Golgotha
Wet Dreams of the Insane
1. Apartment 13
"Ahhhhh"
I left Apartment 13
Yesterday so long ago
I never thought I'd be back here again
I left Apartment 13
Devils on my breath benighted
across the line is new insanity
Welcome to Apartment 13
Where the razorblades come clean.
Welcome to my mental hell
Let me show you to your cell
Whooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaa
I left Apartment 13
Blood was running down the walls
Yeah pieces of my loved ones here and there
Welcome to Apartment 13
Let me introduce the obscene
Welcome to my own graveyard
Step inside I'll leave you scarred.
"What did you say?" *lots of voices*
Welcome to Apartment 13
Where the razorblades come clean
Take a load off, yeah come on inside
Between your ribs my knife will slide
WELCOME
"Welcome"
*spoken word*
I'm sitting here in a daze
In this apartment I can never escape
Her body's laying before me
Her face is such a mess
I cut her from one stinking hole to the next
Just like connect the dots
Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaa
"Connect the dots"
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Welcome to Apartment 13
Where the razorblades come clean
Welcome to my own graveyard
Step inside I'll leave you scarred
Welcome to Apartment 13
Where the razorblades come clean
Welcome to my little hell
Let me show you to your cell
Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Yeah come on inside
You're always welcome right here
Oh come on inside
Ohhhh
Right now!
2. Apocalyptic Sunshine
Shards of the windows of the world
Tune down all the lights
Spray paint your name in blood yeah
Within the canvas of the night
Dip your fingers deep in her
Taste the rancor of sin
Embrace the dead rich kiss of cults
Another dying day begins
Begins
This dying day begins
Apocalyptic Sunshine
On the threshold of purity we dine
Apocalyptic Sunshine
The flesh of our forefathers are intertwined
Breathe
Breathe deep my friend the poison death
Listen to the brain cells pop
Shoot me up with ecstatic joy
-my hearts nuised down then dropped
Feed me to your monster
and let him take my soul
so...?????????
Im full with life but you know
Im the death of Rock and Roll
Tonight we crucified
Apocalyptic Sunshine
The flesh of our forefathers intertwined
Apocalyptic Sunshine
On the threshold of purity we dine
3. Reactor Number 4
This lead laced anit-Christ atomic angels watching us
Baptismal radiation blessed be the crippled and the scarred
Look deep in the mushroom can you see the crucifix
The son of god is going home look deep into the light
Praise the lord and turn to dust, you are but human stain
That wipes away unholyness, only purity remains
Remains
This is a holy place Reactor Number 4
Hell is always watching me through the cracks up in the floor
Holyness is leaking through into the world of sin
A tiny touch of holyness can eat away one's skin
This lead laced anit-Christ atomic angels watching us
Baptismal radiation blessed be the infected and the scarred
You burnt me oh lord
You set me on fire with this truth of god
Let there be hellfire as we cross these fields of sin
Oh lord take me home take me home
End of your blessings
End of your blessings
The end of your blessings
The lord this is now over
The lord this is over
Amen brother
The cold king of the serpant prevails
He who walks on blades of grass sharp as Phoenix talons
Below the light expands the kingdom of a million wasps
Silent turmoil change seperate freedom and demons of the night
Cast below the demon into the kingdom hell
I want to be there I'm hungry for the souls of legions
Wandering among the caverns of doubt
Praise the lord
Praise the lord
4. Cradled in the Arms of Death
In the year 2025
Only the rich can afford to be alive
The poor suffocate under polluted skies
Rollin' through the smoke just waiting there to die
You can all make it, weaken the fall
Kill for yourselves all hope is gone
Gone
I support this engage
The rich build a mountain from their ears
Bend over weight from dying stares
The future is now there is no relief
The abortionists suffocate on their own greed
Besides being bleeding and poor
Humanity is an open sore
Cradled warm as death goes on
Ghost behind me insects hum
Hungry with a million eyes
Always filed away your own demise
Watch me how you're broke into this liquid world of me
Swim with me until the moon unhaunts the death of me
Cradled in the arms of death for all eternity
Kill me, feel this ___
Incinerated burned bodies fill the night
All trespassers will be shot on sight
Self mutilation is such a scream
Is this really the American dream
Assassinate the president take control
The nation has grown a new counter of souls
Cradled warm as death goes on
Ghost behind me insects hum
Hungry with a million eyes
Always filed away your own demise
5. Fingerpaintings of the Insane
Turning the knife buried in your stomach
I woke up alive black with stain
Glistening and new, the sunsets coming
Fingerpaintings of the insane
Come on and sterilize me
Kneel down and idolize me
Suck me
Fuck me
Resurrect me
Rut me
Cut me and infect me
Slice me
Dice me
I want to die screaming
The thoughts of dead babies
Wiped away with my semen
Bleed me
Feed me and inject me
Feel me
Kill me
Then dissect me
The pigs will squeal
Their blood will drain
Fingerpaintings of the insane
Slice the throats of authority
Look deep past the skin and you will see
I am the messiah
I am the messiah
Greasy smoke billows into the sky
Cockroach dreams, the human dust of pain
Twitching, screaming, hide your razor face
Fingerpaintings of the insane
Come on and sterilize me
Kneel down and idolize me
Suck me
Fuck me
Resurrect me
Rut me
Cut me and infect me
Slice me
Dice me
I want to die screaming
The thoughts of dead babies
Wiped away with my semen
Bleed me
Feed me and inject me
Feel me
Kill me
Then dissect me
6. Love Eats It's Own
I grasp for light
And cannot reach
Because of this thing
Love it leaks
That sucks the blood with deadly lust
And these angels that filled with dust
Love her
Unable to move
When the poisons injected
A corpse among god says
Moving the dissected
Love is a whore
Rolling on the floor
Suck infection gangreen open sore
I love you
Forcing me to
leave you what sinned
Listing the dead
Love eats its own
No matter how fast it grows
Love eats its own
Love is insectile
Love is a whore
Love is a cannibal
Always wanting more
Love her
7. Blood of God
On a canvas made of flesh I watch him with your children's blood on my chin
I wait and mourn for the death of time... in the mind's eye, I wait
Alright
The moon is coming down to greet me
The wolves gather 'round, yes, to eat me
Come
Beneath the changing skies that will be dying off soon,
I fall on my knees before your blood streaked pagan moon.
Yes, I am your's consume me reaping what I sow
Let the wolves eat what is left of my pathetic soul.
Yeah--------Right
The moon comes down to greet me.
The wolves gather 'round, they gather 'round to eat me.
Right Now
Beneath the grim face of the moon streaked with the blood of god
I have touched the naked sun and watched it fall apart.
You are the god foresaken, I am living sin,
I walk among you with your childrens blood on my chin.
On my chin.
Kill this thing, level the universe
kil the pain kill the shame
baptized in my own blood
take the gun put it in my mouth,
pull the fucking trigger and blow my brains out.
Yes you kill, we kill, you feel no pain, no pain.
8. Generation of the Zombie
Alright!
The trash into the goblins of the sea
On the backs of Earthly do we tread
Upon my tears of angel abrasion
Blood is clotting, building a new nation
Generation of the zombie
Dedicate of the weak class
I am yours to zombie
Children of the living
I've been died, the died of old
Ask if he do want some more
Because nobody wants to see
Is this world dire killing me?
Generation of the zombie
Dedicate of the weak class
I am yours to zombie
Children of the living
Brutally, we dig into
The poised asses of me and you
Strangle the light and take your breath
We're leaving, watching prison men
Beneath chrome wheels of my own truck
Inhaling death is such a fucking rush
Generation of the zombie
Dedicate of the weak class
I am yours to zombie
Children of the living
Ahh, yeah!
Through stone eyes, the knowing love
Beneath my boots I crush the dove
Give me death or liberty
God has his face on me
Generation of the zombie
Dedicate of the weak class
I am yours to zombie
Children of the living
9. Generation of the Zombie II (Dax's Poem)
At last,
And he was taken out of the city
To a place known as the sky
And he grew
10. Nothingness
I almost heard the planet sigh
I almost felt it breathe
But the god of this land died
I feel the spirits leave
The dry blood of the dead cockroach
Fill the sidewalk cracks
Helter skelter full mouth shelter
I see the dark turn black
Twisted coathanger the abortion of dreams
Even though your mouth is shut inside I hear you scream
Feeling the tumor growing inside
What little bit of joy you had slit it's wrists and died
No sunset, the horizon's black
Standing on the edge I ain't never looking back
Why does my soul ache and wish that it would die?
Why when I see pain am I unable to cry?
Can you hear the banging of the plowshears into swords?
Did you feel abandoned when they cut the umbilical cord?
Can you feel this life inside me, can you feel it breathe?
There is nothing here, there is nothingness
There is nothing
There is nothing, nothing, nothing, nothingness
11. The Mortician's Flame
Hunter of tears, relative pain
Half of this world is dark with the stain
The stain of unknowing
The dead flower buds,
On smiling lips is innocent blood
The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold
Now promise me you''ll kill me before I get old
I hear you on the telephone
Moaning my doom
A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room
Just enough, a heart attack
Seal up my black body bag
Take me home and hate me, love
Bite the hand of our lost love
Take your time and take your life
Amputate with this dull knife
Heaven''s meat is on the stick
Stir my pain with an ice pick
Pick, pick, pick
Pick, pick, pick
Pick, pick, pick
The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines
I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind
I can smell abortion on you
I can see through
I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you
12. What Color Is Death?
What color is death?
The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh
Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death
I don't want you
I want your flesh
Close my eyes and dream of death
Slip away and take a breath
Rivers running dark and cool
How can nothingness be cruel?
What color is death?
The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh
Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death
I don't want you
I want your flesh
Close my eyes and dream of death
Slip away and take a breath
Rivers running dark and cool
How can nothingness be cruel?
Trip with me and meet the sun
Orgasm of light
Suck the world inside yourself
Spitting forth the night
Douse their minds in gasoline
Drop the burning match
Angel alien love
I wait for them to hatch
I listen to the trees
They hum and hold hands with the moon
Insects whisper sweet nothings
The solar system blooms
The skulls of babies grow within
The garden of the soul
Where the girls run barefoot and all life lives uncontrolled
Come on baby let's kick back and bleed with me awhile
Never mind the cold black truth
That stains the kitchen tile
Come on baby let's kick back and bleed with me awhile
Never mind the cold black truth
That stains the kitchen tile
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