Maleficium
			This Illusion Of Humanity

1. Downfall

High above the world
On a golden throne
He is powerfull
Worshipped by thousands

He is enjoying
All the attention

Looking over his kingdom
And his people
He is feeling proud
And so he should be

But outside his kingdom
He is just like us
Unawareness in this state of mind
Prevents him from seeing that

The king is now dethroned
All of his subjects have deserted him
All because of his incapability
To act normally

But outside his kingdom
He is just like us
Unawareness in this state of mind
Prevents him from seeing that

Someone else has taken over his position
Past glory faded away
Alone and crying
He dies


2. Questions of Existence


3. Uncovered Intentions

Words of truth turned to lie
Spoken with a twisted feeling

Time will reveal those words
without meaning

Incomprehension within the mind
Too naive for reality
Immoral behaviour
Below human dignity

Domination of disbelief
Controls the imagination
Containing imaginary visions
Obtained by this illusion

Analysing those meaningless words
Of a dream that could not be
Will the intentions be uncovered
As they will manipulate the future for me

Time will reveal those words
without meaning


4. Disillusion

Misery in my crypt of life
Just lost my world
Walls are tumbling down

Trust, my everlasting goal
Mutual, the only thing I want
And if you don't feel that way
Turn your back on me

Explain what you see
Tell my life to me
Look inside yourself
And face what's not going to be

People playing a double game
Disapproval of honesty
My face is right here
Scared to tell me the truth?
Decide for me if I can't handle your way


5. The Family Game

I am proud of my existence
Parents know I'm present
Part of deranged minds
Under the skin of our civilized society
Civilized HA!

Born with first human
Imbedded in our genes
My life into eternity
Reduces humanity into animality

Nightmare of our society
Plague of humankind
Children will pay high prices
Until parenthood dies

It is the game
You won't forget

Commit me, a rapist you will be
Running in the family
Inflicting everything
Hushed up by community

It is the game
It is the pain
You won't forget
The Family Game


6. Hydrogen

The ultimate solution is on its way
Most elementary part of life,
yet most destructive

There it goes on its pillar of fire
Smallest part, most destructive
On its way to the other side
It cannot hide, seek shelter
Neither can its victims

Devided from the driver
Falling is the only way
Objective in sight, no salvation
A hundred megatonnes will find a space
In a split second unleashed

One sun activates the other
Ten million degrees at the core
Concrete becomes glass
What is not melted is blown apart
Shadows carved in rock

The lucky ones evaporate
The others suffer in pain
Death by brain or intestinal disease
Afterlife is your future

Afterlife is your future


7. The Irreversable Solution

Infinite anguish, my hideous burden
Life doesn't match expectancy,
growing discontence
Status quo is for the mindless,
though dreams deceive

First goal, done or failed,
doubt will always be
Selfishness,
the crime that both sides are guilty of
Whatever decision, infinite suffering

All that's left in my life
Is not worth living for
Please, do not let me be
Peace is what I seek right now

Don't take irreversable solutions
There's always a sun behind those clouds

This blasphemous behaviour
results in double sin
Part of Creation, my thoughts can't be
So be it, take our best wishes
on your journey into the void
Peace is mine at last

Guilt following blindness,
by which we suffer now
Blindness for your agitations of mind
Blindness for your solitude

Everything remained was distress
Was it worth living for?
Embodying your position
Would I have that courage?

Let thy hereafter not be prosperous
May the perpetrators be prosecuted

A bad example of a wasted life
The sheep will know betrayal
May he know the wisdom of infinity
The wisdom you will once collect


8. Memorare