Mindrot Soul 1. Dissipation My voice dissipates My anger dominates I cry inside, hurting all those in line Never feel, I never feel I fall into silent upheaval Drained, gasp my last breath Ravaged, hurting to set them in place Delusion and rage Need to be one contained Need to slow down, take hold Hope in need, time alone please Delusion and rage Headstrong where is my grace Cry like the wind Only answer is within 2. Nothing Burning skin feels so good Erase my existence from your book From this torture you've given me I know I can't succeed Screaming, kicking Coming down, I am nothing I feel like shit around you I never amounted to much Murder seemed so justified Maybe I should just walk it off I don't mean the things I say I'd only smack you if it felt right I'm only showing my love for you Why does it have to be this way The hate builds up in me I can't control the things I see I've given all I can, I am nothing Withering deep inside of me Is what's left of my self-esteem Crawling to reach your love Kick me in the face just one more time I sit here waiting, quietly dying I'm alone in the rain I'm in love with the pain I am nothing... nothing I am nobody... I hate myself Nothing, Nobody, I hate you I am nothing 3. Suffer Alone I sleep through the melting sun Caressed by its somber set Free from the pain I suffered A suffering you will never forget You don't want to know my pain You don't want to feel this way Do you want to ease my pain? Do you want to take it all away? No, take it away No, take it all away It pours over washing out emotionless I'm drained from the truth that's cold and dead Cold and dead as I am You brought all this onto yourself So for my piece of mind I need you to Suffer for me suffer You will never feel Suffer alone suffer You will never feel alive You don't want to know my pain You don't want to feel this way 4. Incandescence Apprehend seize of time Mandatory means crucify my eyes Mountain scene beautifully defined Earthly worlds freeze frame divine The book of life I see I open Worn pages crumble, set about the flaps Old tired faces stare into the lens of still life What has been, and to think what will come An elder and wise still growing stronger with time Give me spirit, let it shine onto me Breathe new tides, what I feel flowing deep Take me to the high, take me too Take me to the heights Apprehension this seize of time Mandatory means crucify my eyes Mountain scene beautifully defined Earhly worlds freeze frame divine Worn pages crumble, set about the flaps Tired faces stare into the lens of still life What has been, and to think what will come An elder and wise still growing stronger with time Let it down on me Can't you see it flowing through me? Take me there, want to breathe the air Wheel turn, it's turning with me Take me, wheel turn, take me Wheel turn, take me, it's a part of me, take me It's a part of me, it's a part of me, take me It's a part of me, it's a part of me 5. Cold Skin Compelled by hatred My perpetual scowl No direction for my anger This pain is always there Never, never again Never, feel this way again Never, never again Never... Feel this way again Inside my life it's so simplistic Visions of bliss and love for you Outside my life is brutalized Raped and murdered by this false emotion Inspirations of my dreams Replaced by factual nightmares To awake in extreme disgust Reclaim myself and walk away I stay, far away I stay, far far away And I will never feel you, feel you again A reclamation of all I have lost Compelled by falseness your lustful sin You're gone, no more cold skin Stay away, for fear I may come, far away Your tears still come down, alone and gray, You're alone and gray Far away, you stay far far far away... 6. In Silence Would you die for me now? Take your life for me? Would you do these things for me? I would die for you, take my life from you I would do these things for you This burden of guilt, weighs deep upon my shoulders My tears are my strength I shall not release And I give you the gift of enduring my pain I am open to you now, cold through my eyes Would you cry for me now...? In silence Take your life for me...? In silence Would you do these things for me? I would die for you now, take my life from you I would do this all for you, for you... In the name of sorrow, I would give you all my pain In the name of silence, I would do it again And again and again In the name of silence, I would bring it all right down to the end Would you cry for me now? Take your life for me? Would you do these things for me? I refuse to be now, setting my soul free now And I do this all for you... You... I would for you... in silence I would for you... in silence I would do this all for you Would you cry for me now? Take your life for me? Would you do these things for me? I refuse to be now, setting my soul free now I would do this all for you, for you... I would, I would for you, and I and I and I would Don't you know I would, I would for you And I and I and I would I would, I would for you 7. Clemency What went wrong? We used to, we used to get along I'm now a part of this looked, this looked upon Through my eyes now, you left me in the shallow dark The pain I feel, is so unreal Hopelessness, I begin, to kneel The loss I feel, is so unreal Clemency, torn deep, inside of me Pouring, pouring onto my feelings To pour out, to pour out I'm bleeding Give light, created only shadows Communications so shallow, Lost love And passed by longing tired of trying so So tired of crying alone We had to suffer along the edge of this end Uncharted passage, through the sea and the mist Remember those who remember, forget them Who have lost forever Forever had, its pleasure, forgotten pleasures, Have yet to remember Images of love, looking for a spark of life I'm wandering through, through the black of night This loveless life, I still don't know why Still hoping, and grasping for the sake of my mind What has been, what has been left behind Has the wind to kick up and to pass What was said and denied 8. Despair Reach out find nothing It was like we were always astray, alone Alone far from the truth Dark, distraugh, alone still no truth Reaching out, finding nothing No response, in trust with nothing Worlds apart, and in-between So this is me, this is me Once I felt as one now alone, far from the truth Slowly my soul tears apart For me to see are we blind, why me? Are we blind, to see, what truth will we see? Enclosed withing, dreaming a sin, sacrifice my life for this Fear to die my key for life to pass I wish Black alone and misinformed slowly I die, die alone Far from home and so alone I've tried so hard Far from home This emptiness fills my mood Night and day my heart hurts too Why am I so cold inside? Why must I slowly die?