Golgotha Wet Dreams of the Insane 1. Apartment 13 "Ahhhhh" I left Apartment 13 Yesterday so long ago I never thought I'd be back here again I left Apartment 13 Devils on my breath benighted across the line is new insanity Welcome to Apartment 13 Where the razorblades come clean. Welcome to my mental hell Let me show you to your cell Whooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaa I left Apartment 13 Blood was running down the walls Yeah pieces of my loved ones here and there Welcome to Apartment 13 Let me introduce the obscene Welcome to my own graveyard Step inside I'll leave you scarred. "What did you say?" *lots of voices* Welcome to Apartment 13 Where the razorblades come clean Take a load off, yeah come on inside Between your ribs my knife will slide WELCOME "Welcome" *spoken word* I'm sitting here in a daze In this apartment I can never escape Her body's laying before me Her face is such a mess I cut her from one stinking hole to the next Just like connect the dots Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaa "Connect the dots" Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah Welcome to Apartment 13 Where the razorblades come clean Welcome to my own graveyard Step inside I'll leave you scarred Welcome to Apartment 13 Where the razorblades come clean Welcome to my little hell Let me show you to your cell Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Yeah come on inside You're always welcome right here Oh come on inside Ohhhh Right now! 2. Apocalyptic Sunshine Shards of the windows of the world Tune down all the lights Spray paint your name in blood yeah Within the canvas of the night Dip your fingers deep in her Taste the rancor of sin Embrace the dead rich kiss of cults Another dying day begins Begins This dying day begins Apocalyptic Sunshine On the threshold of purity we dine Apocalyptic Sunshine The flesh of our forefathers are intertwined Breathe Breathe deep my friend the poison death Listen to the brain cells pop Shoot me up with ecstatic joy -my hearts nuised down then dropped Feed me to your monster and let him take my soul so...????????? Im full with life but you know Im the death of Rock and Roll Tonight we crucified Apocalyptic Sunshine The flesh of our forefathers intertwined Apocalyptic Sunshine On the threshold of purity we dine 3. Reactor Number 4 This lead laced anit-Christ atomic angels watching us Baptismal radiation blessed be the crippled and the scarred Look deep in the mushroom can you see the crucifix The son of god is going home look deep into the light Praise the lord and turn to dust, you are but human stain That wipes away unholyness, only purity remains Remains This is a holy place Reactor Number 4 Hell is always watching me through the cracks up in the floor Holyness is leaking through into the world of sin A tiny touch of holyness can eat away one's skin This lead laced anit-Christ atomic angels watching us Baptismal radiation blessed be the infected and the scarred You burnt me oh lord You set me on fire with this truth of god Let there be hellfire as we cross these fields of sin Oh lord take me home take me home End of your blessings End of your blessings The end of your blessings The lord this is now over The lord this is over Amen brother The cold king of the serpant prevails He who walks on blades of grass sharp as Phoenix talons Below the light expands the kingdom of a million wasps Silent turmoil change seperate freedom and demons of the night Cast below the demon into the kingdom hell I want to be there I'm hungry for the souls of legions Wandering among the caverns of doubt Praise the lord Praise the lord 4. Cradled in the Arms of Death In the year 2025 Only the rich can afford to be alive The poor suffocate under polluted skies Rollin' through the smoke just waiting there to die You can all make it, weaken the fall Kill for yourselves all hope is gone Gone I support this engage The rich build a mountain from their ears Bend over weight from dying stares The future is now there is no relief The abortionists suffocate on their own greed Besides being bleeding and poor Humanity is an open sore Cradled warm as death goes on Ghost behind me insects hum Hungry with a million eyes Always filed away your own demise Watch me how you're broke into this liquid world of me Swim with me until the moon unhaunts the death of me Cradled in the arms of death for all eternity Kill me, feel this ___ Incinerated burned bodies fill the night All trespassers will be shot on sight Self mutilation is such a scream Is this really the American dream Assassinate the president take control The nation has grown a new counter of souls Cradled warm as death goes on Ghost behind me insects hum Hungry with a million eyes Always filed away your own demise 5. Fingerpaintings of the Insane Turning the knife buried in your stomach I woke up alive black with stain Glistening and new, the sunsets coming Fingerpaintings of the insane Come on and sterilize me Kneel down and idolize me Suck me Fuck me Resurrect me Rut me Cut me and infect me Slice me Dice me I want to die screaming The thoughts of dead babies Wiped away with my semen Bleed me Feed me and inject me Feel me Kill me Then dissect me The pigs will squeal Their blood will drain Fingerpaintings of the insane Slice the throats of authority Look deep past the skin and you will see I am the messiah I am the messiah Greasy smoke billows into the sky Cockroach dreams, the human dust of pain Twitching, screaming, hide your razor face Fingerpaintings of the insane Come on and sterilize me Kneel down and idolize me Suck me Fuck me Resurrect me Rut me Cut me and infect me Slice me Dice me I want to die screaming The thoughts of dead babies Wiped away with my semen Bleed me Feed me and inject me Feel me Kill me Then dissect me 6. Love Eats It's Own I grasp for light And cannot reach Because of this thing Love it leaks That sucks the blood with deadly lust And these angels that filled with dust Love her Unable to move When the poisons injected A corpse among god says Moving the dissected Love is a whore Rolling on the floor Suck infection gangreen open sore I love you Forcing me to leave you what sinned Listing the dead Love eats its own No matter how fast it grows Love eats its own Love is insectile Love is a whore Love is a cannibal Always wanting more Love her 7. Blood of God On a canvas made of flesh I watch him with your children's blood on my chin I wait and mourn for the death of time... in the mind's eye, I wait Alright The moon is coming down to greet me The wolves gather 'round, yes, to eat me Come Beneath the changing skies that will be dying off soon, I fall on my knees before your blood streaked pagan moon. Yes, I am your's consume me reaping what I sow Let the wolves eat what is left of my pathetic soul. Yeah--------Right The moon comes down to greet me. The wolves gather 'round, they gather 'round to eat me. Right Now Beneath the grim face of the moon streaked with the blood of god I have touched the naked sun and watched it fall apart. You are the god foresaken, I am living sin, I walk among you with your childrens blood on my chin. On my chin. Kill this thing, level the universe kil the pain kill the shame baptized in my own blood take the gun put it in my mouth, pull the fucking trigger and blow my brains out. Yes you kill, we kill, you feel no pain, no pain. 8. Generation of the Zombie Alright! The trash into the goblins of the sea On the backs of Earthly do we tread Upon my tears of angel abrasion Blood is clotting, building a new nation Generation of the zombie Dedicate of the weak class I am yours to zombie Children of the living I've been died, the died of old Ask if he do want some more Because nobody wants to see Is this world dire killing me? Generation of the zombie Dedicate of the weak class I am yours to zombie Children of the living Brutally, we dig into The poised asses of me and you Strangle the light and take your breath We're leaving, watching prison men Beneath chrome wheels of my own truck Inhaling death is such a fucking rush Generation of the zombie Dedicate of the weak class I am yours to zombie Children of the living Ahh, yeah! Through stone eyes, the knowing love Beneath my boots I crush the dove Give me death or liberty God has his face on me Generation of the zombie Dedicate of the weak class I am yours to zombie Children of the living 9. Generation of the Zombie II (Dax's Poem) At last, And he was taken out of the city To a place known as the sky And he grew 10. Nothingness I almost heard the planet sigh I almost felt it breathe But the god of this land died I feel the spirits leave The dry blood of the dead cockroach Fill the sidewalk cracks Helter skelter full mouth shelter I see the dark turn black Twisted coathanger the abortion of dreams Even though your mouth is shut inside I hear you scream Feeling the tumor growing inside What little bit of joy you had slit it's wrists and died No sunset, the horizon's black Standing on the edge I ain't never looking back Why does my soul ache and wish that it would die? Why when I see pain am I unable to cry? Can you hear the banging of the plowshears into swords? Did you feel abandoned when they cut the umbilical cord? Can you feel this life inside me, can you feel it breathe? There is nothing here, there is nothingness There is nothing There is nothing, nothing, nothing, nothingness 11. The Mortician's Flame Hunter of tears, relative pain Half of this world is dark with the stain The stain of unknowing The dead flower buds, On smiling lips is innocent blood The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold Now promise me you''ll kill me before I get old I hear you on the telephone Moaning my doom A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room Just enough, a heart attack Seal up my black body bag Take me home and hate me, love Bite the hand of our lost love Take your time and take your life Amputate with this dull knife Heaven''s meat is on the stick Stir my pain with an ice pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind I can smell abortion on you I can see through I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you 12. What Color Is Death? What color is death? The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death I don't want you I want your flesh Close my eyes and dream of death Slip away and take a breath Rivers running dark and cool How can nothingness be cruel? What color is death? The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death I don't want you I want your flesh Close my eyes and dream of death Slip away and take a breath Rivers running dark and cool How can nothingness be cruel? Trip with me and meet the sun Orgasm of light Suck the world inside yourself Spitting forth the night Douse their minds in gasoline Drop the burning match Angel alien love I wait for them to hatch I listen to the trees They hum and hold hands with the moon Insects whisper sweet nothings The solar system blooms The skulls of babies grow within The garden of the soul Where the girls run barefoot and all life lives uncontrolled Come on baby let's kick back and bleed with me awhile Never mind the cold black truth That stains the kitchen tile Come on baby let's kick back and bleed with me awhile Never mind the cold black truth That stains the kitchen tile