The 3rd and the Mortal Nightswan 1. Neurosis I stand above myself Left to a crumbling reality. I watch the panorama, views. So fright and hide and hide, this evil force Leads me to the other mind. New rose, new rose. Rise, manic depths of depressors. It decides for us as the lights sway In this world of desertion. Feel no regret in this pit of oblivion. Don't let a trace stay in my mind. 2. From the Depth of Memories They never told me why I had to stay in the yellow house Beside the edge of the world Where the weather had no colours. White fog slept in the deep frowns Of the landscape. And then the sun showed up On my father's painting. We walked over a bridge Into a forest Searched to find seldom flowers. 3. The Meadow In a meadow I have vanished Between ox-eye daisies And the organ peel of grasshoppers Sounds that embrace me The wind chases the fragrance of honey. My eyes half open I breathe in the blue colour above me Clouds floating, chasing the yellow globe flower To the beat of my, of my pulse. Shall I ever rise up Make a detachment So that the twigs break And the growing stalks get pulled up by the roots. The strength, the strength of this moment is like morning dew Drops that fills green veins like crystal clear blood And awake... all they who slept in the meadow tonight This cold night. 4. Vavonia (Part I) instrumental