Mistralth
			My Grief

1. No Tomorrow

(Lyrics  R.K.)

She spoke through the veil
Echoing in the walls
Numbed myself with bitter ale
slowly turning insane
In my chamber of solitude
I feel her presence
Whispering my name
As I drift into haze

Last door, no return
Open veins, it's my turn
Empty eyes, life so shallow
Final joy, no tomorrow


2. Feel, Nothing

(Lyrics Juha S.)

Joy, that infected feeling
Hate, I am numb
Love, not in this place
Grief, I believe nothing

Hope, strength for some
Fear, tool of others
Pain, I've lost it
Please make me feel

Long are the hours when nothing is
Days become vain when the light is dead
Years, I don't know how many are gone
Still I lay awaken, broken inside


3. I Survive

(Lyrics Juha S.)

Days are silent and
longer than shadows I have
My scares reach too deep
Yet I have no pain, no fear

Why down the murky road
it is the way of the lost ones
Leave me if I can't find my way
or if I stumble and fall

No more words to speak
Silenced is my voice
Deep in the emptiness
I shall remain alone

Coldness in my heart I go on
Buried in my feelings... I survive
Drowning in thoughts of hate
It gives me strength... I survive


4. Existence

(Lyrics George S. and Juha S.)

Steps of life's blood pour from frayed torn ends
From the continuance of failure, into the afterlife
Strips of skin are ornaments of what her veil is
Strides of sin are what her grip is

The stars point down what shortness of life is like
Where is the guidance of a lost, hidden to the sky

Abandoned in the mirage of another beigns view
Silenced laughter of my own kind
Embrace the unkind hear the cray of others
It was the wrong path... path to follow

Her existence is called continuum
Its neither there, nor anywhere
Stripping down before her own dusk
Celebrate the storm her name is void


5. Coming Full Circle

(Lyrics Juha S.)

It has been a while
a big just too long
the colors of my world
fading to grey and deep black

to the promises I made and
the shattering in you
all weakness of thyself
it is still a long time
I feel sad but not to belong

I let go of this and never look back
you didn't hear my despair
for I am blind, def and mute

I tried difference approaches
the pleasure was not quite the same
to understand death,
which we very well do
all steps will be stepped on again
this can't be the same,
cause it's true and fair
if only our feelings could be the same
rid us of this damned path

Having come full circle, have I
is this what it takes to realize
to hurt is to feed, to feel is to be
to be is to know, to know is to hurt


6. Left Behind

(Lyrics Juha S.)

In the gloomy woods, I fear not
As I have nothing to loose

Empty houses and silent streets
Nothing is left of me here

No sadness for the lost
Leaving all behind again

Legions march forward
To the future uncertain
Great battles roar
Yet they seem vague to me
Believe in the power
And it shall prevail
Weak are the ones
Who are left behind... Left behind


7. Chains of Bastille

(Lyrics R.K.)

Pale shedding skin of this earthly body
Chains of bastille for the dying soul
Prison made of flesh holding all inside
No more voice to speak all hope is gone

Decaying flesh of a madman
Forged into a prison with no light
Constrained with the chains of bastille
Falling down endless spirals waiting for release

Tortured soul of a dying man
Shivering and weeping the time has come
Last remains of sanity fade away
Finally passed along on the stage of life