Caliban The Undying Darkness 1. Intro 2. I Rape Myself Now I'm standing here alone at the of the road screaming into the emptiness. Why did we start this way together, (although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone (completely) broken and misused by love !' Chorus: I rape myself and I don't know why, this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all! Have you ever understood me, Have you ever felt the same, Have you ever looked in my eyes, Burry my starving heart... Chorus: I rape myself and I don't know why, this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all! My heart was a present But you didn't understand You weren't ready to go until the end together (beside me) That is why I'm standing here all alone screaming into the emptiness... Chorus: I rape myself and I don't know why, this whole thing makes no sence, no sence at all! 3. Song About Killing I'm here to kill I'm here to die I feel this pain I have this hate you teach me love you teach me fear but now you getting it all back, (and my reasons are just trivial...) try to run away but belive me,to die is your fate... Chorus: this song is about killing a loveletter just for you lets make it right lets make it clear no- one wants you here!!! all I want is to kill I want you dead the price is too high my life's to short (I'm sick of hunting you) you are my shadow you are my demon you have to burn for my joy I'll watch you burn so you better run,before I'll watch you burn try to run away but belive me,to die is your fate... Chorus: this song is about killing a loveletter just for you lets make it right lets make it clear no- one wants you here!!! 4. It's Our Burden to Bleed in our world fire burns brightly take care or you get hurt. flames kiss you goodnight, ashes is whats left behind. you're dead in my head, in our world you cry, Chorus: we've gone too far now, we fell too deep- it's our burden's to bleed we kill you all, kill you... we've gone too far, we fell too deep, didn't you see, it's our burden to bleed... our life was just a lie, our way just pain. what happened, what's left behind? Chorus: we've gone too far now, we fell too deep- it's our burden's to bleed we kill you all, die... what's left behind? (just the shadows of our guilty mind, come on sweet death, we expect your lovely kiss!!!) 5. Nothing Is Forever Certainty of emptyness, trustfull new pain and thougts of the path 2mal there is just one constance... nothings for ever!!! Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,black & white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief nothings for ever!!! (from above the dark sky of the night watches instructive my inner fight,) Chorus: I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever(but eternaty) time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,black & white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief nothings for ever!!! And in the end only haze remains nothing is forever Chorus: I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever(but eternaty) certainty of fate,fatal emptyness... An empty hope for future, how shapeless (the) fate shows; I fight for something eternal... Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,black & white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief nothings for ever!!! 6. Together Alone Your life is life, mine is just a lie!!! Time passes by, everything flows in the same stream and we are driving down the river.. I pause and let you go. My tears whip the river There I stand, stiff for ever Singing this song of mourning My cradle is full of hope, I don't give up, I break the wall (and fight,forever for my joy...) You're going your own way, floating in another dream. you feel no fear, no doubt, your power keeps you real... There will be new paths, no doubt and well-fed fears, We will go our ways alone, together alone. Let's Go... Your life is life, mine is just a lie!!! 7. My Fiction Beauty Waiting to breathe out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away... sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels free to beat. it's all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could save me!!! Chorus: save me, you were the avenger- a shining ILLUSION of my lust a shining ILLUSION of my trust sweet shadows are calling me, My heart is scared to beat, it's all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could kill me!!! Chorus: save me, you were the avenger- a shining ILLUSION of my lust a shining ILLUSION of my trust sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels too weak to beat. it's all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who killed me!!! Chorus: save me, you were the avenger- a shining ILLUSION of my lust a shining ILLUSION of my trust Waiting to breathe out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away... 8. No More 2nd Chances WHAT IS THE MEANING, WHICH IS THE DRIVE THAT KEEPS ON HURTING YOU? MY WORDS ARE A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD- MY WOUNDS ARE YOUR SCARS OF TOMORROW! Chorus: No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances EVERY STEP I MAKE IS WRONG, ITS LIKE A (FUCKING) NIGHTMARE AND THERE ARE NO MORE 2ND CHANCES!!! Chorus: No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances ALL I CAN SEE IS A HORIZON OF PAIN (AND HATRED), I just reflect cold emotions... AND I DESERVE THE PAIN- MAYBE I'LL WAKE UP ONE DAY!? Chorus: No more 2nd chances,no more fucking chances 9. I Refuse to Keep On Living... Red, blood-red No matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood... Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark? Memmories of fear,cries, noise, silence... A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such sad life. Chorus: Help me out, I try to run away- Help me out,I know you can save me today Save me this time... A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such sad life. Red, blood-red No matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood... I'll go out into the street. Staring eyes, laughing mouths, What have I done, what have I missed? (I run to escape from this storm of ignorance But no matter where I end, ignorance...) Chorus: Help me out, I try to run away- Help me out,I know you can save me today Save me this time... (The dark ... I enjoy the silence, no one there, I see myself,circling wild,time lapse...) Am I at home, am I save ? I look into the mirror, screaming laughter, worse than before... Chorus: Help me out, I try to run away- Help me out,I know you can save me today Save me this time.... I refuse to keep on living such sad life. 10. Sick of Running Away I have no energy to be, where is my will and drive to be happy? You're giving me hope, but everything seems to be illusion and smoke for love,for life,for surrender!!! Just one word and I'll be yours, just one touch and I'll burn again... Chorus: just one word for a new time- cause in your eyes-I see my self, I'm sick of running away but in your eyes what do I mean? A name, one among of thousend others? Nasty and sweet are my thougts but my desire can't be satisfied for love,for life,for surrender!!! The worst shall be over now, your mental beautyness was stunning, my feeling for myself is overgrown of dried plants and I'm sick of running away!!! Chorus: just one word for a new time- cause in your eyes-I see my self, I'm sick of running away just one word and I'll be yours, just one touch and I'll burn again... 11. Moment of Clarity I am willing to suffer, to bleed-to die for the things I care about but it's like kissing the lips of my dead love- like touching her dead cold white skin Chorus: I choose to look back- to see myself I never wanted to hurt you again I choose to look back- to see myself I never wanted to loose you again I have been here before,ground zero the past is a gaping hole my only chance is to turn around and face it I choose to look back to see myself- for her love for her heart for her trust for her love I'm reborn... Chorus: I choose to look back- to see myself I never wanted to hurt you again I choose to look back- to see myself I never wanted to loose you again 12. Army of Me (Björk cover) Stand up you've got to manage I won't sympathize anymore Chorus: And if you complain once more You meet an army of me You're alright There's nothing wrong Self-sufficience please! And get to work Chorus: And if you complain once more You meet an army of me You're on your own now We won't save you We won't save you You're on your own now We won't save you Your rescue-squad Is too exhausted Chorus: And if you complain once more You meet an army of me 13. Room of Nowhere Coldness surrounds me, i'm filled with fear in this room of nowhere... Chorus: tell me where is my soul I move in the dark tell me where is my soul well-fed from hatred screamings surround me, kill or die, (your soul is our desire ) in this room of nowhere... Chorus: tell me where is my soul I move in the dark tell me where is my soul well-fed from hatred masters of (the) fire teach me your art in this room of nowhere... Chorus: tell me where is my soul I move in the dark tell me where is my soul well-fed from hatred