GARDENIAN LYRICS Sindustries (2000) 1. Selfproclaimed Messiah 2. Doom & Gloom 3. Long Snap To Zero 4. Courageous 5. The Heartless 6. The Suffering 7. Scissorfight 8. Sonic Death Monkey 9. Sindustries 10. Funeral 1. Selfproclaimed Messiah I am your god I am your dreams I am everything you'll always need These are the words of a humble man The king of stone, the people's heart I have never tried to reach this far before I have never set my goals for sure Some promises come some of them go I am your alternative Messiah Your King of the stone Your deciples of my stone I am your, your big Messiah Hold him, embrace him just have him close Don't shut him in just become him Hold him, embrace him just have him close Don't shut him in just become him I am your God 2. Doom & Gloom Follow all familiar paths now Accessing all human minds Injecting my veins with your hatred My focus never stays the same Pure! So fresh I can test it Taste it in my narrow mind Focus well and inject it Blindfold my eyes When my apathy dies Sure I will rise up and face it Another day of sunshine lies This world is made by my fiction Injected in my body's pride How long must I reach out Eating my own vomiting Is our hearts meant to be broken Broken within broken this sin Ten thousand lies Can't touch me so In the way that you do Ten thousand lies Disregard less why Can't touch me so hard Like you Sure I will rise up and face it Another day of sunshine lies Is our hearts meant to be broken Broken within broken this sin I'll promise the world I leave after That I will take my poison down I'll bring it back to my pit stop Pump in my fuel pump engine rule I feel so left behind My senses calming way down The needle enters my skin The rush is here and no pain becomes me Sure I will rise up and face it Another day of sunshine lies This world is made by my fiction Injected in my body's pride 3. Long Snap To Zero Isolate, imprisonate, The siege of my own god damned soul I refuse to see my errors Confess my sins and dig down in this hole Spreading my lies consuming their minds Reflecting myself on other lives But when I'm dead buried and rotten They will remember me There's a long snap to zero Two of us share our reflection There's a long snap to zero Two of us knows our reaction Another star has died Open the jar of tension Let loose the lying beast Waiting here forever Wake up feel low All the time's the same Fill upp this tension jar Crushing on your chest As you were based in Another time andspace Holding my world Deep down below Who might have known They all told me There's a long snap to zero just go on So yes they know Of all my lies allright There's a long snap to zero coming along 4. Courageous Existing for chaos To harm conceive and lie Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake Silently respectfully I move behind your backs Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies I seem to have forgotten the truth As well as story Nothing no longer adds up Regretting my conviction to be as every one Hiding my solutions deep in my pride I am here for you I am here for you No one longer listens I have a hard time to reach out Might they have discovered all my wrongs I guess I never realised the problems That I've caused I guess I have myself to blame For trusting all those lies I must reach out explain these lies I just don't have the courage To do it at this time I must reach out explain these lies I just don't have the courage To do it at this time 5. The Heartless If I give you the world I'll make it black If I give you air to breathe If I give you air to breathe If I give you sight I would stab my eyes If I give you all my trust I am used and feel so bruised So we'll make a mess of our lives I'll paint your world in black Too cold for you to get out So I'll stop your grieving heart machine It won't be any wonder But you'll be deep down in slumber If I give you time I will choke in time If I hold you at this line If I hold you at this line I would never feel so left behind I could straighten up this hive And let you feel behind If I gave you eyes too blind to see Undoubtedly I win all the thoughts You stole inside If I gave you a tough You could scream it out loud Instead of sucking it all in Down into your sin Deep down inside Deep down inside So deep down 6. The Suffering Have you met your god yet? I've sure met mine Suffer! Intensely my friend Keep on having those grave remorse Caught up in the act of stupidity By sharing your thoughts You're the worst kind of whore Suffer! Even harder my friend Yet my lessons unlearned Painful small decisions may Control your life for years at the time Closer, it might have begun Forcing yourself to be numb Closer, why won't it just come Closer, it might have begun Forcing yourself to be numb Closer, why won't it just come Suffer! As intense as you may In this blizzard of madness Mixed in this flurry like womb you'll see All your dreams become shattered to me Suffer! A bit more now again Wake the hope that they'll see you Suffer! More intensely my friend Scream out loud they might hear your cries Jesus! It might have begun Jesus! It feels like I'm numb JESUS! 7. Scissorfight I'll bring back my ways A bit of shining to the wonder world At times I feel a need Forcing harder emotions of grief Tumble down or on your knees Let us wake in a giant form way So we're buried? We'll see All those others as small and offensive Heating up! Lashing down It smells like I've been here before Purify the surgeon style Turning our souls inside out So who's the strongest to be A piece of fragment stuck to relief All our other hearts When they're darkened by Their souldriven machine It snatches our souls to its womb Fill us gently as fuel As when it comes to mind I'll keep it going forever and more 8. Sonic Death Monkey Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs Setting their own samples Of who they want you to be Their soul purpose Of making your flesh their own Heart and soul manufactured For their own Another giant step for mankind Altering with human wombs Setting their own samples Of who they want you to be Their soul purpose Of making your flesh their own Heart and soul manufactured To control everyone I am you and you are me My sonic death monkey Dancing together as we were free My sonic death monkey Resistant! There is always one more of me Heart and soul manufactured For their own There is always one more of me They can make you their dancer Resistant! There is always one more of me Heart and soul manufactured They can make you their dancer For their devilish feast 9. Sindustries Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Flowing away! Flowing away! Into this endless tide Ending up in the drain Watching back at another life This day won't ever remind them of our Tear soaked ways of ending each other Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Breath! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Cries! Let's rush in let's lose control Running away! Running away! Deep down into this down Flooding up in the drain Shedding its tears beyond It LIVES It FEEDS It BREEDS It GROWS It SUCKS you dry When I saw you drown I saw you drown When you are soaked in your tears Your tears they remind me Just give it away give it away Give all your problems to me I'll use them better you'll see Control my acts and needs Control my thoughts So deep down in this pool of tears 10. Funeral So let me wake from this nightmare This is so wrong Now when you're gone What should I do but shed my tears All night long This should not have happened Not this soon I can not be whole without you You know Al the times you yelled at me Correcting all my faults Taking care of everything At least now you are well and free This is your funeral It's at its last sheds of tears So now when I'll make my mistakes Where will you be? But in my dreams You were gone before I called Gone before I tried Before I realised This is your funeral So now I'll make myself I'm without you numb You were gone before I called Gone before I called NUCLEAR BLAST