Saturnus - Veronika Decides To Die


Original Version Brazil Version Rerelease Version
1. I Long 10:54 1. I Long 10:54 1. I Long 10:54
2. Pretend 6:27 2. Pretend 6:27 2. Pretend 6:27
3. Descending 9:06 3. Descending 9:06 3. Descending 9:06
4. Rain Wash Me 7:23 4. Rain Wash Me 7:23 4. Rain Wash Me 7:23
5. All Alone 6:20 5. All Alone 6:20 5. All Alone 6:20
6. Embraced by Darkness 6:46 6. Embraced by Darkness 6:46 6. Embraced by Darkness 6:46
7. To The Dreams 5:48 7. To The Dreams 5:48 7. To The Dreams 5:48
8. Murky Waters 6:39 8. Murky Waters 6:39 8. Murky Waters 6:39
9. Embraced By Darkness - Demo Version 8:28
10. Raven God - Demo Version 7:27
--- Bonus Disk ---
1. I Long 10:01
2. To the Dreams 5:57
3. Embraced by Darkness 8:29
4. All Alone 6:59
5. Rain Wash Me Down 5:30
total time 59:23 total time 75:18 total time 1:36:19


1. I Long

I do me wrong
And I do it again
My sorrow rain
My feeling pain
See me through, walk me through

I long
I still long
I long
I long so much away - from me - for me
I long
I still long

Take my lips
Kiss me sweet
Take my feelings
Stop me from sweating fear
My sweet nightmare ends

I long
I still long
I long
I long so much away - from me - for me
My sweet nightmare ends


2. Pretend

Here strolls the blackened sky
With me, myself and I

Let's pretend well meet again
Pretend you knew me
Pretend you cared
Lets pretend we once kissed
With compassion
With heartfelt affection

Let's pretend well meet again
Let's just, lets just pretend
Pretend you're still... you're still my friend

Let's pretend well meet again
Pretend you knew me
Pretend you cared
Let's pretend we once kissed
With compassion


3. Descending

I wish upon the stars
My dreams will come through
I leave tonight
Please come... come clean and true

If I'm still here I cannot say
If I'm going... going on or away
Load me perfect time
I wish upon the stars today

I wish upon the stars


4. Rain Wash Me

Darkness falls upon my mind
Recalls all the sleepless nights
Shadows of my faceless pain
Feelings of the deep dark rain

Will my sad memories wash away with my shame?
Will the rain wash away the demons in my eyes?

Dreams of solitude that can't be found
Will the rain wash away?

All I remember was the pain coming back
The rope choking my neck
Nightfall all around

All I remember was the pain coming back
The rope choking my neck
Nightfall all around

Darkness falls upon my mind
Recalls all the sleepless nights
Shadows of my faceless pain
Feelings of the deep dark rain

Will my sad memories wash away with my shame?
Will the rain wash away the demons in my mind?


5. All Alone

I'm standing here
Watching the clouds float by
Wondering why the pain never deserted me
The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left

I'm flying... away
I'm flying... away

Holding hands with myself
Sharing life with myself
Reaping the loneliness I've sown
In these fields I've always grown
Digging blackness from my mind
I will die all alone


6. Embraced By Darkness

In this black cold night
Make me calm
Stop the blood running from my eyes
In my mind
From the places in my mind

When the darkness embraces me
I do not feel alone
When the darkness embraces me
I know I'm going home

In this black cold night
Chase the pain from within my heart
Wipe the blood from my eyes
From the places in my mind

When the darkness embraces me
I do not feel alone
When the sorrow takes me
I'm embracing the darkness alone
Please - take me home

I'm the snake in my own so called paradise
Embracing myself with darkness
My demise

In this black cold night
Make me calm
Stop the blood running from my eyes
In my mind
From the pain within my mind


7. To The Dreams

And the warm wind caressed me deeply
Gently touched my soul
Made me forget all dark thoughts
Sadness on its way
Sorrow nevermore to stay

I'm the mare in my dreams
I'm the scarred wrist I fear
I'm another life that will fade
Shadows of my haunted soul
The pain that will not end

Come take it all, burn it away
Let the sunshine in again
Stop the loneliness - make it sane
Twist the broken mirror into one
Make me believe the pain has gone


8. Murky Waters

Murky waters live in my eyes
Within my restless nights
Begging the spring rain to fall
Escape these murky waters
Make you remove this blinding pain
And my cliffhigh prison
This is the growing vision
Murky waters

Waves of my crippled heart
That rests beneath, dead and dark

But nothing will ever remove this certain pain
Nothing will ever softened me
Make the spring rain fall Blend these murky waters

Murky waters live in my eyes
Within my restless nights
Begging the spring rain to fall
Escape these murky waters
Make you remove this blinding pain
And my cliffhigh prison
This is the growing vision
Murky waters

(Please) Calm my cries
(Please) Call my name



Recorded at The Sweet Silence Studios
Produced by Flemming Rasmussen


Lyrics in plain text format





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