Away You cut the bloody rope, as for the small one that's coming to the light...unaware the lowered head greets the feet tightened by chains of iron, passing slow the whole weight of a life listen around to nothing black spiders on a trap thoughts are gone, while tears rest on its face listen around to nothing it howls no peace but pain, indisposition man's shade from the black hood, tears still rain tightened the chain to a wrist, where greeting the last footstep, of a life never lived the darkest sight...tearing away too low...so slow outline is down by now...as an old toy you won't tell anymore...lead soldier the lowered head greets, the feet tightened by chains of iron, passing slow the whole weight of a life the darkest sight...tearing away too low...so slow 6. Kopto [Instrumental] 7. Excited And Desirous My vision is the road of imagination hope to see and lift the head of light at night...the dreadful tides in the lake they take form and die conquer the beast...excited and desirous I see the river, the waters are sick I'd like to feel what I don't want to grant their bodies will satisfy my desire open the mouth that waits alone stately and strong as the bull on the mount in the lake they take form and die conquer the beast...excited, desirous 8. Different Melodies Narrow swimming to you in the puddle of blood around the circle, us, bathed children you look at me, your pity investigates my ferocity hiding, you won't be able to escape brother, claws, you don't have, long teeth, you don't have brother, you don't have red eyes my tongue winds around your fear it trembles, you won't be able to stop me now different melodies...howls of suffering song number one...it's the pleasure song number two...this is the pain pouring the tear of sorrow, I'm here how much contempt, you fool, you bow over the wickedness, my hand will go where the beast would not even dare, sharp as the blade different melodies...howls of suffering song number one...it's the pleasure song number two...this is the pain 9. Invisible In a red sunny day they walk leaving their road rolls of heavy steel animals, driven from work by thirst in the sand storm, the deceitful family advances bewitching elegant magicians, mister, you sell lies and death I see your future in my sphere I see the path, that walks in your hand with them alone, it becomes invisible with them alone, I promise I give you the sky this drink tastes of death, and has the flavour of the lie how much does it want pay for it, soon they are going to an end I want to become strong, I wanna steer wheel now the death circus is distant, but it's closer to hell 10. Hope To Be Deaf It happens sometimes you feel alive inside your eyes would never want to open all around, laughter become a sole sad sound it raises and amplifies in your brain into ears hoping to be deaf noises are confused it's difficult to recognize all the sounds they are still laughing, apparently happy hopeless, everything is gone searching for an exit that does not exist they push you somewhere in the middle where all their eyes are laughing at you It happens sometimes you feel alive inside your eyes would never want to open all around, laughter become a sole sad sound 11. Sadist [Instrumental]