Suicide Forest Suicide Forest 1. Kingdom of Solitude Isolated without hope, Haunted by dreams Alone in the morose silence, Unable to speak Locked away, From this loathsome world Far from all whom I despise Cold air infects my lungs, As I gasp my dying breath All consuming, this atmosphere of endless plight Engulfing my poisoned mind All that once was, Never again shall be As I enter my Kingdom of Solitude 2. Auto-Immolation As you stand rooted in the Earth before me I gaze upon your branches Who once were the instruments of my demise Suspended, my feet above ground Nearly lifeless I swing Only when the all consuming blackness began to set in Did your sturdy arms fail to hold Robbed of my freedom, my young mind defeated With the twine still firmly constricting my throat I opened my eyes, With the cold, solid Earth at my back I look upon your branches With bloodshot, innocent eyes 3. Longing for Nothingness No Cold Steele, no course fibers No Intoxicating liquids will heal me Here I stand beneath cloud covered skies Lamenting all that is. Though I long to drink my last drop, Though I welcome my end I remain upon this wretched world Until this existence destroys me. All that I am, All that I've had Is tainted and robbed of its essence All that remains is my persistence to be The architect of my own demise. 4. Baptized in Pools of Despondency Instrumental 5. Sea of Trees Alone, far from all I revel in solitude Beneath grey skies Amongst the trees I shall be Away from this world, I exist Far beyond the reach of man So that I may rest and have piece Cast away on this island Upon the Sea of Trees A figure cloaked in mist Alone in the silent darkness Barely a human remains Merely the shell of what once was As emptiness is all that remains Cast away on this island Upon the sea of trees 6. Cold Dark Comfort This barless cell of solitude So cold, so bleak Yet it’s blackness Brings me the comfort That life could not Frozen stone Gelid my pale flesh My icy breath Fades into blackness I dare not attempt To escape this unfeeling tomb For the morose stone walls Shield me from the loathsome world