Callenish Circle
My Passion // Your Pain
1. Soul Messiah
2. Dwelling In Disdain
3. Forsaken
4. What Could Have Been
5. This Truculent Path
6. My Hate Unfolds
7. Misled
8. My Passion //
9. Conflicts
10. // Your Pain
11. Out Of The Body
1. Soul Messiah
Sin, sinful, as a sinner I am
Conceived by a jackal
Cunning as a serpent
I'm hiding inside your conscience's parasite
I am the controller
The
autocrat
of the soul
After me, no turning back
Gaining full soul control
Sin,
as a
sinner I am
Conceived by a jackal
Cunning as a serpent
I'm hiding
inside
Need, needle as I am your neediness
Conquering flesh and bones
I'll be
taking
over 'till breathing finites
For I am you
I am the controller
The
autocrat
of the soul
After me, no turning back
Gaining full soul control
Searching
for thy partner in distress
My endless journey continues
The end is
ending,
as there is
Nothing more to take
No more than a shadow now
A splinter
of
what you used to be
I am the controller
The autocrat of the soul
After
me,
no turning back
Gaining full soul control
Need, needle, as I am your
neediness
Conquering flesh and bones
I'll be taking over 'till breathing finites
For I am you
2. Dwelling In Disdain
Seeing you simper awakes the
Gloomy part inside of me
It's making me
shiver
sickening
Self-complacency
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on turning
back at
me
Just a matter of time before I'll
Show you that my hate's sincere
Your
contempt is really choking me
Better step aside
Awaiting patiently, our
moment
will appear
This detailed script before my eyes
As long as it takes I'll
be
re-reading
Re-reading it every night
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on
turning
back at me
Seeing you simper awakes the
Gloomy part inside of me
It's
making
me shiver sickening
Self-complacency
Awaiting patiently, our moment will
appear
This detailed script before my eyes
As long as it takes I'll be
re-reading
Re-reading it every night
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on turning back
at me
How I try to turn away
It seems you're the next in line
3. Forsaken
Prisoner of my own thoughts
Of what I think to see
Stinging eyes but I
don't know
where
Desperation is complete
Invisible voices whispering feeding
the
chameleon
in me
Colliding, forsaking myself wandering
Between these identities
Days and
nights passing painfully slow
Insomnia reality
This ceaseless crying of
the hunted
It is now fucking chilling me
Desolation taking it's toll
Constantly
looking left,
right and behind
Spinning round and round and round
My mind is fully
redefined
Invisible voices whispering feeding
The chameleon in me
Colliding,
forsaking myself
wandering
Between these identities
I'm captured in a dismal world with
my own lies
Without an end to reach
Crawling for shelter intoxicated
Nothing I can
trust
And
nothing is what it seems to be
I'm captured in a dismal world
Within my
own fucking
lies
I'm captured in a dismal world within my own lies
And without an
end to reach
Crawling for shelter intoxicated
Nothing I can trust
And nothing is what
it seems to
be
Prisoner of my own thoughts
Of what I think to see
Stinging eyes
but don't know
where
Desperation is complete
Invisible voices whispering feeding
The
chameleon in
me
Colliding, forsaking myself wandering
Between these identities
Days
and nights
passing painfully slow
Insomnia reality
This ceaseless crying of the
hunted
It is
now fucking chilling me
Desolation taking it's toll
Constantly looking
left, right
and behind
Spinning round and round and round
My mind if fully redefined
4. What Could Have Been
Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you
Suddenly to disappear
The echo
of thunder
again reduced
Never thought you
Would leave me
Still chasing time, so
close
Yet
so far apart
My understanding is killing me
I know you had to
Follow
your heart
Don't look at me now
It's for your own good
Just to walk away
Road
ends, remains
The unspoken truth
All hopes merged into stone
Terrified of the unknown
What could
have been I realize
All hope merged into stone
Terrified of the unknown
is now
forever gone
Let it slip through my fingers...
Don't look at me now
It's for your
own good
Just to walk away
Road ends, remains
Not aware of the scarlet
claw
Seemingly uncomplicated
What could have been I realize
Now your love
Forever lost
Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you
Suddenly to disappear
The echo
of thunder
again reduced
Never thought you
Would leave me
New day has come
but
I'll get over
you
Tide is high
Access still denied
5. This Truculent Path
This Enigma Keeps Me Entangled
On the Edge Of Insanity
Living My
Transient Being In
Trance
Wisdom Has Withered Me
Within This Warren Of Confusion
I Feel A
Zephyr,
Showing Me The Way
Stealing The Pleasure To See Me Fall
All Atrocities,
Carved In It's
Walls
Fed My Hate For A Long Time
I Know They Did Not Expect
It Felt
So Good Having
Control
Their Faces Made Worth All These Years
A Trucelent Path Paved
With Disillusions
Made Me Conscienceless
I Trapped Through All Stages Of Life
Trapped
Inside, Myself
Trapped Inside Myself
From A Distance Observing
How My Passion Is Their
Pain
Now I'm
Pulling The Strings
And I Won't Stop The Bleeding
From A Distance
Observing
How My
Passion Is Your Pain
Now I'm Pulling The Strings
And I Won't Stop The
Bleeding...
This
Enigma Keeps Me Entangled
On The Edge Of Insanity
Living My Transcient
Being In Trance
Wisdom Has Withered Me
Fed My Hate For A Long Time
I Know They Did Not
Expect
It Felt
So Good Having Control
Their Faces Made Worth All These Years
A
Trucelent Path Paved
With Disillusions
Made Me Conscienceless
I Trapped Through All Stages Of
Life
Trapped
Inside Myself
From A Distance Observing
How My Passion Is Their Pain
Now I'm Pulling
The Strings
And I Won't Stop The Bleeding
6. My Hate Unfolds
Crossing boundaries of indifference
Your greed exceeds the line
Egoism
even multiplied
Pressing forward your lies
A path of endless consequence
Paved with bare
hands
You'll
start your endless journey soon
A path of endless consequence
Paved with
bare hands
You'll better be of dead
Exercise my fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses
sliding into sin
Further and further away
Wake up, enjoy reality
Pressed to the ground,
a black curtain
Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort
Choking
unbound
Feel
my rejection
My hate unfolds
When your blood stains
It leaves me cold
As life is
fading
You're all alone
Feel my rejection
Your fate unfolds
Exercise
my fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into sin
Further and further
away
Wake
up, enjoy reality
Pressed to the ground, a black curtain
Covering your
illusions,
chains of discomfort
Choking unbound
Feel my rejection
My hate unfolds
When your
blood stains
It leaves me cold
As life is fading
You're all alone
Feel my rejection
Your fate unfolds
You're all alone
Crossing boundaries of indifference
Your greed
exceeds the line
Egoism even multiplied
Pressing forward your lies
Exercise my
fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into sin
Further
and further away
Exercise my fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into
sin
Further
and further away
Wake up, enjoy reality
Pressed to the ground, a black
curtain
Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort
Choking unbound Feel my
rejection
My
hate unfolds
When your blood stains
It leaves me cold
As life is
fading
You're
all alone
Feel my rejection
Your fate unfolds
You're all alone
Your
fate unfolds
7. Misled
Relying on, a conscious you never had
Ignorant for the rage within
Feeling like, you're
betraying yourself
The urge creeping right under your skin
This miry
deception, it crazes
you
Crestfallen, you are losing your way
Your blood, now it starts to
boil again
But
your disguise is not gonna fall
Now the time, has come to pay back
It's
time to show
them all
This miry deception, it crazes you
Crestfallen, you are losing
your way
Becoming way too much, way too much for you
Sick of walking away
Oppressed carnal
mayhem
Criticize the truth you dread
Forever living the lie
Enforced
weakness misled
Reached the point of no return
Too late to turn the tide
Resurrect to
inflict your
pain on others
Being part of the masterplan they can not hide
This miry
deception, it
crazes you
Crestfallen, you're losing your way
Becoming way too much,
way too much for you
8. My Passion //
Passion, desire keeping me living in sin
Aiming for flesh, power and
dominion
The
embodiment of mankind
My mind overfed
Fortitude overflow
My mind
overfed
This
convenant, our endless bond
A parasitic twin
This covenant, our endless
bond
Convulsive
clang to the past
Sharing, the blood running through our veins
Fed and
feeding opposite
minds
The embodiment of mankind My mind overfed
Fortitude overflow
My
mind overfed
Obey me, seduce me, please me
Now touch me, adore me and serve me
I'll
harvest without
sorrow
Obey me, seduce me, please me
Now touch me, adore me and serve me
Trust me,
I'll be your guide
9. Conflicts
[Instrumental]
10. // Your Pain
All having the urge
Flesh too weak to resist
Temptations, engraving
scarves for life
Enforced by, by innate lust
Once scarred, forever lost
Till final
relieve sends it's
farewell
Redemption for the chained
Pain, the agony keeping me in black
My mind
clouded, dark and frail
Hollowness of a tormented soul
Unable to burst
out
Of the
vicious trail
Unable to burst out
Obey you, seduce you, please you
Touch you, adore you
and serve you
You own mind, body and soul
11. Out Of The Body
[bonus track, originally by Pestilence]
My Passion // Your Pain was recorded from 09.01 - 02.02.2003 and mixed from
03.02 - 09.02.2003
Stage One Studio
Buhne, Germany.
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