Ankhagram
      Where Are You Now

-(Life's Ocean)-

I have got used to all...
To feelings that were at me,
To emotions which were gone
In a haze and oblivion

In me emptiness
And grief about the lost
Waves of my heart...
Life's ocean...

In it all has drowned,
That was my dear to heart...
The childhood... Such kind...
I've not forgotten it...

Has not forgotten, as loved, was afraid
As life enjoyed...

And has not see, how it began to drown
To disappear...
Madness...

- (The Mistress) -

I thought that I live...
I saw light, a shade, hatred, love.
I felt it
Was live, and thought that really.

Everything that was close to me -
It already is not present.
Life has disappeared, was gone.

I've understood that I still had only death,
My death, and I its carrier.
The mistress of soul. Thoughts.

I damn that hour that was my birth,
That hour which has given birth to my death.

- (Shade You) -

I look at you from ...
And I see oblivion, emptiness...
What with you became?
Where you now?

I cannot leave you such...
Where the real you?
Where you now?

You loved life which has betrayed you.
It has made of you a shade.
Shade you.

You were full of feelings,
Different, bright.
They are not present.
Where they now?

All real, now only a dream,
Nightmare, suffering.
You ?????? has disappeared, was gone...
I know, where you now...

- (Trees Of Feelings) -

In me there was a life,
As if wood, trees of feelings...
Emotions...

It was dense, fresh, pure...
The sun heated it, shined...
Has burnt down...

I have not forgotten it, I remember.
I remember, how loved this wood,
As breathed...


Everything that was in this wood
Slowly dies, does not breathe.
All weight of grief has broken trees,


Feelings, disappear...
Listening to dying voices,
I leave together with them,
In emptiness, in darkness...
In silence...

- (K.O.D.) -

Throne of grief
... sadness of dawn
Kingdom of darkness
... Oceans of forgotten hopes
Lonely voices sing the sad songs.
where is that kingdom?
where is my home...

This place, where the rivers flow from blood and tears
This place, where the moon shines more brightly than sun
This place, where dark night is longer than day
This place so far away

This place, where the black birds never sing
This place, where the pleasure brings sufferings
This place, where pours an eternal rain
This place of an eternal pain

Fields of black flowers
... Rich fog above the river
Kingdom of darkness
... One believer
Millions voices whisper my name
Where this kingdom?
Where is same?

This place, where the silent shadows never die
This place, where the lonely people never cry
This place, where are not afraid to be alone
This place always will be unknown

This place, where the spirits dance
This place, where the phantoms make the perfect graceful ritual
Dedication in a kingdom where at last believers find long-awaited freedom

Throne of grief
... sadness of dawn
Kingdom of darkness
... Oceans of forgotten hopes
Lonely voices sing the sad songs.
where is that kingdom?
where is my home...

Fields of black flowers
... Rich fog above the river
Kingdom of darkness
... One believer
Millions voices whisper my name
Where this kingdom?
Where is same?