Omnium Gatherum Years in Waste 1. The Fall Went Right Through Here Whose fault is it If one hasn't been here long enough to be happy 'Cause every day they try with branched thoughts But they fail in something, They fail to see Whose fault is it If one hasn't been here long enough to be happy 'Cause every day they try with branched thoughts But they fail in something, They fail to see That "I'm so fucking tired, Why can't I be alright" And for those who felt nothing this year The fall went right through here, And here And here with the burdens we'll have to take now To be safe from harm, To get us through For how long has it been there My heart's so full of this No leaves will line the streets And who could ask for more, Who could ask for more The world of my soul is all I have To thank with all of my patience And I don't wanna follow The same old goddamn line 'Cause it would be too much and I would be no more Then I wouldn't be at all, Then I wouldn't be at all 2. Waste Of Bereavement Now the devil is old and diseased In the very heart of each bone All the sons have gone to their mothers To learn the things that will count Those who die may come back "How you leave today" does not And if you wanna get down below Then you'll get down below How I'd like to live in a city That don't breed for spiritless dreams But I'll stay awake and I'll pray Let them go away if they want "My fucking youth in a sewer" Is not the loss to be grieved And I got no hate for you Honey, No good it will ever be If I can't make it here I'm not gonna make it If not here, I'm not gonna make it anywhere "My fucking youth in a sewer" Is not the loss to be grieved And I got no hate for you Honey, No good it will ever be Poor devil's ass for god's fist If what you are is being a no one And if you wanna get down below Then you'll get down below Oh oh oh oh, Is it like that Will the little town little boots Melt away, Melt into this world If I can't make it here I'm not gonna make it If not here, I'm not gonna make it anywhere Anywhere, Anywhere 3. Misanthropic (Let The Crown Fall) Will the earth sink into the abyss of nothingness With naught but thick blackness And have I followed the will of my own No, I don't think I'm any better than you If the circle gets all straightened up Then comes the age of northern winds No one is crowned, Let this word be weighed I've washed my hands to hold you close Well, I'm dead serious tonight and I'll have it now Set out to sing, Baby, To sing the verses of fall When there are no more words left That's the right thing to do, Right on yeah Well, I'm dead serious tonight and I'll have it now Set out to sing, Baby, To sing the verses of fall When there are no more words left That's the right thing to do It's not a question of who's the meanest motherfucker on earth It's not a question of who gives or who doesn't give a fuck "Maahan miehet, Maahan miekat, Maahan..." 4. Black Seas Cry A wretched man one will grow to be While someone's heart is weeping Is it a lot of weight, A lot of grief And what will become of this There's nothing for us, Nothing else As long as it lasts the world's all the same Broken and lonely hallelujah And three rivers will be with you And the greater the sorrow The more trees will grow from where it began If you have to cry then cry now And let them hear, Bringing the seas near To know what it's like.......... Oh yeah, I know what I don't know 'Cause I'm just like you "Even if the search was neverending I swear I'll return here With bitter frost surrounding With a part of the emptiness The night is inside, The night is beloved" And three rivers will be with me And the greater the sorrow The more trees will grow from where it began If I cry now it's too much But I'll let them hear, Bringing the seas near To know what it's like.......... 5. It's A Long Night Empty frames, Withered leaves and a broken window "18 years have had to go, They're gone, Who found the path" The angles to my heart wide open with angelic speech But it can't be said out loud, The thing is that it can't be said Or the morning sun will set into magic sleep Something in my heart told me I must have you Tonight I'll have it all, Now lay on the bedded grass It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody to lean on Empty frames, Withered leaves and a broken window Love was not a glance away A warm embrace more than a dance away "I should go outside and take a walk" With no incense and no lute It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody to lean on It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody It's coming and it's a long night For the souls who got nobody to lean on And autumn is there to picture the loss I'm not going back, No, I'm not going back to that 6. No Moon & No Queen Snowing wherever you go Seen in the red light of sunset Tell me of times before this life And tell me if it's too late, Already too late I've tried to be cleansed from their quarrels The curtain of flames was easily passed Though I feared, I feared a lot For life can be hard sometimes When we're dreamless and cold The moon hiding tears of scarlet Nothing but a glance of mourning Winter queen is made of deceit And the heathens they all die too young "I want to hold you in my arms, I want you more than my soul" In chambers and in need For my eyes to be blessed And what was the worth of it all How did I live through the mist Given the part of a wolf Almost hunted down by the weak In chambers and in need For my eyes to be blessed For life can be hard sometimes When we're dreamless and cold The moon hiding tears of scarlet Nothing but a glance of mourning Winter queen is made of deceit And the heathens they all die too young "I want to hold you in my arms, I want you more than my soul" 7. Gravesilence Good life brings loss that is honest The rope tightens when I'm soulless like you Now I'm here with this fucked up dream Not a sound, Time has stopped and we're blind Who turned the amplifier to full volume And sang about grave silence: "Rainy days and lonely nights, Only darkness There's no light or X.X.X.X in my life" This place is a moment of grief, No bullshit Who turned the amplifier to full volume And sang about grave silence: "Rainy days and lonely nights, Only darkness There's no light or X.X.X.X in my life" This place is a moment of grief, No bullshit With years changing it all stays the same Where am I going and where have we been True depression is different, Isn't it "If I can't cut it out and direct the force To something useful, I'll make the right decision" And it's not like a real suicide 8. The Nolan's Fati For how long have they done thy will "The sun of midnight is ever the son" How much it takes to see what burns our skin Oh what have we achieved by this Words are spoken and things are done, What is wrong God is damned but god's animal mother is alright "I can't find myself, Don't need this anymore" (Well, At least my mother has faith in magic) The loss of strength could not have me Asinine and golden I ride to this city While by our lady precious chaos rules For how long has all been in dirt Let's hope it rains, I think they're dying or is it just me Well, At least the stars gave birth to something new But if it's the kind of love and it's the kind of love That we've been warned about, They're in trouble And the stakes are high as that of Bruno's For all the humble tyrants nowadays Is it better to keep on singing "Your paths were never even close to mine" When I was cast aside I thought it'd be my fate With hollow eyes Proserpina's garden is left behind And the stakes are high as that of Bruno's For all the humble tyrants nowadays Is it better to keep on singing "Your paths were never even close to mine" 9. More Withering Caught somewhere close to this world Close enough to watch beside Where else could have we retired When there's no place at all, No, Dear Is there a haven for those who can't wait no more Would there be a haven for us Mordant wrath is like a dead tree For my ears were, They were killing me Mordant wrath is like a dead tree For my ears were, They were killing me "You think you're withering but you're not withering" Mordant wrath is like a dead tree For my ears were, They were killing me You know I have tried not to forget How I suffered from everything That was within (and all over) me And what we used to be like In the haven where I lived Without you, Without you Now would you help me 'Cause I've seen this already Have I taken it all with me "And I'm so easily caught Forgive me that I'm caught in this That I can't help it like I couldn't help it before" You know I have tried not to forget How I suffered from everything That was within (and all over) me And what we used to be like In the haven where I lived Without you, Without you 10. Auguries Gone They say the good man has gone bad And nothing's god comes to those who wait But they own our world and I'm not part of it Are those devils gonna have their way We've been stranger than the night But force and furor helped us through "Babe, you got real wolfen eyes Would you come and take me down" Down Down Down Down like this So now I'm sober and quiet like a thief (Don't need an augur to save the day) Well, I've seen all Nietzsche's blood dry The things I hear are they what I want We have no right to what's left inside Damn right we'll get it back "... like a falling rose the red wine bleeds lovelorn tears vanish in bereavement... ........ shattered echoes of yesterday I heard them fade away like a...." (In early 1997) Wading across the tulip fields in an old park, In remembrance And in solemn moments such as this I've.............. "En ma enää aja virvatulta" They say I got wasted, But my hands are clean I got long hair and empty pockets, No money at all But this wastrel's got a free spirit and he'll walk with you My eyes may have suffered but they're still full of X.X.X.X It lives in my heart and always will It lives in my heart and always, always will