Mysterium Soulwards 1. Ambivalentika 2. Within Tempted Moon Growing moonlight, storms I betrayed Weeping willow, sadness, I feel About, about in reel'n'rout For me, the deathfires... (Yet), near horizons bleed for me, make me be as your hist you are the shadows, who cover the sun, wait for you, in silence... I want to be as the wind, on his wings to bear, I soar Yet near horizons bleed for me Like day is gone, so does hope As you approach thy final fate! Be like waters, like withces oils Burnt green and blue and black No longer as virtue, possessed by your side I long for you to soar, following blind For your appearance, use to kiss my eyes... Came obedience, so come demise Embrace a wish of my ears Swallow my contour, glance strains sanity, to snap it all, in silence... Be like waters, like withces oils Burnt green and blue and black No longer as virtue, possessed by your side Yet rough, then gentle-like velvet Fleeting, then present like thou O long for you to soar, following blind About, about in reel'n'rout, for me, the deathfires... I long for you to soar, following blind Use to kiss my eyes... About, about in reel'n'rout, for me, the deathfires dances in the night! Till redemption for my soul to send, then dawn, it won't be! Came obedience, so come demise Embrace a wish of my ears Yet rough, then gentle-like, I long for you to soar... My breath, you receive, my victim, my light For deepest wounds and suffering, I pray! 3. Sirrah A blackend moment carefully risen on our brows Just a breath remained, between your sleep and mine... "Will I leave my flesh to thee, to be in yours? Will I shed my blood to thee, like thou gave yours?" As life turned away, feelin' your way A look with more longing that light ever saw in this bright-coloured sphere Thou art gone with him, thy hands will become the bowl, catching my tears, a spell "I came to kiss love's lover in shame I came to die in your embrace again Longing, temptation, fading and sin A piece of thread, so hopeless and thin" The dream of reunion, as beautiful as light saw her Like fine gently coiling rivers, her veins in palce skin... A vanishing shade of the roses she reveived...Sirrah! Unlike to see, (thy) unmitigated sleep Not to be thriven in my hold Unlike to be, till my dusk is spread on the checks, once belonged to thee! "Will I leave my flesh to thee, to be in yours? Will I shed my blood to thee, to be a silence...within yours" Goddess mine... who who'd been blessed in a carnage veil Ceased are your thoughts and with them thy will...silvering hells! A deathmasked love, airfilling cries in bearable ways, sin turns to vice... The dream of reunion, as beautiful as light saw her Like fine gently coiling rivers, her veins in palce skin... A vanishing shade of the roses she reveived...Sirrah! Unlike to feel, (thy) unmitigated sleep Not to be thriven in my hold Unlike to be, till my dusk is spread on the checks, once belonged to thee! Just a breath, the remaining word between your world and mine Just a moment to tear you out of my hold to... ...longing, temptation and sin! 4. Awaiting Thy Pentacle Aeon Serene aisde the crystal walls a sigh Her weeping eyes do know that time is high Neither moon not shriek thereafter ought to be Aghast her moolit face, a final dying sanctity Mother mistress, deaths tole out ability to mourn And for our ears her last wish is forlorn That wicked essence owned no why So us alike the beast shall die! Awakened from aeon sleep our restless quest Began with scythes above out heads Ruritanian age, drawn red for me, your emerald eyes in silent woe Beauty child of lovei see your dead skin so dear in the show Ravenhearted, not for long eradication sang it's song with ordeal above our heads We (who seek mutigating wine in this dying (world) though fate is screaming, haunting here Let idols fail, thy pentacle aeon offen near! When the last face kisses the soil I will wander My way once more and no more ways back there'll be When being is illicit I will be all alone I will kiss the bewandered soil A frozen memory falls upon the scythes one thousand pieces jewelry of ice Let's breathe the breath of this unnatural winter Like fragments of life catching the splinters Let's soulwards hide these keys to our demise! The silver past has been stranded on serenity as from The surface of time future calls for me Fife shades on the moon and one calls the dead A voice once a mistress whispered, o, so sad! Arisen from ashes her sunk last wish is free... Serene aside the crystal walls a sigh Her weeping eyesdo know that time is nigh Neither moon not shriek thereafter ought to be Aghast her moolit face, a final dying sanctity Mother mistress, deaths tole out ability to mourn And for our ears her last wish is forlorn That wicked essence owned no why So us alike the beast shall die! Awakened from aeon sleep our restless quest Began with scythes above out heads Ruritanian age, drawn red for me, your emerald eyes in silent woe Beauty child of lovei see your dead skin so dear in the show Ravenhearted, not for long eradication sang it's song with ordeal above our heads We (who seek mutigating wine in this dying (world) though fate is screaming, haunting here Let idols fail, thy pentacle aeon offen near! When the last face kisses the soil I will wander My way once more and no more ways back there'll be When being is illicit I will be all alone I will kiss the bewandered soil A frozen memory falls upon the scythes one thousand pieces jewelry of ice Let's breathe the breath of this unnatural winter Like fragments of life catching the splinters Let's soulwards hide these keys to our demise! The silver past has been stranded on serenity as from The surface of time future calls for me Fife shades on the moon and one calls the dead A voice once a mistress whispered, o, so sad! Arisen from ashes her sunk last wish is free... 5. TheSe Mirrored 1s Empty (it)...your heart... Your soul... Try to seek...your tears... And their reasons... I saw you in the depths of light... Same red eyes... We are alike...! Close yourself... Open your old...injury... 6. Dreams Unfold Laid on thorns, till Morpheus took what's real Laid to mourn, to look what night has to conceal Within a mist of myself you I found Followed the seed of weeds and roses my life have bound Let us unfold together... Broke the oath till truth was overwhelmed Trapped your light to sense what fear has to conceal Let us gather our hearts in the dark and cold For noone passes our valley in it's stale youth Undeaneath the twin suns we strife alone O, let us share the pungent air and lower to our death With my bare hands I teared your heart, sweet rose! No more words, I ripped your tongue and raped your soul! Foul skin's my coat, red heart my meal, my overdose! No love nor hate, no reason nor aim, just dreams unfold! Within a mist of myself... In the dark and cold... Let us unfold together...let us unfold! 7. Spiral Mystery Heal me, mizzling modern mood has moistened me folly statue at day Heal me, mizzling modern mood has moistened me invicible saviour at night Wash me clean, wash me clean, wash me clean Hold me up, pull me down, steal my dream Eat this war, eat this raw, beat this self A mussed up thought process defends me from its shelf It's hard to tell that this heaven has just brightened up to loose myself It's hard that you've just brightened up to loose grip on me But's easy to see that a God hides behind such truth of none But's easy to hear that I see that you loose grip on me Wash me clean Hold me up Eat this war Defend me Wash me clean Defend me from it's shelf "And they say - the starry choir And the other listening things That Israfeli's fire Is owing to that lyre By which he sits and signs The trembling living wire Of those unusual strings" Wash me clean, wash me clean, wash me clean Hold me up, pull me down, steal my dream Eat this war, eat this raw, beat this self A mussed up thought process defends me from its shelf 8. Sphereflight Who welters in those rivers I shedded in my cheeks? Who feels joy in two-colour sphere? And who but I could die in vain? Crying, preying... The dream of ripping circles to tear all circular apart The yearn for Kadmon wings to flee Assiah angelwards The state of being wishless to tear this mirrorsphere apart The yearn for Kadmon's flow to flee on six-winged unique art Whose hands lifted days up, far above gone purity? Whose feet trampled hopeful past? And who but myself could remember? Crying, preying... The dream of ripping circles to tear all circular apart The yearn for Kadmon wings to flee Assiah angelwards O, how I wanted! How I need! But I knew and now I know! Through two Atziluth's voices play Are hurting while these weepings prey When did it leave unfoundedly? Still one's timeless scream longing me to amrk Telling me it's still unfelt But I knew and now I know! Through two Atziluth's voices play Are hurting while these weepings prey