Nefilim Zoon 1. Still Life Rise, rise, rise, rise...... "We shall crush you down to the point, where there is no coming back, things will happen to you from which you could not recover if you lived a thousand years, a thousand years." Still life Imitating man In another life, in a stranger land, Am I dreaming I am awake, Is this hell or second sight Are we born again like shadows Outside of time "Feel I'm walking outside, circled around me are these faceless figures watching me, as if they are waiting for something to happen... then it happens." 2. Xodus Exit rites, new altered states In the arena of light We welcome your fate Let the dead carry the dead Pyre for the flames Embers of life in the wilderness remain Xodus - I feel reborn Xodus - reborn Your memory and life I watch it all go up in flames Left to die again Fear is mine Morning comes as light Burning out my eyes This is the place we're suffering As we come in from the night Alive "If you are human, this is humanity" Xodus - no place to run - meriahs impaled Xodus - real blood - the rites of change Xodus - now I feel reborn Xodus - reborn Rise, rise, rise, rise... 3. Shine "We'll always be together. Forever" "Sweet dreams." Mirror, Mirror This is the place Where love is broken down I'm barely free As I want you now Misery - seems so cold out Misery - am I dead now Shine - enlighten me - shine Shine - awaken me - shine Shine - for all your suffering - shine Shine - she's mine My face now pressed against the glass The winter here it seems to last Mirror, what they see Misery in me Shine - enlighten me - shine Shine - awaken me - shine Shine - for all your suffering - shine Shine Malachi "Shine like a mirror reflecting, like the sun shines -- something that comes from above, when all that remains falls below." Bow before Hecate Man of fortune Man of shame She's gonna reach for The hearts of all of you And I know her eyes are true In a fatal world, They're afraid of what she brings In an unknown world There are fears of nothing And I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid I will bring her down Lord I'm barely human I could raise her now But I can't bear to lose her I'm not afraid I'm freezing, I'm waiting All winter, her season Asleep now I wait here Awaken I can't let go The winter - the winter - the winter She's here again Is this the end Here there's nothing left Laid to rest now Can't look away I keep holding her Winter without me seems so beautiful Be not afraid of the ways she brings No, I'm not afraid of the way she shines "I'm dreaming all night. All night." 4. Penetration "Seeing things in my whole life, images exploding. You have been chosen." "We are free." Endemion - magical son Nothing here is real Lasts forever Shining like gods New body, new blood The fire that I feel Armageddon Vision Penetrating me Penetrating you Penetrating deep Look out "What's happening is real. You can't stop them. What do you think, we just go on forever?" Ziarahs are all burning ahead Illuminating ways I've not dreamed before Eternals are inviting me in I see images of you burn forever Can't contain Penetrating deep - generating me Penetrating you - let go We must go back now Make my entrance one way And I can't look in And I can't look back We cannot stop, no Black out Listen "Repeat: we have confirmed angel touchdown. The place is completely ablaze of fire. It's like hell down here. I think we're going straight for the fucking light." Penetrating deep Penetrating me Penetrating you Again 5. Melt (The Catching of the Butterfly) As she crawls from my hands Her eyes I think they've found me Matter Blood Her features cease to be traced Oh forgive me Now have your place with god Innocence can be hell Of the perfumed and penetrated flesh She's melting, melting away Of the passions that see and destroy us This subtle fire, the secret flame Torture by desire Transformation from flesh to spirit Melting, just melt away There's a stillness Between the light and me Nothing but dreams and decay And the angel Whose wounds are my lamentation Oh just melt away Melting, Melting away..... 6. Venus "Forgive me as I have become the trail of mutilation towards destruction, evil for all. We the arbitrary souls of our own temple -- need nobody as we reach out and hold your breath of life." Who has sent an angel for our requiem Slaughter house religion And the burning sun Liars devotees of their deities I see Venus decomposing Here in front of me, close to me "She's a liar." Hell hallucinates As you're fucked and bled My dreams made flesh Your words are dead Paralyzed Wide awake - reaching for the light Dead to the world Victim of today Wide awake, Victim you are mine Still warm Your eyes Your words Your faith You burn so close to me Fear is losing control Fear is losing your life Fear is taking your soul Fear is you are mine She feels Still warm As the womb grows colder - sufferer Dreams I will bleed from your heart Reasons for my world go rushing blind Know my name No invocation called me As I reached her from inside Love could have killed her just the same Know my name - dead to the world My words - dead to the world You're dead Venus was decomposing Her hair blazed like sunlight Flowering in a stream of gold Your eyes Your words Your faith It brings you close to me Fear is losing control Fear is losing your life Fear is taking your soul Fear is you are mine 7. Pazuzu (Black Rain) "This generation shall not pass. This is the last man." This generation shall not pass Till all these things take place Uncrowned Earthbound Man made man - god Black is the rain Under blackened skies Ressurection day an anti-christ Black rain let it come now Black rain we look up now Black rain On this eaten heart - our crucifier We enter in a world of fucking hypocrites and liars Seasons have decayed now And man made God Sorrow for Satan and priests like dogs No one here remembers the bending of our minds Pray for today Tomorrow you die "Look into the eyes of your creator." "They stood him before a mirror. He was emaciated and covered with wounds, his back was bent, his hair was gone. There was not a single depravation he had not known." Listen The bending of minds And the breaking of bodies and spirits Uncrowned Earthbound Man made man Destroy Burial Still falls the rain Dark as the world of man Black is our loss Blind "As the fourteen hundred and forty nails upon the cross, you are destroyed in the name of my savior." Look into the eyes of your creator Rain it eats the heart Comes pouring from above To break the mind Under maddening skies No one can escape now No one alive Nothing remains here No coma arrives No feeling In screams of pain we're born The fears of gods and wars It brings the rain like blood it pours This feeling Still the rain it falls Dark as the world of man Black is our loss Blacker than light Nefilim Stoop not down to The dark infested world Where lies a faithless depth Fall and rise And Hades wrapped in clouds Inviting unwinding A black ever rolling abyss Unluminous formless and void 8. Zoon I & II (Saturation) I've been waiting for you You're lonely I've been watching you control me I'm here with you, you know No need to hide Lay your head in mine Just close your eyes Welcome So you came You're here with me again Out of nowhere You even know my name But it will never, ever be the same But I'm always with you When you fall asleep Sleep, sleep, sleep... Show me Show me what it is What you're hiding from I know you Know who you are By the fear in your heart When you awaken your eyes open I blind you like the sun You only feel, only feel me Tear you apart "Tune your mind, reach inside, peel away. Come on, show me. Touch, Taste, Feel, Saturation." Only false dreams awaken Buried in your heart Your only scream You only fear you were dead from the start Tune your mind Reach inside Peel away Come on, show me Touch, Taste, Feel You're lost You're lost for life So lost Your cunting life The look of pain No colour pain The colour of your anger Your lust for life Enter my realm Let it all escape Reach inside Escape Unwind My creator Man maker 9. Zoon III (Wake World) As we begin the end Let us close the womb this time My friend We live together, forever Every breath that you will take I'll breathe Perfect vision What's your pleasure And we're here again Where I live In a perfect hell And you're here again I can hardly see I will live again Until it hurts to be me What's your pleasure My name My face My spirit Now leave me Now go This is hell this is End of time Lost completely So this is life is this I can hardly face to live When it hurts to be me In my world My world I will wait for you Take control of you You're lost, so lost 10. Coma "Is there an end to the coma? As we endure transformation. As we enter the beginning" No more pain, no more feeling Let it endure forever Those whose end cannot be