Deinonychus
Ode to Acts of Murder, Dystopia and Suicide
1. Life Taker
i laid with pigs and drank their swill • should have been the killer not the killed had me on my knees and fingers dug deep • knife against my throat • slowly drawn back • you watched me die • walked me to the altar of sacrifice • promised me forever after • it was all just a lie • when your vagina should have dripped with honey • it was just a chalice filled with my own blood and semen • you were witness to the fall • look at the monster I have become • fucking was an act of stigmatization • two languid souls of desperation • naked flesh • two haters entwined • eyes blind and hands bind • zero three one five • i am not the punisher • i am the punished and undone • lover of violence • this dance we dreamed • the shit i have had to eat • just me another lover • crawl up into you • to be with those pigs • if that was all you wanted • then • why restrain • why chain and detain • you could have let me taken my last breath • the noose tied • here comes the little death • enjoy this • these are my last words • i am that monster I have become • this is my hate for you in tongue • the serpent won’t forget you • life Taker • he can smell you dripping • your wet with being the faithless • whilst • i Kill myself • but I survive • you cannot have my future • whore • taker of my life
2. For this I Silence You
raping the light before my eyes • no sense of awareness • everything dies • From dawn to the end of all times • Dreams faded to dust • From above • All seems so cold • there is nothing • stop screaming • no one listens • i’ve seen this coming • the craving to take is god-like • bitter flavor • red • crowning this moment forever • please let me go • i want to live • there is no need for this • stories are about to be told • mine ends here for no reason • you’re eyes are wide open • the screams statued alike • for this • i live • this is the reason • for this I silence you
3. The Weak Have Taken the Earth
falling down • no one there to catch you • voices in my head I hear • stay to oppress • now I come into your life • swallow me deep inside • silence the old • i’m feeding your pain • instead of going away • i took bloodlust with me • you were given to me • you were my last resort • i weaken your body and infest your mind • i was told to heal • you can’t change what i am • the evil in your head forever to enslave • many died by my hand • you made me do this • a vicious circle • trapped inside my head • my heart is bleeding my soul scourged • the sound • ear deafening • as I fall to the ground • finally i leave • death take my hand
4. Buried Under the Frangipanis
buried under the frangipanis • your child is hidden • his beautiful smile was taken into wickedness • my taste for the vile and pain • has devoured his innocence • breathtaking the sunset on his last day of suffering • bleeding into the sunrise • for him • there is no tomorrow • how hollow his mother’s sobs and pitied sorrows • heightened was my pleasure • enlightened i have become • with his stillness • i grew even older • In a hundred lashes i watched him bleed • bended over my knee • he did plea • he called for you • mother • then • darkness • Knows my heart • i cut him apart • butchered • into a thousand pieces • and on my plate • i ate his innocent soul • my desire was sate • mother • his future desired of a wife and loving family • his dreams i fucking shattered • in my sickness for lust • flesh and blood • my little adventure is all for me to keep • silence • all of your tears won’t bring back your sunshine • back from the grave • god now has him all to himself
5. Dead Horse
where there once was a love and a beautiful dream • on my knees • bleeding • crippled and high on morphine • motherfucking amphetamine is taking me away from me • slave to tears • the grief and your never-ending melancholy • I am singing a tune of the devil • but really there was an angel • inside i was hiding • by getting high • all the fucking time • i was a poem to death • the funeral hearse was a horse drawn cart • and the horses are dying • and Satan sat at side mocking me • and whispered • your time is up • you belong to me my fucking demon • and he said unto me • and I fell • there was a horrible realization • i was and am • all alone • It was loathsome to be blinded • lost and all but forgotten • fucking you was no satisfaction • the mind was only open to escaping • it was putrefaction • you sacrificed and for fornication • you a perceived crown • made pure by deceit • legs opened • smell of lust and decomposing lovers • your wish to be with another • has fucked me
6. Dusk
earth weeps as tears • red from the sky • falling upon unhallowed ground • the suffering went silence • as no screams are to be heard • many prayers left to be unanswered • we have been forsaken • stabbed and strangled remembering only sheer terror and pain • where is that savior • the one shining so bright • releasing us from this endless agony • all around is the eye of ignorance and denial looking the other way • no anniversaries for you are forgotten • there is no place to say your prayers • deep below you are buried • never to be free • As we mourn • into eternity we dwell • you with your eyes closed • we will come and get you • for you are damned
7. There Is No Eden
the mere moment of suffering and pain means nothing to me • i was born taken my heart by sadistic intent • amongst many • I am the invincible and silent • you won’t see • a star shining and weeping to you • the wolf in my eyes is sleeping and feeding on hatred • a smile like being a peaceful façade • no matter what • i am the erupting volcano speeding your death • bury my sin in god’s hands for i am innocent • i will stop your sunrise and nightfall • god told me so • this is what i feel • waking up • this world is still the same • my hunger silenced for a moment • seeded in my infant dreams • the serpent wide awake • empathy • my alienated brother fallen from grace • the voice speaking my mind • leading my will • in hades you’ll mourn no star to be seen • torture your mind and sodomizing your flesh • over and over again • a cycle never ending to the end of days • the serpent forever to stay • there is no Eden • collecting your screams and cherish the still image in your eyes • i will stop your sunrise and nightfall • god told me so • this is what I feel • waking up • this world is still the same • my hunger silenced for a moment • taken your life • buried deep • cemented with blood • i wake up day after day with your memories now to be mine • god looks the other way • nobody seems to care • for i am the end • i am the end
8. Silhouette
witness to an atrocity • i have sewn stench of death and decomposing • was to eat a 1000 sins • i am the eater of sin • devourer • black birds pick at my flesh • cleaning meat from bone • you laying in arms of naked flesh and needles • and maggots like you still are here to receive the forgiveness of your sorry lord • what is more evil • the edge that is filled with heroin or blood or? • it is the sons and daughters of a generation dying • when your time has come • why just to fly and fall • how will she feel tomorrow • when her only daughter • was fucked • gutted and taped in silence • her eyes fixated on yours • in her last moments • she watched you • watching in haze of drugged fueled orgy • your hollow and dazed eyes • you walked your baby into the act that had to follow • be sure my child of light • you are forgiven • Mother? • i am taking you into darkness • forever
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